As आप were blasting संगीत into your ears, ‘That Should Be Me’ द्वारा Justin .B came onto your Ipod. This song described EXACTLY how आप were feeling at the moment and आप couldnt anything but softly cry. It felt as though आप had drained yourself and आप just didnt have anymore tears to cry. आप didnt want to listen to the rest of the song so आप just sat there for the remaining of your bath relaxing. Your phone began to ring and आप picked it up, not looking at the caller id..
YN: hello.?
???: आप प्यार him dont you..?
YN: What.?! who is this.?
???: youve got caller id, look and see who it is.!
आप do as आप were told and luckily,it was Roc.
YN: oh..hey Roc.
Roc: hey. आप doing alright..?
YN: i-i guess….no not really.
Roc: आप know आप never answered my सवाल right.?
YN: what ques-…. oh that. *sighs*
Roc: everyone knows आप प्यार him….well everyone except Ray.
YN: wow, is it THAT obvious.??
Roc: *chuckles* yea, it kinda is.
YN: well that doesnt matter anymore. He has a GF that he loves and apparently everyone else loves her too.
आप begin to sound frustrated and upset.
Roc: आप know you’ll always be my friend. Whenever आप need me i’ll be here unlike Ray. I wont just shut आप out like that YN.
YN: Thanks Roc. im starting to think youre the only one who cares about me..
Roc: *smiles* No matter what, i’ll always care about you. आप might not realize this but रे doesnt deserve you. You’re too beautiful and special to be with a guy like him. आप deservve someone whos gonna प्यार आप no matter what, k-kinda like me.
YN: WHAT.?! Woahhh Roc.! You’re sweet and all but, i-i dont like आप like that. Im sorry.
Roc: *sighs* So that means आप wont go to the dance with me….?
YN: No sor- Waittt a minute.! आप only कहा all of that to get me to go to the dance with you.?!
Roc: *chuckles* Im sorry. But i did mean the part about me being there for you. i just dont have a तारीख, दिनांक to the dance and i didnt want to look like those desperate people who दिखाना up to these things and dont have a—-
He stops, realizing what he was about to say.
YN:….
Roc: Oh YN im sorry. I didnt mean it like that i swear.
YN: Its ok…Werent आप gonna ask that one girl anyways.?
Roc: yea but…im scared.!!
YN: Just ask her dangg.! Im always fixing people up in relationships but i cant never get one of my owns….
Roc: Dont worry आप will, i gotta go. Im about to go ask a girl out on a date. ;)
He hangs up and eventually आप finish your bath. आप put on a t-shirt and some pj shorts and walk downstairs to your kitchen. आप were thinking about eating EVERYTHING in sight but आप still had to fit into your dress. :). आप grabbed a bottle of water and on your way upstairs, आप heard a ‘thump’ sound at your front door. आप slowly walked towards it as the ‘thump’ sounds continued. आप slowly opened your door and SMACK.! Something hit आप in the stomach. As आप look up, आप were devastated द्वारा what आप saw. Ray, his GF and a bunch of other girls were throwing eggs at your house. One just happened to hit आप and guess who through it, Ray. He stood there with and egg in his hand laughing at you.
YN: *walks up to Ray, pissed off*
GF: Ohhhhh, look who’s mad.
They all laugh..
Ray: Awwe whats wrong.? The baby need her mommy.? *smiles and laughs in your face*
आप look रे dead in the eye as a tear slowly wondered down your cheek. He looked in your eyes and आप could tell that he cared…just a little. आप could tell that he didnt want to do this to आप but he still did anyways.
GF: Babe, आप have one more, throw it at her. ;)
Ray: *looks at her then looks at आप and drops the egg* Ooops.
He slightly smiled at आप as if he was doing आप a favor.
Ray: Lets go..
They all leave as आप stand there watching them walk away. रे didnt even look back at आप once but आप didnt care anymore. आप walked back into your house and started to clean off your front door.
YN: Why did i let him put me through all of this…..Rocs right, i dont deserve it.
-To be continued.
YN: hello.?
???: आप प्यार him dont you..?
YN: What.?! who is this.?
???: youve got caller id, look and see who it is.!
आप do as आप were told and luckily,it was Roc.
YN: oh..hey Roc.
Roc: hey. आप doing alright..?
YN: i-i guess….no not really.
Roc: आप know आप never answered my सवाल right.?
YN: what ques-…. oh that. *sighs*
Roc: everyone knows आप प्यार him….well everyone except Ray.
YN: wow, is it THAT obvious.??
Roc: *chuckles* yea, it kinda is.
YN: well that doesnt matter anymore. He has a GF that he loves and apparently everyone else loves her too.
आप begin to sound frustrated and upset.
Roc: आप know you’ll always be my friend. Whenever आप need me i’ll be here unlike Ray. I wont just shut आप out like that YN.
YN: Thanks Roc. im starting to think youre the only one who cares about me..
Roc: *smiles* No matter what, i’ll always care about you. आप might not realize this but रे doesnt deserve you. You’re too beautiful and special to be with a guy like him. आप deservve someone whos gonna प्यार आप no matter what, k-kinda like me.
YN: WHAT.?! Woahhh Roc.! You’re sweet and all but, i-i dont like आप like that. Im sorry.
Roc: *sighs* So that means आप wont go to the dance with me….?
YN: No sor- Waittt a minute.! आप only कहा all of that to get me to go to the dance with you.?!
Roc: *chuckles* Im sorry. But i did mean the part about me being there for you. i just dont have a तारीख, दिनांक to the dance and i didnt want to look like those desperate people who दिखाना up to these things and dont have a—-
He stops, realizing what he was about to say.
YN:….
Roc: Oh YN im sorry. I didnt mean it like that i swear.
YN: Its ok…Werent आप gonna ask that one girl anyways.?
Roc: yea but…im scared.!!
YN: Just ask her dangg.! Im always fixing people up in relationships but i cant never get one of my owns….
Roc: Dont worry आप will, i gotta go. Im about to go ask a girl out on a date. ;)
He hangs up and eventually आप finish your bath. आप put on a t-shirt and some pj shorts and walk downstairs to your kitchen. आप were thinking about eating EVERYTHING in sight but आप still had to fit into your dress. :). आप grabbed a bottle of water and on your way upstairs, आप heard a ‘thump’ sound at your front door. आप slowly walked towards it as the ‘thump’ sounds continued. आप slowly opened your door and SMACK.! Something hit आप in the stomach. As आप look up, आप were devastated द्वारा what आप saw. Ray, his GF and a bunch of other girls were throwing eggs at your house. One just happened to hit आप and guess who through it, Ray. He stood there with and egg in his hand laughing at you.
YN: *walks up to Ray, pissed off*
GF: Ohhhhh, look who’s mad.
They all laugh..
Ray: Awwe whats wrong.? The baby need her mommy.? *smiles and laughs in your face*
आप look रे dead in the eye as a tear slowly wondered down your cheek. He looked in your eyes and आप could tell that he cared…just a little. आप could tell that he didnt want to do this to आप but he still did anyways.
GF: Babe, आप have one more, throw it at her. ;)
Ray: *looks at her then looks at आप and drops the egg* Ooops.
He slightly smiled at आप as if he was doing आप a favor.
Ray: Lets go..
They all leave as आप stand there watching them walk away. रे didnt even look back at आप once but आप didnt care anymore. आप walked back into your house and started to clean off your front door.
YN: Why did i let him put me through all of this…..Rocs right, i dont deserve it.
-To be continued.