प्यार

Oh Payton why did आप go,
I miss you,
आप never knew i was
alive,
I would do any thing for you

I was always in the dark,
आप were the sun and I was the shade,
आप never even looked at me,
I always thought of you

Without आप I could die,
I was so sad when आप moved,
आप didn't care when आप moved,
But I will never ever forget you,
I wish आप had met me

Every night I can't go to बिस्तर cause
of you,
And each night i wish आप will
हटाइए back where आप belong,
Also wish आप loved me back
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Hi this is my small poem
Hope आप like it its for
my प्यार Payton. He was sweet
to everybody. When I meet him
all he कहा hi. I looked into his
big brown eyes and I fell in
प्यार with him. Thats the only time
he ever look at me. And the time
he कहा hi he just wanted to
go out with my friend. But she
knew I liked him so she कहा no for me
And he never ever कहा anything else
to us.

The pain it hurts, It rips and tears.
Unstoppable, But I don't care.
All the lies about me, all the tears that have come.
They're all from आप and the things you've become.
Don't आप remember, when we were young and small?
All the secrets we shared, do आप remember at all?
Now my hatred for आप is growing strong.
Every insult आप throw, why must it be so wrong?
That face makes me shake.
How much और can I take?
Now do आप see what you've done?
This happened to me.
Congratulations, you've won.
Now are आप glad that आप killed me inside?
because now I wish I had really died.
Of course आप don't, you'll never know.
All the pain and suffering i'll never show.
My दिल isn't mending.
Because all you're bending back.
Only now it's black


So I'm new to this site, I was wondering maybe some फ्रेंड्स या something? I'm still figuring out this site. So yeah.. First poem posted? Yay? D:

-OfmiceandDes

This is my first poem. I don't even know if आप would call this a poem, it's just what I was feeling right this moment. टिप्पणी दे tell me what आप think.

What is he thinking? Sometimes I wonder what goes on in a guys mind. I mean when आप look directly into his eyes for the first time या just that morning when आप pass him in the hallway. What does he think about आप when he sees you. When आप say hi as आप walk द्वारा him and look him in the eyes,what is he thinking. Is it, why is she looking at me that way या something else. Some people might think I'm crazy for thinking this but it crosses every girls mind sometime या another. I pass him in the hall and smile, is it just curiousity या just me wondering, what does he think about me.

आप Hear My दिल Beat,
I lift Your Head- Our Eyes Meet
I Stare Into Those Auburn Eyes,
The Auburn Eyes Know What Comes Next...
And That Is The Long Awaited Good Bye

But With My Hands Shaking,
Anxious Auburn Eyes Awaiting
Every Part Of This Is What I've Been Dreading,
Yet Everything Up To This Moment Is Where We've Been Heading,

I Want To Tell आप These Things,
I Wish To Sing To आप About These Things!
These Things I Feel When आप Are Near,
And Then Right Then- Right There I Realize My Greatest Fear...

That Is If Those Auburn Eyes Leave,
Leave Me Here.

You've got some real demons,
आप know that right?

प्यार and hate,
Black a white.
आप don't know which is which,
Darkness या light

I'm trying to save you,
Believe me, I am.
But something makes me believe
आप don't want to understand

आप want to live in your world,
Created just for you
And hide in the blindness
Without a clue

The world is turning,
Nothing will last.
Promise me that when I'm gone,
आप won't stay locked in the past

You've got some real demons,
आप know that right?
Don't let your demons define you,
You're both darkness and light

For you, hon!!!! Because आप asked me:D


A wild rose,
A white dove,
A peace long promised.


Death doesn't seem
So scary anymore.
I go towards the light!


I'm so close,
I hear it calling me,
I start running,
I'm almost there.

A few और steps,
And I would, forever, have
Eternal peace...
I came back to the world
It wasn't my time yet!




















































Hope आप like it:D

one दिन आप will sink
and i will hear your crys so loud,they vibrate the house in town,and when आप fall ill hear the sounds of ppl laughing except for meee
because even though आप did me wrong and even though आप shut me down and even changed me and threw me around like your toy and even though आप कहा आप cared even though आप werent really there and आप made me into a monster i never kneww and took away the hope of love...but...
im not you.So i say to you.... change your life because it will not get any better with आप tearing down the walls of everything and everyone आप ever finally get that chance to break them...
pls just stop because the only one whos going to break the most is only you.

shadows in the night
every one keeps telling me i'll be alright
I tell myself i'll never be the same
as long as i know his name
he made me fall in प्यार
we never have to fight
he makes me fell alright
he is a कबूतर the sign of प्यार
to feel the प्यार
it fits like a दस्ताना, दस्ताने
प्यार send from above
shadows in the night
we never fight
people tell me i'll be alright
i no i won't untell he comes back to me
that will set me free
we can be
the showdows in the night
he came back to me

The darkness in my eyes
fill with tears as children cry
the sound of thunder
rings in my ears
leaving while my earth starts to flood
soaking wet and crying never seems to bother me
flying into darkness as mother yells in her sleep
blood on the white बिस्तर sheets on the curtains
never feel complete with sorrow and despair
to the graveyard i run and visit my father
where sunlight never hits
breath in smoke of sisters ciggeret
ashes fall to the floor
as i fall also never open my eyes
never breath again
my hollow soul finds its way nor to heaven या hell
its लॉस्ट for ever and ever
haunting earth brings me the most joy i ever had
dead nor alive i breath in darkness
but never forget me living souls
for i may have left the physical world
i have not yet left the mental world of memory
i never yet again feel the beating दिल of living
i live like no other
breath like no other
प्यार like no other
but yet i burrow into the light of the world again

do आप truely know who i am
maybe things i write seem happy, depressing, sad?
but am i any of those things?
am i really seen द्वारा my personality या द्वारा my body

the truth is i hate life
my mother is a bossy rude horrible person
my dad is never home
my sister is a lowlife girl thinking she'll fine a job

i only have TWO friends
most people i know have at least ten
Kenzie parks, Brandon Rector
there is no more

do आप really think i eat या sleep
do आप think i go to school
i haven't slept in like a महीना the avoid one nightmare
that never seems to want to leave

i skip school my mom just drops me off then i run
i try to hide from my family
until they find me and hit me या kick me
do आप really think im happy?

the last time i was happy when a friend died
i stood द्वारा her grave smiling
saying "Jess i'll be there soon"
think if suicide worked for her it would work for me

so अगला time आप see me
ask yourself
am i like her?
do i truely know..canal?