लॉस्ट in the Dark

Suffocating in the tears I cry,
How could आप leave me?
How could आप die?
Memories blur in and out through my mind,
My eyes fog up, I stumble - blind.
Unevenly beating my दिल fails,
Whimpering and shuddering, suppressing wails.
लॉस्ट in the truth, dark like the night,
Hope is the lie, there is no light.

* I प्यार आप Nanny, I thought you'd pull through. Truly. D':