The rest of the week went द्वारा smoothly. Except for the fact that Jacob started flipping out when I wasn't घर on Wednesday. He must have also forgot that I had school to attend. Well, a half दिन on Wednesday for me. Now it's Friday. School is over. I'm getting kind of nervous about tomorrow. Even with Alices' reassurances I am just freaking out. The Volturi come tomorrow. For Jacob. My Jacob.. For a few मिनटों I got लॉस्ट in thought, I was thinking about what might happen to Jacob in less than 24 hours.
Ring. Ring. Ring.
"AH!" I screamed when the phone rang. Then I realized that I am paranoid. It's only Jacob. "He-llo?" I कहा into the phone. I tried to make sure my voice sounded normal.
"What's wrong Bells?" Jacob said. I'm guessing making my voice sound normal didn't work.
"I'm nervous about tomorrow," I told him the truth, he is the only person that I always yell the truth.
"C'mon Bells, आप heard what Alice said. The Volturi won't fight,"
"That could change. आप know the future isn't set in stone," now my voice is terribly shaky. Have I लॉस्ट my mind?
"Alice will keep us posted. आप know that," Jacob कहा in a very soothing tone.
"Can आप come over?" I asked, hopeful.
"I have patrol,"
"Again? And why they really can't expect आप to with the Volturi coming tomorrow! What is Sam crazy? Has he लॉस्ट his mind? Tell him आप won't!" I practically screamed this into the phone. I felt a tear slipping from my eye. That's when I लॉस्ट it. I couldn't slow my tears down. I was in hysterics.
"Bella? Bella? Are आप okay? Bella talk to me!" Jacob now sound paranoid himself. Great. I wish I would have just lied to him.
I controlled myself enough to manage, " Jake I never get to see you. And with the Volturi coming tomorrow..." I couldn't finish, my crying wouldn't allow it.
"That's it. I'm skipping patrol. I'm coming over," Jake कहा then I heard a click. Thanks for hanging up on me, Jacob.
I curled up in a ball on my बिस्तर and just cried. Besides Jacob imprinting on me, my life had been horrible lately. I tried to think positively. I though about the dream that I had, about Jacob and I. Our wedding. It calmed me down a little. But this dream does not look like it's going to become reality any time soon. I felt a thud on my बिस्तर and looked up, it was Jacob. He laid down अगला to me and held me close to him. We didn't say much but, I needed this. I needed him, here with me.
"Bells... I don't want आप coming to the... meeting with the Volturi tomorrow," Jacob कहा after he was laying with me for a long time.
"Why? I need to be there with you,"
"No. Where आप need to be is at home. Safe,"
"But I want to be there!" I argued.
"Listen I talked to Alice. She agrees with me. आप need to stay where आप are safe. For my sanity,"
"I need to be there! For my sanity! I need to know if आप are okay,"
"I will be. And when they leave आप are the first person that I'll call,"
"NO! I"M GOING!"
'No you're not,"
"Then I'm calling Alice," I tried to reach for my phone which was now on my nightstand.
"I already told you, she agrees with me,"
"Then Edward,"
"He does too,"
"Emmet?" I asked, now losing hope.
"Believe it या not, he also agrees. And it's because we all care about your safety,"
"I care about your safety. Can I tell आप that you're not allowed to go?"
"Bella, I'm a werewolf. And you're human. It's different," I didn't say anything after he कहा this. I was mostly mad that I knew he was right. And there were no loopholes. "Bells the Volturi aren't going to fight, I'll be fine so don't waste your time worrying about me,"
"You worry about me when it's pointless,"
"It's not pointless when I worry about you,"
"That makes no sense at all. आप are making zero sense,"
"Fine. I guess I am. I just don't want आप to worry too much, all right?"
Ring. Ring. Ring.
"That's me," Jacob कहा before I reached for my phone. "Sam I just can't!" He yelled into the phone. "Get Embry to do it या something. Why can't आप just understand for just one minute? No I already told आप I WON'T PATROL TONIGHT. Because. If आप were in this situation wouldn't आप be with Emily tonight? Yeah exactly. Why am I any different? I don't care. Fine, put me on double patrol अगला week," I heard his conversation with Sam. Except I didn't know what Sam was saying. I couldn't help myself from thinking, 'Why is Sam being so... cruel? Is that the right word? Well it's close enough.
"I'm sorry about that," Jacob said, pulling me closer.
"Can आप stay? Do आप have to patrol?" I wasn't really listening to the end of the conversation.
"I can stay. When I mentioned Emily he finally let it go," Jacob chuckled. Did he really let it go? I heard something about double patrol. I should ask...
"I heard आप say double patrol अगला week?"
"Yeah. I was going to do double patrol अगला week but Sam decided not to,"
"That's good," I smiled at him.
"It's about time आप smiled. I प्यार your smile," His grin was stretching wide across his face. He leaned down to किस me. This किस lasted longer than it normally lasted. I wrapped my hands around his neck and pulled him closer. We both had to pull away to catch our breathe. We both heard the door open downstairs. Charlie. I looked at the clock. It's already eight! Where has the time gone?
"Can I stay for the night?" Jacob asked.
"If Charlie doesn't know.."
"Of course,"
"I should go make Charlie something..."
