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chapter five: Heavenly's POV
"What happened?" asked Jake after he got in the car and we started driving.
"uhh, no one got hurt. i'm happy, i geuss. we just talked and i don't think we'll be talking to the Cullens for a while, but i got you." he कहा smiling the whole time.
i was confused. that was weird for what i had seen earlier.
"you know that really scared me Jacob." i कहा almost mad that he had put me through that.
"i'm sorry babe. but um... आप start school on the reserve tomorrow."
"oh yeah, i'm excited i geuss."
"i think your lieing" he said
"i am." i कहा back.
"well i'll pick आप up tomorrow morning and दिखाना आप around."
"ok!" i answered to fast.
we were at my house too soon.
"well i'll see आप tomorrow and you'll explain to me what actually happened tonight." i कहा almost motherly.
"sure, sure. Heavenly,... i प्यार you." he कहा to me as if we'd been saying that normally, and it felt like we did.
"I प्यार आप too Jake." i कहा and then ran inside, it was raining again.
i walked in and my mom had fallen asleep on the सोफ़ा, सोफे with her boyfriend
(since yesterday she had fallen in प्यार with this bum.)
the first thing i did was change into my flannels and sit on my बिस्तर watching t.v. but all i was thinking about was Jake. all of a sudden there was a tapping on my window. i went to check it out, and of course it was Jake. i opened the window.
" what are आप doing here?!" i excaimed in a whisper.
" i uhh... couldn't sleep, can i come in." he asked while he was holding him self up द्वारा the ledge on the other side of the window.
" sure" i कहा and got out of the way for him.
he climbed in unphased, ofcourse. he sat on my bed.
" so,.... आप have a.... big room. i can't fit in my room." he कहा changing all subject.
" i'm surprised आप can fit in this room." i said, climbing on the बिस्तर अगला to him.
" aren't आप tired? या on patrol या something?" i asked
" no embry is covering my shifts,.... i've been babysitting his sister."
we both lied there in my bed, just talking and talking.
" Are आप tell me about this 'exclusive' highschool that i'm going to tomorrow?" i asked, curious.
" not much to tell, oh umm.... we're wrestling in PE." he smiled
" oh wow. that will be a problem."
" it's ok. i'll help you." he कहा with a bigger smile. i couldn't help but blush.
this entire time, i didn't notice 'till now that he was shirtless.
" Jake, how come आप never wear a shirt?" i asked.
" Why? does my being half naked bother you?" he asked. i blushed even harder.
" Jacob, i swear आप just...."
" What....?" i was sooo flustered.
suddenly he was leaning over me. his warm body against mine.
" I प्यार आप Heavenly." he कहा and then kissed me. violently almost. in about six सेकंड्स my hands were in his hair and my legs around his waist while he was over me in push up position. i never wanted it to stop. his warm breath in my mouth, i was getting light headed.
he stopped then,
" आप need sleep, i should go."
" NO!" i practically yelled. he laughed
" i'll be back tomorrow morning." he कहा and then was gone.
i closed the window, and lie on my bed. i wasn't like i could actually get to sleep, i was up all night thinking about this.
' why does Jake like me of all people?'
' am i dreaming'
' is there anything to worry about at school tomorrow? all the girls there must have loved jake.'
