Chapter 14-
The अगला morning I woke up early when I heard the door creaking open. I looked up and saw Lily standing in the doorway. “Hello Esme,” she smiled. “How are you?” she asked walking over.
“I'm alright Lily, I'm just tired.....” I sighed. “It's to be expected though,”
“Yes.... how is little Andrew?” she asked sitting down on the end of the bed. “I heard him coughing last night, so I've been wondering,” her टिप्पणी दे caused me to look down at the sleeping child अगला to me. He was pale, other than fiery red cheeks. I gasped in shock. “I think he's ill,” I frowned.
Lily looked at me worriedly. “Do आप want me to call the doctor?” she asked. I nodded, feeling like I couldn't do anything else. She hurried out of the room and I picked up Andrew, I held him close and started to cry.
“Esie?” I heard another voice. I looked up, it was Tom. “Is he alright?” he asked worriedly.
“I don't know. I don't think he is.” I shook my head and wiped the tears off my face. “It scares me Tom... so badly I don't even want to think about it,” I told him.
“Oh Es.... I'm sorry. I can't even begin to understand.” he hugged me gently. “I know it must be hard for you. This is something you've dreamed of since we were nine years old,” he smiled slightly. “Is there anything I can do for you?” he asked.
“Well, nothing I can think of,” I कहा after a moment of thinking. “Maybe something to drink?” I looked at him slightly pleadingly. I felt helpless.
“Of course,” he smiled and bowed awkwardly. “At your service,”
I laughed. “Tom आप always can make me smile, that's the first thing I noticed about you,”
“I remember that too. The first दिन we met, when we were six. I was walking, no running down the पहाड़ी, हिल near your house as soon as I heard that the new family had a child my age. I'd never had a friend my age before.” he nodded.
“Yes, and I was standing outside with my family as soon as आप tripped down the hill, my father was even laughing. My mother was shocked and afraid...... she was right अगला to आप as soon as आप stopped rolling. आप stood up and told her आप were fine.” I started where he left off.
“And I walked over to आप and bowed just like that and handed आप a flower, and in my high pitched little boy voice I introduced myself, आप giggled and took the flower. That's when Lily came down the पहाड़ी, हिल after me, she was five at the time.”
“She scolded आप for flirting, because it wasn't right for a young boy to do. आप had to be at least thirteen to start flirting with a girl. She made me laugh to because she was so grown up..... she seemed at least ten years old to me. Despite her height. Lily has always been small,” I smiled. My mind was off the sadness for the moment.
“Yes.... she has.” Tom laughed. “It's so strange to think of how long we've known each other Esie,” he shook his head in disbelief.
“I know. आप and Lily have always been my best friends, and Abby is as well now,” I sighed. “I feel so lucky to have such wonderful friends, I don't think I deserve people who support me like आप three do,”
“Nonsense, we don't deserve you!” he smiled and hugged me again. Just then Lily walked into the room.
“The doctor is on his way.... it isn't the normal doctor आप see though. There's a new one in town,” she told me.
“Really? That's strange,” I replied. “But, I guess it might be alright for a change,” I was shocked द्वारा what I had just said. I had always been one to resist change, but, I must have been getting used to the fact that things were definitely changing for me. Everything in my life seemed to have been turned upside down lately, but I felt like this wasn't the end, that और change was coming. I shook my head and looked up at Tom and Lily, they were looking at me worriedly.
“Esme are आप alright?” Lily asked. “You look worried about something....”
“No... I'm alright. I was just thinking Lily. I'm fine. I promise,” I told her. “I'm just shaken. That's all,”
“Alright,” she nodded and walked back down the hall.
“I'll be right back,” Tom smiled mischievously. “I have to grab आप something,” he too slipped out of the room and left me with my thoughts. I sighed. That wasn't a good thing right now. My thoughts were dangerous, they were going to hurt me. I was afraid of that kind of pain. I'd had enough emotional pain already to last at least one life time. The fact that I was facing the worst tragedy yet was worse. The fact that my son, who wasn't even a दिन old yet, could be dying scared me और than anything I'd faced in the past four years of my life, the time that I had spent with Charles seemed like nothing compared to this fear. I started shaking and sobbing again. I didn't want this to happen. I didn't want a life full of tragedy and only that, which to me, it seemed, was where it was headed for sure.
I heard footsteps down the hall. I had dozed off in the ten मिनटों I had been alone. Tom poked his head back into the room and smiled. “Sorry I took so long,” he कहा apologetically.
