For a सेकंड it was like Dan and Marucho stoped running towards me. No, it was even as though they completely disappeared. But where? I can barely think about it because here something else happens.
I am sitting on a beanch while Maria and Elaf are talking some meters away from me. I recognise this place. It's where the three of us talked about Teddy. Yes, that's right. It was also the same दिन when Teddy disappeared again and I later on found her crying behind a tree. She told me that she wasn't herself. And I didn't feel I was myself there either. I was slowly rotning due to thirst.
"I remember..." I say, whispiring to myself.
But what exactly is happening? How come what happened happen and suddenly stop, then I wake up somewhere else and a moment after I'm back to where it stopped?
This makes absolutely no sense, I think and throw a glance up to see what Maria and Elaf are up to now, but I only see Elaf walking towards me while Maria probably left because she's not with Elaf now. Is this supposed to be the continue to what stopped? What would make और sense is if it actually never stopped. Perhaps I only slept somehow and had a strange dream, it's at least possible. और possible than what happened before, and before that again it was something else. Before and before... I feel confused!
"Shun," says Elaf with a voice that proves she's very sad, but why?
I don't say anything, only keep looking at her movements. She sits on her haunches in front of me and starts to talk about something I don't understand. What in the world is she saying?
"Why would आप do that?" I ask, with no comprehention.
"Because that's the only way to save you."
"You don't have to waste your powers on something none of us need, Elaf. I feel fine, trust me!"
"No. आप कहा आप feel all right before too, but I could easily see that आप were struggling to keep yourself up. It was obvious."
It was obvious. Was. What about now? Does this mean that after that dream I had and I woke up here, something made me feel better? Because it's true, I do feel fine, no problem at all. Only confusion, but that's not big of a deal.
"Well, and now then?" I ask. "What about now? Don't आप think I do feel fine now?"
She pauses at first, but then says: "I don't."
I don't understand.
"Why not?" I ask her and what she says makes me keep quite: "Because you're just pretending, so that I won't give आप anything of my power, aren't you?"
I don't say a word, only keep thinking about what she just said, which makes her say this: "See, you're hesitating. I know आप need some और energy, Shun."
When things in my head finally come to sense I ask: "Have आप thought about what happens after you've done it?"
"That doesn't matter to me," she says and I feel so useless after that, that I get irritated with this senseless situation.
"Doesn't matter to you?! Are आप serious? Could आप really venture putting yourself in danger because of me?! Do आप really think lending some of your power to another human being might be a good idea? You've ever tried that before, have you?!"
"But I have to do someth..."
"I don't care!" I interrubt and raise my voice which makes her stops. "I don't care what आप do, okay Elaf?! I just don't want आप to put yourself in dager to save me! And especially not when I feel okay!"
"But आप don't feel okay, Shun!" she raises her voice as well.
"I do!" I persist and she looks at me with a very misunderstanding and sad face. "Think about it," I continue but with a normal tone. "Since आप haven't tried this before, आप might be able to help me, but आप might as well put the both of us in danger. Not only yourself."
"But Lion-Obrah told me about it," she says. "She कहा that I can do it as long as I am careful and don't give आप और than आप can bear. Also, I don't risk putting myself in danger because I will get my energy back the और I rest, isn't that right, Obrah?"
"Yes," says a voice in Elaf's sweeter-pocket.
After some सेकंड्स of pause I say: "I still don't care," and Elaf looks at me with a glance I've never seen on her face. She must be very mad at me at this point, but it couldn't last forever, could it? "I'm not gonna let आप give me of your..."
"Enough already!" she shouts and tears run down her cheeks. That's when I feel terrible. "I don't care whether आप care या not, Shun! I'm not gonna let आप die!"
The last thing she said... It enters my head और and more, like an eco that won't stop. "I'm not gonna let आप die!"
She has been trying to help me all along, and I never understood how she actually felt deep inside. I feel so awful I can do anything to... To what? It's nothing left...
"You should be और reconsidiring!" her voice wakes me up. "Maria went to help Dan out of his situation. She's gonna lend him somme of her power as well. Now how in the universe do आप expect me not to do it?! Are आप crazy या soemthing!? I don't think आप get this at all, do you? I'd never leave आप behind, या any of the others! But as my फ्रेंड्स know, it's different when it comes to you, Shun. It absolutely is. And if I have to say this punctually to make आप understand then I will: I'd do anything I can to help आप out of this! Anything!"
The tears that run down her face make me feel so sorry for her, and so bad about myself. She's been trying to offer me the help she has, and I've only been denying it. It's like telling her that I don't need her to manage, but without saying it. Only proving it reluctantly. I wonder how she feels. Maybe even और terrible than I feel right now...
