if you’re पढ़ना this, you’re one of my closest friends. आप literally mean the world to me, and I never want to lose you. I feel like we belong together, it wasn’t an accident that we met.
Well, first if you’re पढ़ना this, आप should know that this was supposed to be a birthday letter. I was so worried that I was going to be late of course, that’s me I guess. I’ve made mistakes and disappointed आप for a long time, haven’t I? Multiple things I’ve done and I’m so ashamed now. I haven’t been the perfect friend but that’s assumed isn’t it? आप haven’t been perfect either, but I didn’t want perfect. I call आप ‘perfect’ a lot because I can’t find any other word to describe you. I wanted a friend like you, can’t आप see that? I wanted आप and I got you. I know आप feel insecure and doubtful about yourself a lot,and every compliment I give you, you’ll disagree with, but आप can never disagree with the fact that I wanted someone like आप and I got someone better. I’m so blessed and I will never stop thanking आप for how amazing आप are and I will never stop trying to make आप happy.
I know I’ve thanked आप a lot, I’ve written लेखाए and कहा a million compliments. I’m लेखन this right now, I wish I could do so much more. But it’s 12:00 a.m as I write this, and I’m putting a lot into this. Just recently, I wrote an लेख of 10 reasons why I think you’re unique and special. I’m so proud of that, आप see, because now आप can see for yourself all the reasons why I प्यार you.
I कहा I disappointed you. आप may have disagreed with that. Maybe आप remembered? The one thing that really stands out in my mind, that hurts me everyday, was the promise I broke. It wasn’t just a promise, I gave आप my word that I wouldn’t do that again, we promised each other, and I broke it. I had the audacity to do that? I know you’ve forgiven me, but I could have लॉस्ट you. I see it in my scars everyday, and I feel the mistrust आप have in me now because of my actions. I know that I let आप down, I feel it and see it everyday. But in a few years, I’m going to get a tattoo that says “Don’t break the promise आप gave to a queen” just to remind me. I’m sorry again द्वारा the way.
But I don’t want to make आप sad, birthday girl. I know it seems like I’m trying but I’m not, I just want to be honest I guess.
I worry about आप a lot आप know, but I know that you’re okay या आप will be. I know that you’re life has been so difficult but that’s why I respect you. और than anything, I want आप to open your दिल and accept yourself completely. I know that’s so tough to do, but I know आप will. And आप have to tell your story to others, okay? It would make me so happy if आप did, because through your story, I found strength and respect and hope. They would too.
This is just words, isn’t it? I want to give आप the world but all I can give आप is this. I try to do everything I can and I always will, to make आप proud. आप mean so much to me and आप need to know that. I try everyday to be what आप are already to me: Amazing and beautiful.
I don’t want आप to be scared okay? I know आप are sometimes and it’s going to be that way, but I just want आप to be open to the oppurtunities that are gonna come for you. This is your last “teenager” birthday and I know that’s frightening but that’s also kind of awesome and I want आप to dwell on that. I disagree with the saying “a positive mind will give आप a positive life” because that’s not true for any of us, but it will give आप a positive view of life. So for all the frightening things to come, think about the positive impact it’ll give आप and dwell on that instead.
I’ve कहा before why आप mean so much to me, and I’m not going to repeat myself here, but आप remember my reasons, right? I hope so. I hope आप remember what I think of आप even if it’s hard to feel it.
आप are my big sister and you’re my role model. Thank you. Just THANK YOU!
I know आप hurt a lot, and I don’t promise happiness, I wish I could. But your a क्वीन and you’ll find your king, I swear, even if I have to पंच him in the face and drag him to you😀 And आप will always try, I know that. You’re a survivor and आप will survive.
So I’m sorry this is short and not what I’d like, but I’m just happy to know you. I know आप प्यार me most, but I प्यार आप with a kind of प्यार I can’t place, and one that’s irreplaceable. I don’t want आप to forget that. Ever :) x.
Happy birthday queen💋
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