"im sorry alice i ran into someone i met the last time i was here and we got talking no biggy" it was a huge biggy to me but i could tell alice that not now
"who was it? i know nearly everyone here" i sighed in defeat i was going to have t tell her
"paul"
"paul who?" god it was liek 20 queastions
"one of jakes friends" i looked down waiting for the anger but instead i felt a hand around my stomch and then the other
alice was hugging me.
"i know आप miss him nessie and i also know आप प्यार him but he`s gone now sweety and आप need to हटाइए on. i know its hard but sometimes life can be hard" she comforted me.
"i know alice but seeing paul then it made me feel closer to him again like he was still here. just that i wouldnt see him"
"i know sweety i know and आप also do know this is going to be hard to keep from that noisey father of yours dont you?"
"alice i carnt deal with his lecture now please will आप try not to think about it? please? for me?"
she nodded onse and we set off back home.

edwards pov
were was they? they have been a while? ugh alice sed she was going to keep an eye on her i trusted her. so why was i worring?
"edward whats the matter? why are आप pacing?"
i hadnt realised i was ontil bella pointed it out to me.
"oh i was just thinking "
"about what?" damm she could allways tell when something was the matter
i was about to lie to her i hated doing it but it protected her when they came running into the house
"where have आप two been?" i fumed
`edward dont not tonight` alice thought
i gave her a comfused look
`she just ran into paul from the tribe and she`s a little shaken no they didnt hurt her they just reminded her of jake so calm down and act natural`
"so we were just chatting and लॉस्ट track of the time. we had a race" she lied casurally
"oh just make sure आप look at the time अगला time we were so worried"
"what he means is he was worried i for one trusted you" bella corected as she got up from the सोफ़ा, सोफे to hug nessie and alice
"i do trust them"
"of corse आप do sweety now come on i think its time for bed"
she gave me a little wink that she knew i couldnt resist and when she knew i was defeated she smiled a little flirty smile that if i still had would make my दिल beat a thousond times over.
"ew!" they all moaned at the same time we both chuckled
"you two are even worse then us" emmett pointed out with wide eyes he would never of कहा that he liked to win everything but the thing was me and bella were pasionet not just sex i mean whoa that was good but just the talks and everything was amazing. even when she let me into her mind.
we chuckled onse और and left the room.

renesmees pov

i was lay on my बिस्तर just thinking about what had happened.
jacob was gone.
alec was still out there
i had just seen paul
sam blamed em for killing jake
was i really the one to blame?
i pulled out my i--pod and played the song that i knew as my thinking song and placed my headphones in on full blast. एवनेसेन्स - My Immortal allways helped.

i knew this was a dream like mum i could allways tell when i was dreaming.
for one i was in a feild i had never seen before and सेकंड jake was comming from the trees.
"nessie? is that you?" he asked his eyes brightening a gold.
gold?
his eyes looked like mine and the rest of the cullens he गलाना, पिघलता like the rest of us as well.
he was one of us.
"jake? what happened to you?"
i knew it was crazy i mean this was a dream why was i asking the queastions
"look i dont have much time so here goes i didnt die well the way आप think i died i dont know where i am i am with some people who like this gift of mine and i carnt get free. my master या thats what he says i should call him is here and i am one of आप and the rest of your family i am not like the rest i use contacks nessie i need you. and no matter what i will allways प्यार आप till i do die but nessie do not come looking for me i प्यार you"
and he was gone
i shot up in my bed.
what a wierd dream.

i couldnt get it out of my mine the अगला दिन i just lay awake for the rest of the night. the pain that dream caused was unbarable.


thanxs again and sorry about the spelling please टिप्पणी दे :)