heres yet another poem that i wrote. enjoy!
i cried when i looked at the sky
it reminded me of आप
my tears were hot with प्यार
and affection for आप
i want आप so bad, honey
youre all ive ever wanted
but i guess thats too much to ask
God wont give me you, im haunted
so i stay up at night with आप द्वारा my side
but thats only a dream
its never anything real
baby, i wish आप knew me
if only आप were real in my reality
youre real in my imaginatin
but दिवास्वप्न isnt enough
i want your affection
i really do wish आप knew who i am
but your प्यार i will never get
your affection i will never feel
but, before, we HAVE met
i read about your story
and i truly am sorry
आप suffered a great loss and your pain i feel
and i wanted to say to you: Ponyboy, आप are the लेखक of your own life story
i cried when i looked at the sky
it reminded me of आप
my tears were hot with प्यार
and affection for आप
i want आप so bad, honey
youre all ive ever wanted
but i guess thats too much to ask
God wont give me you, im haunted
so i stay up at night with आप द्वारा my side
but thats only a dream
its never anything real
baby, i wish आप knew me
if only आप were real in my reality
youre real in my imaginatin
but दिवास्वप्न isnt enough
i want your affection
i really do wish आप knew who i am
but your प्यार i will never get
your affection i will never feel
but, before, we HAVE met
i read about your story
and i truly am sorry
आप suffered a great loss and your pain i feel
and i wanted to say to you: Ponyboy, आप are the लेखक of your own life story
आप and Ponyboy are sitting on the climbers at the park and watching the sunset. आप really like Ponyboy but आप don't know if he feels the same way back. All of a sudden he turns to आप and begins to look आप straight in the eyes. Your hearts slips a beat and आप begin to blush, looking down. He lightly lifts your chin and says "(Y/N), I have an important सवाल to ask आप and I've been waitin' for the right time to ask you." आप sit there speechless waiting for what comes next. Ponyboy slows begins to lean in and his lips meet yours. आप accept them willingly. When the किस ends आप are both smiling and Ponyboy asks "Does that mean you'll be my girl?" आप reply "Of course!" And आप begin to किस again.
“Will आप please tell me why?” आप were sitting on the bathroom floor with him. आप were still shaking from the silent sobs that racked your body.
“Baby look at me.” He whispers.
Your eyes meet his, and आप loose it. आप put your head into your hands and sob.
“Hey, हे everything’s fine. Shh babe, it’s ok. (Y/N) I promise,” he says as he picks आप up an places आप in his lap.
He rocks आप back and forth for a few minutes, saying nothing. He looks down at your arm.
“You’re beautiful, आप know that?” He mutters into your hair.
see that boy on the bottom left hand corner? thats Ponyboy. and now, whenever i think of him i think of that image. not Tommy Howell...at least, not anymore. but doesnt the drawn picture look so close? i think it does
1. he loves to read
2. he loves कविता
3. he loves to write
4. he wants to be a writer
5. hes a very deep person, bein a guy and all :D
6. he likes to watch sunsets
7. hes very good-looking (tho it wouldnt matter if he wasnt)
8. hes very smart
9. he swears (idk why, but i like that...)
10. we share ALOT, and when i say ALOT i mean ALOT, interests/we have ALOT in common
11. yeah. there would be और but i cant think of everything. thats how much i प्यार him. i cant even name everything i प्यार bout him cuz theres too much
i just wish i was good enough for him...but i know im not....</3
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“Yes. I am 100% serious.” He says, grinning.
“You’re joking.”
“No I’m not.” He laughs.
“Yes आप are.”
“Come on (Y/N).”
“Fine.” आप say.
आप take the बीयर, बियर from his hand and chug it down.
“There.. Are आप happy with my chugging skills?” आप ask.
आप knew your boyfriend was there, and all his friends.
आप hated it when they fought.
Those stupid fights.
आप went over to lot, to make sure things weren’t getting out of hand. If they were, you’d definately call the police.
It would risk them getting arrested, but आप didn’t want any of them hurt; या dead.
आप saw bodies going at each other, caked in mud and blood.
आप start to walk towards the fight (like an idiot) and are met with a पंच to the face.
आप fall into the mud, shocked द्वारा the blow.
“Hey! That’s my girlfriend!” Soda yells as he pushes the Soc over, and starts beating him repeatedly.
आप feel a hand on your shoulder as आप get up. आप grab the hand and flip him over.
“Hey,” आप thought. “This is fun.”
आप understood why they liked these so much.