“It's fine Tom, आप were probably busy,” I smiled back.
“I was,” he nodded and walked over. Both of his hands were full, one with a glass of water which he placed अगला to me, the other had a small wrapped box in it. He handed that to me. “This is for आप Es,” he smiled again. “Open it, go on,” he told me, his face looked like that of a small child who had just accomplished something he was very proud of. I laughed and lifted the lid off of the box. I looked at him. “This is for me?” I asked. He nodded.
“I thought you'd like it,” he smiled. “It reminded me of आप as soon as I saw it,”
“I प्यार it Tom,” I told him as I took the small locket out of the box he had handed me. “It's beautiful,”
“I'm glad आप like it Esie,” he grinned and hugged me again, then he handed me my water. “You should drink something..... you'll make yourself sick if आप don't, and that wouldn't be good,”
I took the water and drank half of it. “I guess you're right.” I nodded and watched as Andrew started to stir. I held him close again and smiled. He was so beautiful once आप got past the pale, ashen features. Just then Lily walked back into the room.
“The doctor is here, do आप want to stay up here या go downstairs?” she asked me.
I pondered for a moment “I'd rather stay here, I'm और comfortable.” I told her.
“Alright. I'll be right back then,” she nodded and headed back downstairs.
“Abby's making breakfast, should I go help her या do आप want me to stay here?” Tom asked me standing up.
“You can go help Abby..... Lily will be here with me.” I told him, even if I did want him to stay. I didn't want to feel dependent on him. और than I already did at least. He nodded, hugged me again and walked downstairs to go help Abby.
Once again, I was alone with my thoughts. This time it was my fault though. I had told him to leave, even if I knew what it did to me. Luckily it wasn't और than a few सेकंड्स that I was alone. Before I knew it Lily was standing in the doorway with a young looking doctor behind her. As soon as she moved, I recognized him immediately. It was Dr. Cullen. He looked the same as I remembered him, I doubted that he would remember me. It had been ten years and I was positive I looked different. I looked down at Andrew sadly remembering why the doctor was here.
Lily walked over to me. “Es? The doctor is here,” she told me quietly. I nodded.
“I know Lily, I saw,” I replied. It sounded rude..... I regretted saying it like that as soon as I had.
“Alright,” she कहा and moved out of the way so that the doctor could make it over. He crouched down अगला to the बिस्तर and smiled. “Hello,” he कहा politely.
I smiled back slightly, at least it felt like a smile. I wasn't sure. “Hello, Dr. Cullen, या do आप still want me to call आप Carlisle?” I laughed slightly at the memory.
“I knew I recognized आप from somewhere,” he chuckled. “It's nice to see आप again Esme,”
I nodded. “It's nice to see आप again as well,”
“I'm assuming this is your son?” he asked looking at Andrew.
I nodded. “Yes, this is Andrew,”
“Alright. Well, may I see him?”
“Of course,” I replied and handed Andrew to Carlisle. He immediately started to examine him. Lily sat अगला to me and held my hand comfortingly. At this moment I was exceedingly grateful to have Lily as a friend. She looked at me with a small smile on her face, a smile of obvious comfort. We sat in silence for a few moments as Carlisle examined Andrew. The poor little boy was screaming the entire time. I felt horrible for him. It was the first time since his birth he had been away from me. Ten मिनटों later Dr. Cullen looked at me, there was sadness in his eyes. I knew the news wasn't going to be good. I felt my stomach twisting into a tight knot and suddenly I was glad that I hadn't asked Tom for खाना earlier, despite the gnawing hunger I felt, I felt और sick than anything now.
“Unless I'm mistaken, and I hope that I am, your son has a serious lung infection and I don't think he will make it past tomorrow at the latest. I'm very sorry,” he told me handing Andrew back to me. “Let me know if there's anything I can do,” he कहा and exited the room. That was when I लॉस्ट it. I started sobbing. I knew that he wasn't going to make it past today, he had stopped crying as soon as he had been handed back to me. I felt horrible. I didn't know how I was going to handle this. So much for no और tragedy.
Little did I know the tragedy had just begun.
The अगला morning I woke up early when I heard the door creaking open. I looked up and saw Lily standing in the doorway. “Hello Esme,” she smiled. “How are you?” she asked walking over.
“I'm alright Lily, I'm just tired.....” I sighed. “It's to be expected though,”
“Yes.... how is little Andrew?” she asked sitting down on the end of the bed. “I heard him coughing last night, so I've been wondering,” her टिप्पणी दे caused me to look down at the sleeping child अगला to me. He was pale, other than fiery red cheeks. I gasped in shock. “I think he's ill,” I frowned.
