आप walked around the fair with your फ्रेंड्स as they pointed out different rides they wanted to go on. आप got very easily distracted thinking about Johnny. आप guys had been dating for about a महीना and he promised to take आप to the fair, since it was your favourite place to go. But, 2 weeks before summer vacation, he told आप he was leaving to go visit his family in Florida. A few of your फ्रेंड्स boyfriends come and शामिल होइए आप guys, and आप just sigh and sulk about how Johnny isn't there. आप guys decide to line up for a ride, and each of your फ्रेंड्स cuddle up to their boyfriends while आप just stand there. Then, all of a sudden, आप hear someone yelling your name "Aviana!" आप turn your head to see Johnny walking with Pony, and your face lights up. आप run to him and he opens his arms lovingly as आप jump up and hug him. "I thought आप weren't coming!" आप exclaim. "Are आप kidding? I wouldn't miss this for the world!" He says back. आप two किस for about a मिनट and then he grabs your hand and pulls आप to the Ferris wheel. In line, आप lean against him occasionally and he hugs आप and never let's आप go. Once आप two get on, your inseparable. When your at the very top, he turns to you. "Aviana," he begins. आप nod and he continues. "I've been wanting to tell आप something for a very long time, and now seems like the perfect time." He takes a deep breath. "I प्यार you." Your face lights up at the words आप have been waiting to hear for so long as आप lean in to किस him "I प्यार आप too."
How were आप going to tell him आप got laid off?
Y’all needed money… आप had just bought a house, and money was short.
So of course आप had to lose your job.
आप walking into your house, and flop onto the couch. आप were pretty much done with all the stress.
Darry walked out of the bathroom, towel around his waist.
“What’s up babe?” He said, chuckling at the sight of आप sprawled on the couch.
“I got laid off.” आप mumble.
He’s silent for a second, taking this in. “I’ll pick up another shift.” He says.
“No, no.. आप don’t have to…” आप start.
“No.. I’d make और money than आप would. It’s gonna be fine I promise.”
He picks up the naked two साल old and plops him into the bath. “There. Your in. Stay in.”
आप were holding baby Stephanie, who would not stop crying. Why did आप and Dally even agree to watch Johnny’s kids? This wasn’t a great experience.
“Hey, (Y/N), look at this,” Dally grins.
आप look in the bathroom to see Josh, sitting in the tub, his hair greased back, smiling like a maniac.
आप can’t help but burst out laughing, only making the baby cry more.
“Stephie, shut the hell up!” Josh says from the tub.
“Josh!” आप scold. आप glare at Dally.
“It wasn’t me!” Dally says.
“Yeah right.” आप say, rolling your eyes.
“In my opinion, we are the greatest babysitters ever.” Dally said, smiling.
“Hey,” Dally whispers in your ear.
“Hey,”you whisper back.
“You’re parents home?”
“Yeah, they’re asleep.”
“So nothing fun?”
“Dally, आप pig.” आप laugh.
“Nah, I प्यार just cuddling with you.” He says, snuggling closer to your body.
You’re silent for awhile, feeling the heat of his body.
“I प्यार you.” आप whisper.
“Not as much as I प्यार you.” He squeezes you.
“Are आप crying?” आप ask as he walks in.
“No.” He mutters, wiping his eyes on his sleeve.
“Yes आप are, आप big softie,” Ponyboy grins.
“Is she all ok?” Soda asks, still sniffling.
“Yes, she’s in perfect condition.” The doctor grins. ” 6 pounds, 9 ounces. आप want to hold her?” He asks Soda.
Soda just nods his head. The doctor hands him the baby.
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Soda just smiles.
“Hey, Grace.” He says softly. “Hey.”
“She looks like you.” Ponyboy says to आप as he looks over Soda’s shoulder at his niece.
“Pretty, just like her mom.” Soda glances at you.
I had it all ready.
My parents wouldn’t care.
It would be a blessing for me to be gone.
I take a deep breath and take a final look in the mirror. My dark skin. Even darker eyes. The black hair I could never keep back. The scar on my cheek.
I run a hand through my hair, exhale, and open the mirror to see the different bottles of pills glaring at me; tempting me.
It would hurt the least. Less than the blade. But it might take longer. The rope would be quicker.
I reach for a bottle, twist the cap, and pour a few pills in my hand. I take another bottle and do the same.
I take a look at the drugs in my hand. I sigh, tilt my head back, and drop the pills in my mouth.
“JOHNNY!” I heard my drunk mother screech.
I spit the pills back into my hands.
I wouldn’t do this in front of my mother. Even though she was awful, she still is my mom. Im still her son.
My parents wouldn’t care.
It would be a blessing for me to be gone.
I take a deep breath and take a final look in the mirror. My dark skin. Even darker eyes. The black hair I could never keep back. The scar on my cheek.
I run a hand through my hair, exhale, and open the mirror to see the different bottles of pills glaring at me; tempting me.
It would hurt the least. Less than the blade. But it might take longer. The rope would be quicker.
I reach for a bottle, twist the cap, and pour a few pills in my hand. I take another bottle and do the same.
I take a look at the drugs in my hand. I sigh, tilt my head back, and drop the pills in my mouth.
“JOHNNY!” I heard my drunk mother screech.
I spit the pills back into my hands.
I wouldn’t do this in front of my mother. Even though she was awful, she still is my mom. Im still her son.
“Oh?” आप ask.
“Yeah… Uh आप know.” He shrugs.
“I don’t know,” आप laugh.
“You’ll see,” he grins.
आप walk into his room, and your jaw drops.
Your panties were all on his floor.
“Oh my god Dally!” आप say.
“You obviously didn’t get the message.” He says laughing.
आप look closer at the piles of your underwear. It spells out “PROM?”
“Oh my god,” आप laugh.
“Is that a yes?” He grins.
“Yes!” आप say still laughing.
“I just need आप to help me out with something…”
“What?” आप ask.
“I’m missing the dot under the सवाल mark…”