हे guys what's going on? Well I survived the first week of being a sophomore in high school how about you? Well anyways I have half of part eight edited but tomorrow look for midnight sun part 8.5 because there is a whole lot of editing needed. But here is the first part edited. The rest will be tomorrow and edited *promise* so here's part eight don't forget tomorrow look for part 8.5 anyways here we go:
      We mostly were walking I was still very angry with her. I had recently found out that nobody knew she was with me except for Alice. Which was और pressure on me. If I kill her nobody would know. I groaned internally. I was full of blood right now so I didn't feel thirsty, but I was nervous because if she just merely tripped and cut herself and I saw her blood. I groaned again. Why would she let nobody know I wasn't with her. I knew something was wrong with her but she did she realize she is purposely letting me kill her. I wanted to get the car and take her घर now. I didn't approve of our "date" anymore, but I didn't want to leave her. I wanted to stay. I looked at her face to see if I could decipher what she was thinking and she looked upset. Why? I turned to face her "what's wrong?" I कहा gently didn't want to upset her और "I'm not a good hiker-your going to have to be very patient" she कहा dully. I smiled I was sure today would go द्वारा faster than light "I can be patient-if I make a great effort" I smiled. I was actually hoping today would go द्वारा slower than usual. Time was never enough...her pace was slow but she was better than I had expected. We walked and I remembered that today was still mine and was for as long as I wanted but I was satisfied with my answers, but I couldn't stop thinking of बिना सोचे समझे सवालों that popped in my head. I often wanted to know what she was thinking और though.
           I helped her over big rocks and fallen trees and it was weird how casually I could grab her waste and how she reacted so cool about it. But while I grabbed her waste I felt like one twist of my fingers and I could snap her waste. So I had to be overly cautious.  I asked her about her pets and laughed at how many goldfish she killed. It was so much easier when we were alone. I felt like I didn't have to hide. I didn't have to act human. I didn't have to pretend around her, so I easily laughed without quieting down my tone. Nobody would look at me crazy of think I was a lunatic. This was great, except for the boulder hanging over my head-the pressure of me killing her. But it wasnt to hard to forget all about it. I was mesmerized with her just being near me. She teased me often as well "are we there yet" she pretended to whine. I had to smile at that, but I did look ahead and saw a mile away the light through the tree. In probably half an घंटा we would be there. I doubted she would see it, but she always did the opposite of expected so I still asked "nearly-do आप see the brightness ahead" "Umm should I?" she asked akward "maybe it's a bit too soon for your eyes" I teased back "time to visit the optometrist" she muttered under her breath. I chuckled 
                  Finally I could see the clearing and knew it was my cue. I ran from Bella's side, trudgingly, and went to the other clearing on the other side. I watched her reaction to the meadow. She must have noticed everything about it until she noticed I wasn't द्वारा her side anymore and finally noticed I wasn't द्वारा her side she found me. I unbuttoned my कमीज, शर्ट quickly and took a deep breath and waited to see the horror, the shock of her face. Braced myself to see her run and scream away from me. I wouldn't chase her. I expected the worst ignoring the pain in my chest and finally forced my legs आगे to the final step that would change everything.
              The sun didn't hurt, I remember my earlier years, actually my first साल I was afraid of the sun. I did feel the sun on me though. It didn't matter what she felt right now though. What mattered right now was what she felt. But to my surprise she wasn't she was curious. I looked at her and in my mind I heard और of her melody. It was continuing. So I sang it so low that she wouldnt hear.




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