Everyone knows that Valentine's दिन is the दिन of love. For me, it's और of an Anti-Valentine's Day. Every year, I have been alone on that dreadful दिन and now that I've found someone to help me celebrate it, my curse has not yet been lifted.
I've tried everything to have Synyster spend Valentine's दिन with me. Just me and him. But he कहा that the guys really need him down at the studio. I was so upset that we ended up getting into a fight.
I got into a fight with Syn. That's never happened before. I need to fix this. During the fight, I told him to go and get hit द्वारा a car. Why would I say something like that to him? That wasn't like me.
As I exited through the front door of my house, i felt my pocket vibrate. I pulled out my cell phone and saw who it was. It was Shadows. What did he want? As I answered the phone, I heard machines beeping loudly in the background.
"Hello? Shadows?" I कहा as I stood in front of my car.
"Samantha, आप need to get down to the hospital. Like right away." कहा Shadows. My दिल sank as he कहा the words.
"Why? What's going on?" I asked.
"It's Synyster. He's been hit द्वारा a car."
"What?! What happened?" I asked. I could feel my दिल in my throat.
"Well, Syn कहा that after the fight he had with आप that he wanted to go out and forget everything. So he decided to have us go with him and get drunk. He kept taking shot after shot. I had Zacky look after him as we heard a crash right outside the bar. We ran out and saw Syn on the ground." कहा Shadows. I can't believe it. I led my boyfriend to this misery.
"I'm on my way!" I कहा as I got into my car, revved the engine and drove like a maniac to the hospital.
The whole time I'm driving, I kept thinking about the fight and how I caused Synyster to be in the hospital. All because I wanted him to be with me instead of the guys.
I parked my car and ran full speed into the emergency room. I looked everywhere for Syn's room until I found Zacky and Johnny standing outside of a hospital room.
"Zacky!" I cried. He looked up and walked towards me. "Is he gonna be okay?" I asked as I wrapped my arms around him for a quick hug.
"The doctors say that he has a few broken ribs and a broken leg. They put him in a coma until he heals." कहा Zacky V as he walked with me into Syn's room.
As we entered the room, Shadows and The Rev walked over and gave me a hug and told me the whole story. My दिल was crushed as I looked at the man of my dreams lying in a hospital बिस्तर with an IV in his arm and a tube in his nose. I walked over to his bedside and held his hand.
"Synyster, darling, if आप can hear me, please listen to me. I'm so sorry. I never wanted this to happen to you. I should have never had that fight. I should have listened to आप and let आप go with the guys." I कहा as I tightened my grip on his hand and started to cry. Shadows and Zacky V walked over and put their hands on my shoulders.
"Hey guys, why don't we give Sam some alone time with Synyster?" asked Shadows as he left the room. The others followed as I grabbed a chair and sat beside my injured love.
I never left his side. I kept begging him to forgive and that I never wanted him to get hurt. My दिल was breaking as I watched his दिल monitor. It was slowly going down. Why was it going down?
As I got up, his monitor went into flatline.
"Synyster! No!" I cried. "Doctor help!"
"Samantha, what's wrong?" asked The Rev
"It's Synyster. He's flatlining" I कहा as I felt my दिल break and started to feel tears on my cheeks. This can't be happening. He can't leave. Not now.
An घंटा went द्वारा and the doctors finally got Synyster's दिल rate back. As they left, I walked back into the room and rushed द्वारा his side.
"Syn. Syn, honey" I कहा as I took his hand in mine. "You have to fight this. Please come back to me. Don't leave me." I कहा as I kneeled down and sobbed into his blanket. "Don't leave"
"Hey hey. I'm not going anywhere." कहा a soft voice. I felt a soft hand on my arm as I looked up and saw the big brown beautiful eyes of Synyster looking back at me.
"Syn! You're okay." I shrieked as I jumped up. "Guys he's awake! Synyster's awake!"
"He's awake?" asked Zacky V
"Yeah. I'm awake." कहा Synyster softly.
"Oh Synyster, I'm so sorry. This wasn't supposed to happen. I didn't want आप getting hurt." I कहा as I felt as tear fall on my cheek. Synyster wiped it away softly as I watched him put his arm down as his body was still sore.
"It's not your fault. It's mine. I just got so angry that I लॉस्ट sight of what I was doing. While I was in comatose, I thought about आप and how your voice brought me back." he कहा as I sat beside him.
"I never wanted आप to get hurt. या even end up in a hospital. I should have listened to आप when I had the chance. Can आप forgive me, Syn?" I asked.
"Of course I can. I could never stay mad at you." he कहा as I leaned in and kissed his lips softly.
The doctor कहा that it would be a few weeks before Syn can leave the hospital. They needed to keep an eye on him and see what happens over night.
During his stay, the guys and I visited him whenever we got the chance. But, I also wanted to make it up to Synyster.
So, as I walked into his room, I surprised him with a teddy भालू holding a दिल that says "I प्यार you" and a little bouquet of flowers. He couldn't stop smiling when I gave him his Valentine.
I have never seen him so happy before. My face was red as I walked over and sat beside him. I looked into his eyes and saw all the प्यार I give fill his face. My curse has finally ended. My Anti-Valentines दिन curse was done.
With Synyster laying अगला to me in my bed, i could feel his दिल racing as I rested my head on his chest. His breathing growing slower and faster. I knew that I would find someone like him.
I never wanted to fight with him. I never wanted to have him be hurt. If we haven't fought that day, he wouldn't be hurt with a broken leg and I wouldn't be feeling so guilty. I never want to fight with him. Synyster is too special for me to lose.