This situation has gone too long. I don't want to hear her say anything else that makes me dislike myself और than I already do now. I don't want to see her cry. I don't want to keep being so thankless when all she cares about is to help me. She helped me several times before with a reason of feelings, but I never realised that one bit. She helped me when I was lying on the ground after what Teddy did to me behind the trees with Maria's pearl. She helped me when I was द्वारा the little, dirty puddle pondering about Teddy's behaviour. She kept it a secret and she always agreed with me when I कहा we had to do something to leave this place. How could I be so blind?
Because of the disappointment I feel inside of me due to my own selfish attitude, I hold out my hand in front of her which makes her look at me and stop talking.
"I'm sorry," I say and look at the ground. "Do whatever आप want. I don't care whether it'd hurt me at this point."
"Shun..." she says and I can hear she's uncertain. "Don't say like that. I won't hurt you, I promise," she takes in my hand to start.
"Elaf," I say.
"Yes."
"Thank you. For always being there."
"That's what फ्रेंड्स are for," she says and gives me a tired smile.
When she closes her eyes to begin the tranformation of her power, I get to see a little glamse of a white फूल that forms on my hand. Then everything turns black again and I wake up of another world as though Elaf was never there. But why? Why did that have to stop? All of a sudden when I felt I understood her better things started to change. I don't like this. It's like I'm in a game and the one who plays me is one big selfish dude with no humanity.
Things get way too much for me when I open my eyes again and see Dan and Marucho right in front of me, talking to me. No what? Am I back here? What about that place? And what happened to Elaf? Also, didn't Maria leave to help Dan? Then how on earth come he's here?
"Guys!" someone calls from behind and when I see who it is I think I understand this better. Runo, Julie and Mira. What happened maybe just was a dream. या a vision... But I'm not sure...!
"Mira?!", it slips out of me. "Weren't you...?!"
They stop when they come to us and then Mira says: "Weren't I what, Shun?"
"No, never mind..."
How do I even say it?
I am sitting on a beanch while Maria and Elaf are talking some meters away from me. I recognise this place. It's where the three of us talked about Teddy. Yes, that's right. It was also the same दिन when Teddy disappeared again and I later on found her crying behind a tree. She told me that she wasn't herself. And I didn't feel I was myself there either. I was slowly rotning due to thirst.
"I remember..." I say, whispiring to myself.
But what exactly is happening? How come what happened happen and suddenly stop, then I wake up somewhere else and a moment after I'm back to where it stopped?
This makes absolutely no sense, I think and throw a glance up to see what Maria and Elaf are up to now, but I only see Elaf walking towards me while Maria probably left because she's not with Elaf now. Is this supposed to be the continue to what stopped? What would make और sense is if it actually never stopped. Perhaps I only slept somehow and had a strange dream, it's at least possible. और possible than what happened before, and before that again it was something else. Before and before... I feel confused!
"Shun," says Elaf with a voice that proves she's very sad, but why?
I don't say anything, only keep looking at her movements. She sits on her haunches in front of me and starts to talk about something I don't understand. What in the world is she saying?
"Why would आप do that?" I ask, with no comprehention.
"Because that's the only way to save you."
"You don't have to waste your powers on something none of us need, Elaf. I feel fine, trust me!"
"No. आप कहा आप feel all right before too, but I could easily see that आप were struggling to keep yourself up. It was obvious."
It was obvious. Was. What about now? Does this mean that after that dream I had and I woke up here, something made me feel better? Because it's true, I do feel fine, no problem at all. Only confusion, but that's not big of a deal.
"Well, and now then?" I ask. "What about now? Don't आप think I do feel fine now?"
She pauses at first, but then says: "I don't."
I don't understand.
"Why not?" I ask her and what she says makes me keep quite: "Because you're just pretending, so that I won't give आप anything of my power, aren't you?"
I don't say a word, only keep thinking about what she just said, which makes her say this: "See, you're hesitating. I know आप need some और energy, Shun."
When things in my head finally come to sense I ask: "Have आप thought about what happens after you've done it?"
"That doesn't matter to me," she says and I feel so useless after that, that I get irritated with this senseless situation.
"Doesn't matter to you?! Are आप serious? Could आप really venture putting yourself in danger because of me?! Do आप really think lending some of your power to another human being might be a good idea? You've ever tried that before, have you?!"
"But I have to do someth..."
"I don't care!" I interrubt and raise my voice which makes her stops. "I don't care what आप do, okay Elaf?! I just don't want आप to put yourself in dager to save me! And especially not when I feel okay!"
