bella pov
i wake up and saw alice infront of me smiling rose बिस्तर was already made so she was already out
"hi alice"
hi bella come on i got just the right outfit for आप today she कहा smiling
what outfit no nono
"thanks alice but i think i can pick an outfit for myself " i कहा
she giggle" well i doubt it this last two days आप were almost the same clothes i pick somthing really nice"
she pointed at a mini स्कर्ट and a कमीज, शर्ट
"thanks that sweet but im not going to wear that" i कहा amost yelling अभिनय a bit like a brat
"please bella please" she make कुत्ते का बच्चा, पिल्ला eyes and i couldn't resist
"fine fine " i mutter and change
"yay " she कहा
school today was horrible again they stare at me and some guy whislte but stop when they saw my angry face
and to चोटी, शीर्ष the दिन rose alice and i went shopping and emmet and jasper came to carry our bags
it wasn't that bad it was really nice alice just pick a bunch of clothes and i just try them on
after probalby 5 hours of shopping the boys and me were hungry so we went to the school restaurant yes this school has a restaurant well actually 3 how cool is that !!!
when we sat and order i notice that some tables foward was a bronze hair and i look and it was edward but he look really sad really miserable it didn't matter that he was a pig and a player but his expression break my दिल so i took a big breath and walk to talk to him
alice and rose didn't notice because they were लॉस्ट in emmet's and jasper's eyes
"i have to go to the bathroom" i mutter
i walk to his तालिका, टेबल
what are आप doing??? i thought i really didn't knew but seeing that expresion and remembering how i yelled at him i had to talk to him
i sat infront of him he was looking down when he look up his green eyes were red and swollen like he had cry all night
"edward what happen?" i didn't ask if he was ok because he clearly wasn't ok
he look at me not look almost glare but then his eyes turn hopeless
"what do आप want bella?didn't आप ask me to leave आप alone?" he ask
he was right but his expression
"you didn't answer my question" i told him softly and touch his hand i wanted to help him it was as if this was a different edward he was not the player he was like almost a frighten little boy
he look at my hand and then at my face then he sigh
"if i tell आप could आप promise to keep it to yourslef?" he ask
i nodded
"is that today 3 years पूर्व my mother died" his voice broke "that is why my dad send us to this school he was too दिल broken my mom was the प्यार of his life . i प्यार her too she was और than my mom आप know when i was a kid i didn't have फ्रेंड्स so she was also my best friend" he कहा
i took his hand in both of mine
"im so sorry edward" i was surprize that alice and emmet seem so happy so normal today
edward seem to read my thoughts
" alice and emmet also प्यार her and miss her i think but i was closer to her या maybe they just deal with her death better than i do"
he look at me right at my eyes
"you are sure something else bella हंस i trust आप wont tell anyone. i have to go thanks for hearing me i needed that" he gave me a weak smile and walk away
he suddenly turn around and look at me with angry eyes
"bella promise me that आप will feel the same way आप felt before i tell आप this ok i don't need anyones pity" he turn and walk quickly away not giving me a chance to say anything
i was shook poor edward and he was alone although he had many प्रशंसकों girls he was still alone
so was this the real edward cullen ??
i approch to my तालिका, टेबल
"hey are आप ok आप were ther for ages" emmet कहा i look at him and then at alice
"yeah im fine " i कहा
i was mad at alice and at emmet how could they let edward go alone through this !! but probably edward didn't want there pity either
"are आप sure आप look really pale bells" alice कहा
"your right maybe a should go to बिस्तर आप stay here and eat " i कहा and smile weakly
"ok" they कहा
i arrive to my room and went to बिस्तर i wish the pianist was there but i didn't heard his संगीत i fall asleep thinking about edward
i wake up and saw alice infront of me smiling rose बिस्तर was already made so she was already out
"hi alice"
hi bella come on i got just the right outfit for आप today she कहा smiling
what outfit no nono
"thanks alice but i think i can pick an outfit for myself " i कहा
she giggle" well i doubt it this last two days आप were almost the same clothes i pick somthing really nice"
she pointed at a mini स्कर्ट and a कमीज, शर्ट
"thanks that sweet but im not going to wear that" i कहा amost yelling अभिनय a bit like a brat
"please bella please" she make कुत्ते का बच्चा, पिल्ला eyes and i couldn't resist
"fine fine " i mutter and change
"yay " she कहा
school today was horrible again they stare at me and some guy whislte but stop when they saw my angry face
and to चोटी, शीर्ष the दिन rose alice and i went shopping and emmet and jasper came to carry our bags
it wasn't that bad it was really nice alice just pick a bunch of clothes and i just try them on
after probalby 5 hours of shopping the boys and me were hungry so we went to the school restaurant yes this school has a restaurant well actually 3 how cool is that !!!