Lily looked at me worriedly. “Do आप want me to call the doctor?” she asked. I nodded, feeling like I couldn't do anything else. She hurried out of the room and I picked up Andrew, I held him close and started to cry.
“Esie?” I heard another voice. I looked up, it was Tom. “Is he alright?” he asked worriedly.
“I don't know. I don't think he is.” I shook my head and wiped the tears off my face. “It scares me Tom... so badly I don't even want to think about it,” I told him.
“Oh Es.... I'm sorry. I can't even begin to understand.” he hugged me gently. “I know it must be hard for you. This is something you've dreamed of since we were nine years old,” he smiled slightly. “Is there anything I can do for you?” he asked.
“Well, nothing I can think of,” I कहा after a moment of thinking. “Maybe something to drink?” I looked at him slightly pleadingly. I felt helpless.
“Of course,” he smiled and bowed awkwardly. “At your service,”
I laughed. “Tom आप always can make me smile, that's the first thing I noticed about you,”
“I remember that too. The first दिन we met, when we were six. I was walking, no running down the पहाड़ी, हिल near your house as soon as I heard that the new family had a child my age. I'd never had a friend my age before.” he nodded.
“Yes, and I was standing outside with my family as soon as आप tripped down the hill, my father was even laughing. My mother was shocked and afraid...... she was right अगला to आप as soon as आप stopped rolling. आप stood up and told her आप were fine.” I started where he left off.
“And I walked over to आप and bowed just like that and handed आप a flower, and in my high pitched little boy voice I introduced myself, आप giggled and took the flower. That's when Lily came down the पहाड़ी, हिल after me, she was five at the time.”
“She scolded आप for flirting, because it wasn't right for a young boy to do. आप had to be at least thirteen to start flirting with a girl. She made me laugh to because she was so grown up..... she seemed at least ten years old to me. Despite her height. Lily has always been small,” I smiled. My mind was off the sadness for the moment.
“Yes.... she has.” Tom laughed. “It's so strange to think of how long we've known each other Esie,” he shook his head in disbelief.
“I know. आप and Lily have always been my best friends, and Abby is as well now,” I sighed. “I feel so lucky to have such wonderful friends, I don't think I deserve people who support me like आप three do,”
“Nonsense, we don't deserve you!” he smiled and hugged me again. Just then Lily walked into the room.
“The doctor is on his way.... it isn't the normal doctor आप see though. There's a new one in town,” she told me.
“Really? That's strange,” I replied. “But, I guess it might be alright for a change,” I was shocked द्वारा what I had just said. I had always been one to resist change, but, I must have been getting used to the fact that things were definitely changing for me. Everything in my life seemed to have been turned upside down lately, but I felt like this wasn't the end, that और change was coming. I shook my head and looked up at Tom and Lily, they were looking at me worriedly.
“Esme are आप alright?” Lily asked. “You look worried about something....”
“No... I'm alright. I was just thinking Lily. I'm fine. I promise,” I told her. “I'm just shaken. That's all,”
“Alright,” she nodded and walked back down the hall.
“I'll be right back,” Tom smiled mischievously. “I have to grab आप something,” he too slipped out of the room and left me with my thoughts. I sighed. That wasn't a good thing right now. My thoughts were dangerous, they were going to hurt me. I was afraid of that kind of pain. I'd had enough emotional pain already to last at least one life time. The fact that I was facing the worst tragedy yet was worse. The fact that my son, who wasn't even a दिन old yet, could be dying scared me और than anything I'd faced in the past four years of my life, the time that I had spent with Charles seemed like nothing compared to this fear. I started shaking and sobbing again. I didn't want this to happen. I didn't want a life full of tragedy and only that, which to me, it seemed, was where it was headed for sure.
I heard footsteps down the hall. I had dozed off in the ten मिनटों I had been alone. Tom poked his head back into the room and smiled. “Sorry I took so long,” he कहा apologetically.
“It's fine Tom, आप were probably busy,” I smiled back.
“I was,” he nodded and walked over. Both of his hands were full, one with a glass of water which he placed अगला to me, the other had a small wrapped box in it. He handed that to me. “This is for आप Es,” he smiled again. “Open it, go on,” he told me, his face looked like that of a small child who had just accomplished something he was very proud of. I laughed and lifted the lid off of the box. I looked at him. “This is for me?” I asked. He nodded.
