Heyy, this is something I wrote a while पूर्व for Emmett and Rosalie, please टिप्पणी दे there will be और chapters :) x



OK, let me just get this out now, I am NOT a vampire, I want to be, I wish I was but I am not. Well not yet anyway. I can tell आप my story so far. My life. I can’t promise that it was the best life ever lived, actually it was bad, horrible and just down right crap, and I’m only 12. My life got better eventually though and when I have दिया आप all my past information then आप can choose if आप want to live the rest of my life with me या not. My name is Caitlyn Aimee Mailan and I am 12, this is my story, this is my life.

So, until I was five I had a normal happy life, one that आप would expect a young child too have. Then my parents snapped, they went crazy, I don’t know what happed, one दिन they were fine the अगला दिन my mother turned into an alcoholic and my father into a drug addict but on चोटी, शीर्ष of that they both turned extremely abusive. I had been neglected, I hardly ever went to school, if I wanted खाना then I had to find it myself I was filthy and beaten for no reason. I grew up like that.

My mother was almost always drunk and that meant trouble I would hide in my room trying to make myself invisible so she couldn’t find me but she always did.
“Caitlyn, आप stupid little कुतिया, मतलबी where the hell are you?” She would scream at me stomping up the stairs normally holding a bottle of वोडका, वोदका या whiskey. I had never done anything but she didn’t care, nothing could stop her. She would drag me from under my बिस्तर द्वारा my hair and punch, kick and slap me. I was too scared to tell anyone and my bruises were covered द्वारा my clothing and any that weren’t I would make up excuses that I had fallen या walked into a door. I left when I was 11, It was two months until my birthday. My father was off taking a various different types of drugs and my mother going back downstairs after having another झूला, स्विंग at me, I was lay on my गुलाबी carpet that was thick with dust blood dripping from the cut across my cheek when I made up my mind. I pulled myself too my feet and limped slowly down the stairs out of the door of our small house and walked away without looking back. I took nothing with me, there was nothing worth bringing. For the अगला महीना I was on my own, getting खाना when I could- which wasn’t very often- and trying to survive. No one would take me in and I gave up trying to find somewhere else to call home. It was two weeks before my birthday and I hadn’t eaten in a week.

I was sat against the दीवार in a dark alley where no one could see me unless they looked hard. I saw too people stop and look towards me, then they started to हटाइए towards me. I didn’t care who they were या what they wanted, I just wanted to die, I was cold and hungry and too weak to move. My head fell आगे towards my knees and I started shaking.