when we sat and order i notice that some tables foward was a bronze hair and i look and it was edward but he look really sad really miserable it didn't matter that he was a pig and a player but his expression break my दिल so i took a big breath and walk to talk to him
alice and rose didn't notice because they were लॉस्ट in emmet's and jasper's eyes
"i have to go to the bathroom" i mutter
i walk to his तालिका, टेबल
what are आप doing??? i thought i really didn't knew but seeing that expresion and remembering how i yelled at him i had to talk to him
i sat infront of him he was looking down when he look up his green eyes were red and swollen like he had cry all night
"edward what happen?" i didn't ask if he was ok because he clearly wasn't ok
he look at me not look almost glare but then his eyes turn hopeless
"what do आप want bella?didn't आप ask me to leave आप alone?" he ask
he was right but his expression
"you didn't answer my question" i told him softly and touch his hand i wanted to help him it was as if this was a different edward he was not the player he was like almost a frighten little boy
he look at my hand and then at my face then he sigh
"if i tell आप could आप promise to keep it to yourslef?" he ask
i nodded
"is that today 3 years पूर्व my mother died" his voice broke "that is why my dad send us to this school he was too दिल broken my mom was the प्यार of his life . i प्यार her too she was और than my mom आप know when i was a kid i didn't have फ्रेंड्स so she was also my best friend" he कहा
i took his hand in both of mine
"im so sorry edward" i was surprize that alice and emmet seem so happy so normal today
edward seem to read my thoughts
" alice and emmet also प्यार her and miss her i think but i was closer to her या maybe they just deal with her death better than i do"
he look at me right at my eyes
"you are sure something else bella हंस i trust आप wont tell anyone. i have to go thanks for hearing me i needed that" he gave me a weak smile and walk away
he suddenly turn around and look at me with angry eyes
"bella promise me that आप will feel the same way आप felt before i tell आप this ok i don't need anyones pity" he turn and walk quickly away not giving me a chance to say anything
i was shook poor edward and he was alone although he had many प्रशंसकों girls he was still alone
so was this the real edward cullen ??
i approch to my तालिका, टेबल
"hey are आप ok आप were ther for ages" emmet कहा i look at him and then at alice
"yeah im fine " i कहा
i was mad at alice and at emmet how could they let edward go alone through this !! but probably edward didn't want there pity either
"are आप sure आप look really pale bells" alice कहा
"your right maybe a should go to बिस्तर आप stay here and eat " i कहा and smile weakly
"ok" they कहा
i arrive to my room and went to बिस्तर i wish the pianist was there but i didn't heard his संगीत i fall asleep thinking about edward
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2.I went to do my first big movie when I was 17. I was in South Africa for three and half months, and I was द्वारा myself.
3.I was just taking out my trash and I had, like, 300 cans of Diet Coke. It was just like, "How did that happen?" I don't even remember buying them. I also like Cinnamon टोस्ट Crunch. My addictions are pretty much the only things I consume.
4.I've got a terrible memory -- I end up repeating myself quite a lot. The only thing I can remember is that I'm going to repeat myself!
My फैन्पॉप site is getting harder and harder to get on and isn't even letting me on half the time so i'm going to have my friend put my fanfiction site on this story as a टिप्पणी दे and आप can log on and find me. Ok???? Cool!!!! I'm sorry if i let आप down but i'm trying my best. I got in trouble because my grades were down and thats aboout it!!
I had my computor taken away and i couldnt get back on till they were better and i know that आप might be mad but आप have to understand and think at my point oof veiw. My life isnt easy and i've been very sick and i'm worried about my friend because she hasnt been at school for to weeks!!
I had my computor taken away and i couldnt get back on till they were better and i know that आप might be mad but आप have to understand and think at my point oof veiw. My life isnt easy and i've been very sick and i'm worried about my friend because she hasnt been at school for to weeks!!