"But आप don't feel okay, Shun!" she raises her voice as well.
"I do!" I persist and she looks at me with a very misunderstanding and sad face. "Think about it," I continue but with a normal tone. "Since आप haven't tried this before, आप might be able to help me, but आप might as well put the both of us in danger. Not only yourself."
"But Lion-Obrah told me about it," she says. "She कहा that I can do it as long as I am careful and don't give आप और than आप can bear. Also, I don't risk putting myself in danger because I will get my energy back the और I rest, isn't that right, Obrah?"
"Yes," says a voice in Elaf's sweeter-pocket.
After some सेकंड्स of pause I say: "I still don't care," and Elaf looks at me with a glance I've never seen on her face. She must be very mad at me at this point, but it couldn't last forever, could it? "I'm not gonna let आप give me of your..."
"Enough already!" she shouts and tears run down her cheeks. That's when I feel terrible. "I don't care whether आप care या not, Shun! I'm not gonna let आप die!"
The last thing she said... It enters my head और and more, like an eco that won't stop. "I'm not gonna let आप die!"
She has been trying to help me all along, and I never understood how she actually felt deep inside. I feel so awful I can do anything to... To what? It's nothing left...
"You should be और reconsidiring!" her voice wakes me up. "Maria went to help Dan out of his situation. She's gonna lend him somme of her power as well. Now how in the universe do आप expect me not to do it?! Are आप crazy या soemthing!? I don't think आप get this at all, do you? I'd never leave आप behind, या any of the others! But as my फ्रेंड्स know, it's different when it comes to you, Shun. It absolutely is. And if I have to say this punctually to make आप understand then I will: I'd do anything I can to help आप out of this! Anything!"
The tears that run down her face make me feel so sorry for her, and so bad about myself. She's been trying to offer me the help she has, and I've only been denying it. It's like telling her that I don't need her to manage, but without saying it. Only proving it reluctantly. I wonder how she feels. Maybe even और terrible than I feel right now...
This situation has gone too long. I don't want to hear her say anything else that makes me dislike myself और than I already do now. I don't want to see her cry. I don't want to keep being so thankless when all she cares about is to help me. She helped me several times before with a reason of feelings, but I never realised that one bit. She helped me when I was lying on the ground after what Teddy did to me behind the trees with Maria's pearl. She helped me when I was द्वारा the little, dirty puddle pondering about Teddy's behaviour. She kept it a secret and she always agreed with me when I कहा we had to do something to leave this place. How could I be so blind?
Because of the disappointment I feel inside of me due to my own selfish attitude, I hold out my hand in front of her which makes her look at me and stop talking.
"I'm sorry," I say and look at the ground. "Do whatever आप want. I don't care whether it'd hurt me at this point."
"Shun..." she says and I can hear she's uncertain. "Don't say like that. I won't hurt you, I promise," she takes in my hand to start.
"Elaf," I say.
"Yes."
"Thank you. For always being there."
"That's what फ्रेंड्स are for," she says and gives me a tired smile.
When she closes her eyes to begin the tranformation of her power, I get to see a little glamse of a white फूल that forms on my hand. Then everything turns black again and I wake up of another world as though Elaf was never there. But why? Why did that have to stop? All of a sudden when I felt I understood her better things started to change. I don't like this. It's like I'm in a game and the one who plays me is one big selfish dude with no humanity.
Things get way too much for me when I open my eyes again and see Dan and Marucho right in front of me, talking to me. No what? Am I back here? What about that place? And what happened to Elaf? Also, didn't Maria leave to help Dan? Then how on earth come he's here?
"Guys!" someone calls from behind and when I see who it is I think I understand this better. Runo, Julie and Mira. What happened maybe just was a dream. या a vision... But I'm not sure...!
"Mira?!", it slips out of me. "Weren't you...?!"
They stop when they come to us and then Mira says: "Weren't I what, Shun?"
"No, never mind..."
How do I even say it?
Sooo आप guys gotta read this cause you'll get extremely confused if आप didn't. Wanna know why? Cause I kinda changed a lot of information and happenings in the anime. I added a whole lot of new characters and stuff. So Shun here is just 12 years old, don't get me wrong, that is a part of the story. And umm.. I'm adding some tournaments and I mean PHYSICAL TOURNAMENTS in this. I don't know why it just came into my mind hehe! So this will go for longish chapters and I hope you'll continue to read cause not just that I'm just bored but I also am trying my best to keep आप guys entertained so yeah.. here it is. :))