"I'll be here waiting," Jacob smiled.
"Should I get आप food?"
"If आप can,"
"I'll try," I कहा and smiled.
As I walked out the door I heard him say again, "I'll be waiting," I couldn't help but smile to myself.
Ring. Ring. Ring.
"AH!" I screamed when the phone rang. Then I realized that I am paranoid. It's only Jacob. "He-llo?" I कहा into the phone. I tried to make sure my voice sounded normal.
"What's wrong Bells?" Jacob said. I'm guessing making my voice sound normal didn't work.
"I'm nervous about tomorrow," I told him the truth, he is the only person that I always yell the truth.
"C'mon Bells, आप heard what Alice said. The Volturi won't fight,"
"That could change. आप know the future isn't set in stone," now my voice is terribly shaky. Have I लॉस्ट my mind?
"Alice will keep us posted. आप know that," Jacob कहा in a very soothing tone.
"Can आप come over?" I asked, hopeful.
"I have patrol,"
"Again? And why they really can't expect आप to with the Volturi coming tomorrow! What is Sam crazy? Has he लॉस्ट his mind? Tell him आप won't!" I practically screamed this into the phone. I felt a tear slipping from my eye. That's when I लॉस्ट it. I couldn't slow my tears down. I was in hysterics.
"Bella? Bella? Are आप okay? Bella talk to me!" Jacob now sound paranoid himself. Great. I wish I would have just lied to him.
I controlled myself enough to manage, " Jake I never get to see you. And with the Volturi coming tomorrow..." I couldn't finish, my crying wouldn't allow it.
"That's it. I'm skipping patrol. I'm coming over," Jake कहा then I heard a click. Thanks for hanging up on me, Jacob.
I curled up in a ball on my बिस्तर and just cried. Besides Jacob imprinting on me, my life had been horrible lately. I tried to think positively. I though about the dream that I had, about Jacob and I. Our wedding. It calmed me down a little. But this dream does not look like it's going to become reality any time soon. I felt a thud on my बिस्तर and looked up, it was Jacob. He laid down अगला to me and held me close to him. We didn't say much but, I needed this. I needed him, here with me.
"Bells... I don't want आप coming to the... meeting with the Volturi tomorrow," Jacob कहा after he was laying with me for a long time.
"Why? I need to be there with you,"
"No. Where आप need to be is at home. Safe,"
"But I want to be there!" I argued.
"Listen I talked to Alice. She agrees with me. आप need to stay where आप are safe. For my sanity,"
"I need to be there! For my sanity! I need to know if आप are okay,"
"I will be. And when they leave आप are the first person that I'll call,"
"NO! I"M GOING!"
'No you're not,"
"Then I'm calling Alice," I tried to reach for my phone which was now on my nightstand.
"I already told you, she agrees with me,"
"Then Edward,"
"He does too,"
"Emmet?" I asked, now losing hope.
"Believe it या not, he also agrees. And it's because we all care about your safety,"
"I care about your safety. Can I tell आप that you're not allowed to go?"
"Bella, I'm a werewolf. And you're human. It's different," I didn't say anything after he कहा this. I was mostly mad that I knew he was right. And there were no loopholes. "Bells the Volturi aren't going to fight, I'll be fine so don't waste your time worrying about me,"
"You worry about me when it's pointless,"
"It's not pointless when I worry about you,"
"That makes no sense at all. आप are making zero sense,"
"Fine. I guess I am. I just don't want आप to worry too much, all right?"
Ring. Ring. Ring.
"That's me," Jacob कहा before I reached for my phone. "Sam I just can't!" He yelled into the phone. "Get Embry to do it या something. Why can't आप just understand for just one minute? No I already told आप I WON'T PATROL TONIGHT. Because. If आप were in this situation wouldn't आप be with Emily tonight? Yeah exactly. Why am I any different? I don't care. Fine, put me on double patrol अगला week," I heard his conversation with Sam. Except I didn't know what Sam was saying. I couldn't help myself from thinking, 'Why is Sam being so... cruel? Is that the right word? Well it's close enough.
"I'm sorry about that," Jacob said, pulling me closer.
"Can आप stay? Do आप have to patrol?" I wasn't really listening to the end of the conversation.
"I can stay. When I mentioned Emily he finally let it go," Jacob chuckled. Did he really let it go? I heard something about double patrol. I should ask...
"I heard आप say double patrol अगला week?"
"Yeah. I was going to do double patrol अगला week but Sam decided not to,"
"That's good," I smiled at him.
"It's about time आप smiled. I प्यार your smile," His grin was stretching wide across his face. He leaned down to किस me. This किस lasted longer than it normally lasted. I wrapped my hands around his neck and pulled him closer. We both had to pull away to catch our breathe. We both heard the door open downstairs. Charlie. I looked at the clock. It's already eight! Where has the time gone?
"Can I stay for the night?" Jacob asked.
"If Charlie doesn't know.."
"Of course,"
"I should go make Charlie something..."
"I'll be here waiting," Jacob smiled.
"Should I get आप food?"
"If आप can,"
"I'll try," I कहा and smiled.
As I walked out the door I heard him say again, "I'll be waiting," I couldn't help but smile to myself.
