Is this a good poem and do आप think और could be added?

Please be honest

We had such fun
Trying anything to talk to eachother
We'd find away
But then it stopped
We hardly spoke या saw one another
We were a couple
And a really cute one to
Afraid of my reaction
आप had a friend deal with the brake up
They wrote a note
And I thought it was a joke
One from a friend
A secret admirer
या your brother
Hearing from my sister
It was no joke
आप कहा it was akward
And that आप still प्यार me
But I think I pushed आप too far
What did I do
To make आप push me away
It may sound strange but
I still want आप in my life
Even if as a a friend
I'll b e here for आप even if
The rest of the world leaves you
I won't
I'll stay
But if आप want me back
Prove आप won't hurt me again
Never again आप will आप hurt me
The same way twice
Cause boy
आप fucked up