since jake died its been hard to live alec was somewhere out there and if i ever saw him again it would be hard to stop myself from trying to kill him.

i was ment to start a frsh a new country and diffrent school and a younger age. i was going to be 16 again. well that was way of how old i was now.
45.
yeah jake died a while पूर्व but his death still hurt. i still loved him.

sitting in my room i felt like empty dad and mum tried everything they could to find alec but he was no where to be seen and what hurt the most is that i didnt want to find him to have dad see into his mind and see why he killed him and why he wanted to kill me. it was too hard.

so tomorrow i was supouse to start the new school tomorrow. sure if it was 38 years पूर्व then i would be exsited for it. i would say bring it the making new फ्रेंड्स having alice buy me new clorths and everything having my hair done all nice and re-died i should be exsited. but i wasnt. i was moving to folks. starting at mums old school folks high under a diffrent name of corse. renesmee black. sigh. i choise that name it felt right in someway like that SHOULD be my name.

the house was beautiful dad mum esme and carlisle had set up earlier mum did my room (alice probably re did it) dad did his and mums (alice) emse did the rest of the house (little help from yep आप got it alice) and alice well she did her room and everyone elses wardrobs.

we were supose to be going hunting tonight together (they didnt want me hunting out द्वारा myself) but i wanted to go द्वारा myself to clear my head for what was comming tomorrow.
"nessie आप should have someone come with you" mum insisted
i lloked around for a little help
"ill go" alice called from the corner i sighed i didnt need a babysitter
"alice?" edward mutted and then sighed "look after her" he looked down avoding mums eyes.
"you comming nessie?" she asked
"thanx alice but i really dont need someone looking after me" she smiled at me
"oh i know and it took quite alot of convising to tell your dad that too so i am going to hunt somewhere els and do me a favour meet me back here in a couple of hours so we can go back together" with a quick किस she ducked out of the way and ran away.
finaly alone.

i started running. further and further north ontil i hit a stench it was bad it गलाना, पिघलता like like wet dog. hmm? i wonder. so i kept running fast i needed to see what that smell was.
a तत्पर, तेज, स्विफ्ट movment caught my atention. and with a flash something had me द्वारा the throat.
alec?


thanx for पढ़ना and again sorry about the spellings hope आप liked it and please टिप्पणी दे :)