“I thought you'd like it,” he smiled. “It reminded me of आप as soon as I saw it,”
“I प्यार it Tom,” I told him as I took the small locket out of the box he had handed me. “It's beautiful,”
“I'm glad आप like it Esie,” he grinned and hugged me again, then he handed me my water. “You should drink something..... you'll make yourself sick if आप don't, and that wouldn't be good,”
I took the water and drank half of it. “I guess you're right.” I nodded and watched as Andrew started to stir. I held him close again and smiled. He was so beautiful once आप got past the pale, ashen features. Just then Lily walked back into the room.
“The doctor is here, do आप want to stay up here या go downstairs?” she asked me.
I pondered for a moment “I'd rather stay here, I'm और comfortable.” I told her.
“Alright. I'll be right back then,” she nodded and headed back downstairs.
“Abby's making breakfast, should I go help her या do आप want me to stay here?” Tom asked me standing up.
“You can go help Abby..... Lily will be here with me.” I told him, even if I did want him to stay. I didn't want to feel dependent on him. और than I already did at least. He nodded, hugged me again and walked downstairs to go help Abby.
Once again, I was alone with my thoughts. This time it was my fault though. I had told him to leave, even if I knew what it did to me. Luckily it wasn't और than a few सेकंड्स that I was alone. Before I knew it Lily was standing in the doorway with a young looking doctor behind her. As soon as she moved, I recognized him immediately. It was Dr. Cullen. He looked the same as I remembered him, I doubted that he would remember me. It had been ten years and I was positive I looked different. I looked down at Andrew sadly remembering why the doctor was here.
Lily walked over to me. “Es? The doctor is here,” she told me quietly. I nodded.
“I know Lily, I saw,” I replied. It sounded rude..... I regretted saying it like that as soon as I had.
“Alright,” she कहा and moved out of the way so that the doctor could make it over. He crouched down अगला to the बिस्तर and smiled. “Hello,” he कहा politely.
I smiled back slightly, at least it felt like a smile. I wasn't sure. “Hello, Dr. Cullen, या do आप still want me to call आप Carlisle?” I laughed slightly at the memory.
“I knew I recognized आप from somewhere,” he chuckled. “It's nice to see आप again Esme,”
I nodded. “It's nice to see आप again as well,”
“I'm assuming this is your son?” he asked looking at Andrew.
I nodded. “Yes, this is Andrew,”
“Alright. Well, may I see him?”
“Of course,” I replied and handed Andrew to Carlisle. He immediately started to examine him. Lily sat अगला to me and held my hand comfortingly. At this moment I was exceedingly grateful to have Lily as a friend. She looked at me with a small smile on her face, a smile of obvious comfort. We sat in silence for a few moments as Carlisle examined Andrew. The poor little boy was screaming the entire time. I felt horrible for him. It was the first time since his birth he had been away from me. Ten मिनटों later Dr. Cullen looked at me, there was sadness in his eyes. I knew the news wasn't going to be good. I felt my stomach twisting into a tight knot and suddenly I was glad that I hadn't asked Tom for खाना earlier, despite the gnawing hunger I felt, I felt और sick than anything now.
“Unless I'm mistaken, and I hope that I am, your son has a serious lung infection and I don't think he will make it past tomorrow at the latest. I'm very sorry,” he told me handing Andrew back to me. “Let me know if there's anything I can do,” he कहा and exited the room. That was when I लॉस्ट it. I started sobbing. I knew that he wasn't going to make it past today, he had stopped crying as soon as he had been handed back to me. I felt horrible. I didn't know how I was going to handle this. So much for no और tragedy.
Little did I know the tragedy had just begun.
CRITICALLY IMPORTANT STUFF आप SHOULD KNOW:
1) I have created my own spot for Sunrise, and अपडेट्स will now be पोस्टेड there.
2) See my प्रोफ़ाइल "spots Bella_Swan3 has joined" for और information. Sunrise is the spot with the red rose.
3) All पूर्व Sunrise chapters have been reposted there as well.
4) Thank आप to Swhit2, who encouraged me to create my own spot.
5) If आप see it and आप liked Sunrise, please शामिल होइए it.
6) Please do not post लेखाए on my spot unless it is a review, but आप are free to add questions, picks, pictures, मंच topics, videos(if आप find anything that's relevant), लिंक्स या क्विज़ questions.
Thank आप once again to everyone who ever टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे and rated Sunrise. I प्यार आप people!
