Ronnies POV:
I woke up,Next to Derek,.I didn't mean to fall asleep right अगला to him.The girls would be sure to think something's up.I was about to leave when I seen him sleeping angelicly.He was still shirtless,Yup my dad is going to kill me,I thought.I giggled and left,On the other side of the door was Rebecca and Angel,They Borg were giggling and smiling at me.
"1st off we didn't do that...2nd off y'all are perverted."I told them.
"Let's just ask the little Derek what happened."Angel rubbed my belly.Rebecca laughed.
Derek walked out of his room,Still shirtless.
"Hey...Good mornin.."he mumbled.
"Oh,Someone's in a good mood,You never say good morning."Teased Angel.
"What's that suppose to mean?"Derek asked cluelessly.
They both laughed,I was blushing red.
"Oh Nothing,Well I mean,like आप two wouldn't know."She smiled evilly.
"Angel,Just shut up already."He complained.
"Whatever,Your so stupid."
"I ordered breakfast from The Pancake House,It's in the kitchen."Rebecca smiled.
I walked अगला to Derek for that short moment,He kept looking at my hand,Then he reached to hold it.I smiled,He pulled out a chair at the dining तालिका, टेबल so I could sit.
"Do आप want some milk?"He asked.
"Yes."Smiled Angel.
"Get your own milk,Angel."he कहा as he poured me a glass.
I giggled.Angel looked at me.
"Can आप make me a glass?"Rebecca asked.
"Um..."
"Nevermind.."She कहा with a pout.
"So if आप didnt do the deed then what did आप two do?"Smiled Angel.
"Nothing,Mine your own bussiness."Snapped Derek.
"It's okay,We talked,Then I fell asleep on the bed,So he slept on the floor."I lied.
"Really?Yall are some boring people."Rebecca said
"I don't believe you."Sassed Angel.
"Angel,Just shut up already,I'm tired of hearing आप complain,When all आप are is a little stupid bitch,Just go die."He yelled.
एंजल froze,She started to cry.She ran out the door yelling.
"I hate you!!I fucking hate you!!"She screamed.
"Angel!Where are आप going?"He yelled.
He ran out the door,Shortly after he came back.
Rebecca was starring at him.
"Ya know,I am your friend,But sometimes आप can be a real jerk."Rebecca walk out the door.
Derek sat with his head down on the table,Not looking at me.
I got up and try to comfort him,I put my hand on his back.
"Hey,Are आप okay?"I tried to be gentle and spoke softly.
"No,I was suppose to watch her,And I screwed up."He looked at me.
I pulled a chair so I could sit अगला to him.
"You didn't mean,what आप said,Didn't you?"
"No,I didn't,and I प्यार her,But shes just so mean and selfish."
"Do आप want to go find her?"I asked in a wispered.
"No,I don't really want to talk to her."
I looked at him and watched him pout for a minute,I grabbed his hand and lead him out the door.
"Were going find her."I told him.
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After a few hours we found her,She was about a mile and a half up the beach,Sitting under a pier crying.Derek stayed in the car,While me and Rebecca got out to go see her.
"He promised,He'd never say that to me,"She cried.
I sat अगला to her.
"Every since Ellie died,He's been so angry.I've tried,so hard to be a good sister."
"I understand,When my grandfather died I was very confused,And frustrated,But I realized that everything happens for a reason,even through I haven't found out that reason yet,So I wait and be patient."I told her.
"The only time,He's ever been nice,Was when I was little,He'd stand द्वारा me,to make sure I didn't choke.If I'd cough he'd pat my back to make sure I was okay.I cherish that memory और then anything."
She hugged me,Derek came up to her,He sat अगला to her.
"What do आप want?"She snapped.
"I want to be be your brother again,I want to be a better person,I want to be there for you,and I want आप to forgive me,For being so angry all the time."
She started to cry again she hugged him,and cried on him.
He hugged her back suprisingly.
"I प्यार you,Bubba."She told him.
"I प्यार आप too."
He was crying.
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Rebecca and एंजल had took the car back to the समुद्र तट house.Me and Derek had walked the rest of the way back.
"Is that true?You've been angry,because Ellie died?"
"Well,Kind of,I never understud why she had to."
"Didn't आप yell at Angel?"
"Yea,And were better now."
"Excactly,Everything happens for a reason,You yelled but now आप forgave each other."
"So what your saying is if I push आप in the water something good will come out of it?"he smiled.
"Well...Not exca..."
He picked me up and threw me in the water.
"Whats going happen now?"He laughed.
"I'm going to kill you!"I joked.
I pulled him in the water द्वारा his shoulders.
"Hey!"He laughed.
He stood up,I didn't let go of him,I was very close to him.I looked in to his eyes.We stood there,Both hearts beat,Waiting for someone to make a move,He closed his eyes,and got closer.
I panicked.
"Um,I think I'm going to go change out of these wet clothes."
He looked down,Like he was dissapointed.I felt bad as I was walking away,I looked back.Why didn't I किस him?
I should have kissed him.
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Derek's POV:
Did she not like me?
I was once again confused and angry.
Was it my hair?I ran my fingers threw my hair.
Am I just to ugly?I had doubts about my looks even through many कहा I was handsome,I just never believed them.
या is it just me entirely,Does she not want to be in a relationship with me?Or anybody?
I had a head ache from thinking so much,But couldnt stop thinking about why she didn't like me.There was so many possibilities why.The simple word 'Why' repeated in my head a million times.