i slept really well the melody was amazing i hope that the pianist play every night ,i hope that i get to meet him
i change into some jeans and a blue polo tshirt
today again rose insisted to do my make up while she told me about emmet i was really surprize usually boys were the one that fall for rose not the other way around
"i can't believe it आप hadn't spoke about yourself in 15 मिनटों only about emmet आप must really like him" i कहा teasingly
she slap my arm
"yeah i do he is just"
someone knock at the door and it was alice! i hug her
"hi bella आप are so lucky to be roomies with rose , my roomate is lauren" she कहा her name in disgust
"lauren?" rose ask while we walk to the classrooms
"yeah she is one of the many that is crazy inlove with edward " she कहा annoy and rolling her eyes but then she smile
"oh i just remember we have to go shopping for dresses for the homecoming dance!" she कहा excited
shopping?? i hate to खरीडिए rose was just as excited as alice they started to talk so i just try to follow the conversation but i got लॉस्ट
appareantly we were going tomorrow to the mall yay ! not
classes pass really quickly i didn't saw edward so i was lucky .
he would probably was really mad about what i did lauren jessica and what i liked to call the rest of edward प्रशंसकों look at me in three different ways
1. with disgust and anger
2. like i was some kind of alien with a third eye
3. pity and confusion as if i was mentaly ill
i was walking out of my last class when i saw james wave at me
" hi james" i कहा and smile
"well i was wondering that maybe आप woul--" but suddenly a बास्केटबाल, बास्केटबॉल, बास्केट बॉल came straight to james face
james yell in pain and i saw blood coming from his nose i look around and saw EDWARD CULLEN in the बास्केटबाल, बास्केटबॉल, बास्केट बॉल court smiling hugley at me i pointed at him and he shrug his arms and put an innocent face
i look at james
"comon james ill take आप to the nurse"
"ok" he कहा holding back cries i think
we arrive to the nurse and she कहा i should leave so i leave and went to the बास्केटबाल, बास्केटबॉल, बास्केट बॉल court i was furious at edward what was his problem when i finally arrive i saw 9 other boys playing until i finally saw edward
he wasn't wearng a tshirt that stop me short
again WOW HE IS HOT
i shake my head to clear my thoughts
"did आप throw that ball to james?" i ask furious
he look a bit surprize that i was so angy
"no - ok yes i did but it was really funny आप have to admit it" he कहा and chucled
"you are such jerk "i snap at him
he took my wrist and pull me closer
and murrmure to my ear his breath made me shiver but then i remember i was angry
"i made आप a favor a girl as beautiful as आप shouldn't be with losers like him आप should be with someone like me " he कहा and smile
i push him away
" just leave me alone. do आप think that just because आप are edward cullen आप can be a pig and mess around with girls feelings? Well im not like that i hate guys like आप that feel they can do anything to anyone , आप are such a pig , oh and GO TO HELL EDWARD CULLEN"
some guy chucled and other कहा "ouch"
i turn around and run to my dorm rose wasn't घर but it was late so i decieded to go to बिस्तर
and read a bit of my fave पुस्तकें
when i was in the middle of the book a melody started to play it was a new melody this one it was really sad fill with grief and misery i realize that i tear was on my cheek after a while the melody stop and i went to sleep thinking about the pianist and why he would play such a sad song was he miserable ???
who was he??
after another huge rejection of bella swan( i have to admit although it was emabarassing as hell bella was a just so amazing how someone that look like an delicate एंजल could have so much anger in them but i was also amaze that she would tell me that so my face i think it was the truth i was a pig that use girls ......
i don't know why i throw the ball at james to my फ्रेंड्स i told them that so i could mess with him but i knew that was i lie
i went to the संगीत room and sat on the पियानो and let the emotions flow throw my melody
today was september 5 today a few years पूर्व mom die i miss her so much after a few मिनटों i was crying my eyes out it was a good thing i lock the door if someone enter my reputation would be ruin
i miss esme so much she was the most caring ,sweet mom
and the worst was that i was alone my brother and sister ignore me when i became the pig i am now but that was an easier way to try to forget the pain
i didn't wanted to go to my room with my roomate mike newton so i just lay on the floor of the संगीत room . mike would probalby think i was with a girl या something after i while i fall asleep thinking of a brown eye एंजल