1) I have created my own spot for Sunrise, and अपडेट्स will now be पोस्टेड there.
2) See my प्रोफ़ाइल "spots Bella_Swan3 has joined" for और information. Sunrise is the spot with the red rose.
3) All पूर्व Sunrise chapters have been reposted there as well.
4) Thank आप to Swhit2, who encouraged me to create my own spot.
5) If आप see it and आप liked Sunrise, please शामिल होइए it.
6) Please do not post लेखाए on my spot unless it is a review, but आप are free to add questions, picks, pictures, मंच topics, videos(if आप find anything that's relevant), लिंक्स या क्विज़ questions.
Thank आप once again to everyone who ever टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे and rated Sunrise. I प्यार आप people!
-Renesmee-
I terminate the call, and scream at the चोटी, शीर्ष of my lungs. It takes Carlisle and Rosalie thirty two सेकंड्स to reach me. The other Cullens are out hunting.
I find I can only speak in short bursts, so I focus only on Carlisle's voice, asking me what happened. I try to answer, but then, oh joy, और pain.
* * *
I've been in labour for the past eight hours now. Imagine, just for a moment, that Rosalie is capable of PMS. And that simultaneously, someone's hidden her hair products, her iPod, her BMW, and her laptop. I was currently in a mood that would make that look like a kitten having a tantrum.
I broke Jacob's wrist द्वारा accident.
I terminate the call, and scream at the चोटी, शीर्ष of my lungs. It takes Carlisle and Rosalie thirty two सेकंड्स to reach me. The other Cullens are out hunting.
I find I can only speak in short bursts, so I focus only on Carlisle's voice, asking me what happened. I try to answer, but then, oh joy, और pain.
* * *
I've been in labour for the past eight hours now. Imagine, just for a moment, that Rosalie is capable of PMS. And that simultaneously, someone's hidden her hair products, her iPod, her BMW, and her laptop. I was currently in a mood that would make that look like a kitten having a tantrum.
I broke Jacob's wrist द्वारा accident.
Hi my name is Amanda and I have helped a few people out on fanpop. I'm in a college English course and wanted to put up and ad for myself! Anyone looking for an editor for there प्रशंसक fiction I'm the one. I do not changes stories I just add और descriptive elements like how stephanie Myers is so descriptive. आप can ई मेल your story at CoolMandyz43@Aol.com and then I will send them back to आप and आप can post it या change somethings I did. I would प्यार to write my own प्रशंसक fiction but I'm not a great idea person but I can really संपादन करे stories to the point of perfection! So anyone who wants a helping POV get at me!
Bella's Pov.
"ESME!!!!!!!" As I ran over towards her.
"Uh...where am I?" Esme कहा wearily.
"Bella?"
"Jasper?"
"Hey Bella, I um...am sorry for causing आप all this trouble. I didn't mean to.
I did feel sad that, I never got to marry you. That's whay I didn't come to your
party. Then, Esme came. Something really strange happened. She turned
purple and then, she was in a cloak. Then, she put me under a spell to follow'
whatever she says. I tried to stop her, but it was too late. She told me that
I would regret asking आप out for the rest of my-"
"MOMMY!!!!!" Renesmee shouted.
"It's always my ple-MOM!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?"
"We have to get her to Carisle. I will explain what I told Bella," Jasper कहा calmly.
Suddenly, everyone took three steps away from Jasper.
"It's okay guys. He's back to normal," I said.
Edward replied sharply, "Well how can we prove it!?"
"I will दिखाना you."
Then, Jasper hugged Edward.
"ESME!!!!!!!" As I ran over towards her.
"Uh...where am I?" Esme कहा wearily.
"Bella?"
"Jasper?"
"Hey Bella, I um...am sorry for causing आप all this trouble. I didn't mean to.
I did feel sad that, I never got to marry you. That's whay I didn't come to your
party. Then, Esme came. Something really strange happened. She turned
purple and then, she was in a cloak. Then, she put me under a spell to follow'
whatever she says. I tried to stop her, but it was too late. She told me that
I would regret asking आप out for the rest of my-"
"MOMMY!!!!!" Renesmee shouted.
"It's always my ple-MOM!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?"
"We have to get her to Carisle. I will explain what I told Bella," Jasper कहा calmly.
Suddenly, everyone took three steps away from Jasper.
"It's okay guys. He's back to normal," I said.
Edward replied sharply, "Well how can we prove it!?"
"I will दिखाना you."
Then, Jasper hugged Edward.