But everyday that I'm with him, I'm learning the difference between प्यार and music.
I've tried everything to have Synyster spend Valentine's दिन with me. Just me and him. But he कहा that the guys really need him down at the studio. I was so upset that we ended up getting into a fight.
I got into a fight with Syn. That's never happened before. I need to fix this. During the fight, I told him to go and get hit द्वारा a car. Why would I say something like that to him? That wasn't like me.
As I exited through the front door of my house, i felt my pocket vibrate. I pulled out my cell phone and saw who it was. It was Shadows. What did he want? As I answered the phone, I heard machines beeping loudly in the background.
"Hello? Shadows?" I कहा as I stood in front of my car.
"Samantha, आप need to get down to the hospital. Like right away." कहा Shadows. My दिल sank as he कहा the words.
"Why? What's going on?" I asked.
"It's Synyster. He's been hit द्वारा a car."
"What?! What happened?" I asked. I could feel my दिल in my throat.
"Well, Syn कहा that after the fight he had with आप that he wanted to go out and forget everything. So he decided to have us go with him and get drunk. He kept taking shot after shot. I had Zacky look after him as we heard a crash right outside the bar. We ran out and saw Syn on the ground." कहा Shadows. I can't believe it. I led my boyfriend to this misery.
"I'm on my way!" I कहा as I got into my car, revved the engine and drove like a maniac to the hospital.
The whole time I'm driving, I kept thinking about the fight and how I caused Synyster to be in the hospital. All because I wanted him to be with me instead of the guys.
I parked my car and ran full speed into the emergency room. I looked everywhere for Syn's room until I found Zacky and Johnny standing outside of a hospital room.
"Zacky!" I cried. He looked up and walked towards me. "Is he gonna be okay?" I asked as I wrapped my arms around him for a quick hug.
"The doctors say that he has a few broken ribs and a broken leg. They put him in a coma until he heals." कहा Zacky V as he walked with me into Syn's room.
As we entered the room, Shadows and The Rev walked over and gave me a hug and told me the whole story. My दिल was crushed as I looked at the man of my dreams lying in a hospital बिस्तर with an IV in his arm and a tube in his nose. I walked over to his bedside and held his hand.
"Synyster, darling, if आप can hear me, please listen to me. I'm so sorry. I never wanted this to happen to you. I should have never had that fight. I should have listened to आप and let आप go with the guys." I कहा as I tightened my grip on his hand and started to cry. Shadows and Zacky V walked over and put their hands on my shoulders.
"Hey guys, why don't we give Sam some alone time with Synyster?" asked Shadows as he left the room. The others followed as I grabbed a chair and sat beside my injured love.
I never left his side. I kept begging him to forgive and that I never wanted him to get hurt. My दिल was breaking as I watched his दिल monitor. It was slowly going down. Why was it going down?
As I got up, his monitor went into flatline.
"Synyster! No!" I cried. "Doctor help!"
"Samantha, what's wrong?" asked The Rev
"It's Synyster. He's flatlining" I कहा as I felt my दिल break and started to feel tears on my cheeks. This can't be happening. He can't leave. Not now.
An घंटा went द्वारा and the doctors finally got Synyster's दिल rate back. As they left, I walked back into the room and rushed द्वारा his side.
"Syn. Syn, honey" I कहा as I took his hand in mine. "You have to fight this. Please come back to me. Don't leave me." I कहा as I kneeled down and sobbed into his blanket. "Don't leave"
"Hey hey. I'm not going anywhere." कहा a soft voice. I felt a soft hand on my arm as I looked up and saw the big brown beautiful eyes of Synyster looking back at me.
"Syn! You're okay." I shrieked as I jumped up. "Guys he's awake! Synyster's awake!"
"He's awake?" asked Zacky V
"Yeah. I'm awake." कहा Synyster softly.
"Oh Synyster, I'm so sorry. This wasn't supposed to happen. I didn't want आप getting hurt." I कहा as I felt as tear fall on my cheek. Synyster wiped it away softly as I watched him put his arm down as his body was still sore.
"It's not your fault. It's mine. I just got so angry that I लॉस्ट sight of what I was doing. While I was in comatose, I thought about आप and how your voice brought me back." he कहा as I sat beside him.
"I never wanted आप to get hurt. या even end up in a hospital. I should have listened to आप when I had the chance. Can आप forgive me, Syn?" I asked.
"Of course I can. I could never stay mad at you." he कहा as I leaned in and kissed his lips softly.
The doctor कहा that it would be a few weeks before Syn can leave the hospital. They needed to keep an eye on him and see what happens over night.
During his stay, the guys and I visited him whenever we got the chance. But, I also wanted to make it up to Synyster.
So, as I walked into his room, I surprised him with a teddy भालू holding a दिल that says "I प्यार you" and a little bouquet of flowers. He couldn't stop smiling when I gave him his Valentine.
I have never seen him so happy before. My face was red as I walked over and sat beside him. I looked into his eyes and saw all the प्यार I give fill his face. My curse has finally ended. My Anti-Valentines दिन curse was done.
With Synyster laying अगला to me in my bed, i could feel his दिल racing as I rested my head on his chest. His breathing growing slower and faster. I knew that I would find someone like him.
I never wanted to fight with him. I never wanted to have him be hurt. If we haven't fought that day, he wouldn't be hurt with a broken leg and I wouldn't be feeling so guilty. I never want to fight with him. Synyster is too special for me to lose.
But everyday that I'm with him, I'm learning the difference between प्यार and music.