Author's note: ok so in this fanfic I'm using me as the character. So everything u read about me is what I do in real life and how I act and what I think and well it's the real me. So this is kind of like my diary. That's why the शीर्षक is what it is. In the story I'm 18 but in real life I'm 13. So other than the age and the One Direction part, this story is how my life is. This is the story of how I learned about 1D. The part about me and 1D meeting and stuff did not really happen. That and of course my age isn't real. But everything else is really what happens in my life. I hope u like it!

Brittany Nixon's POV

June 10, 2012
6:49 pm

        "Oh, daddy, turn it up!" I कहा to my dad, Thomas Montgomery, age 29. He changed the stations.
        "Daddy!"
        "How can आप even listen to that queer? He's as gay as a two dollar bill!"
        I gasped. "Daddy! Justin Beiber is NOT a queer! He's not gay either! Does he look gay? No! Does he sound gay? No! Plus he has a girlfriend!" I said.
        "Thats just a cover up."
        I close my eyes and count to ten. I can't lose my temper with my dad. I don't want to deal with what will happen if I do. No doubt I'll get my mouth smacked. So I just huffed and looked out the window. 
        "Dee she likes this song," my mom, Melissa Montgomery, age 28, said. My dad's nickname is "Dee" because his middle name is "Daniel." That's why mom कहा everybody calls him that. 
        My dad just sighed and turned it back to the Justin Bieber song. I missed about half of the song  Boyfriend द्वारा Justin Bieber, my प्रिय song of all time, but at least I got to hear some of it.
        Well now I guess I can explain some stuff to you. 
        My name is Brittany Nixon. Your probably wondering why my parents last name is different than mine. And why they are so young. Well it's very easy to explain. My mom's maiden name is Nixon. When she was 16 she got pregnant with me. She wasn't married yet of course so that made my last name Nixon until I get married and that boy takes me away from my "special" family. 
        I'm 18 years old and a senior in high school. I make straight A's. I've never made a B in my whole life. My dad कहा that I better keep it that way because if I ever did make a B then he threatened to "beat the living shit out of me." I'm sure he's just kidding...right? 
        I live in southern West Tennessee. In a VERY small town. Like seriously my town is so small it doesnt even have a gas station. I have to drive 4 miles West to go to a gas station. So yeah I have a southern accent. It's not as bad as my brother's, Landon Montgomery, age 7, but its still there. Other people think that listening to my brother and me talk is hilarious. Personally I think it's annoying when he talks because that's all he seems to do. He NEVER shuts up. We fight constantly. And when I say fight I mean we yell at each other AND fist fight. I gave my brother a scar under his eye one time because he wouldn't shut up. I didn't mean to! I was just going to act like I was going to hit him but he was closer than I thought. I felt kinda bad. Kinda.
        I'm very tall for my age. I'm 5'8 at 18 years old. ( author's note: in real life I'm 13 years old and I'm 5'6 ( still tall for my age) but I went to the doctor and the doctor कहा that I'm still growing and I'll be 5'8 द्वारा the time I'm 18.)
        I have long, straight, light brown hair with natural blonde highlights. I spend so much time in the sun the highlights are just there all the time.
        I'm pretty skinny. Not skin-and-bone skinny. I'm very curvy and I'm tanned just the right amount. My legs are REALLY long. So I can run really fast. Needless to say, I have a "smoking hot body." Not my words. My "boyfriend's" words. His name is Tucker Cooksey, age 18. ( in real life he's 13) I don't really want him to be my boyfriend. When I asked him out I was just kidding. I thought for sure he would say no. But he कहा yes he would go out with me. And that means he likes me so I just couldn't bring myself to tell him I was just kidding. So now he's my "boyfriend." I really need to tell him I was just kidding.
        Well that's just a summery of my life. I know it probably bored आप but now आप know a little bit about me. You'll learn और things about me later on. My personality, things like that.

        Right now I'm just getting घर from somewhere 40-45 मिनटों north of my house. It's a pretty big town, where we went. It has a few malls. It also has a bunch of restaurants to go in and eat. Today we went to the mall and shopped. I absolutely, positively HATE shopping with my parents. If I'm shopping with my फ्रेंड्स या something then that's a whole different story. I actually like it then. But with my parents...it's awful. After we shopped we went to a restaurant to eat. Then, finally, we left for home.
        When the JB song went off, another song came on.

"Your insecure, don't know what for,
Your turning heads when आप walk through the do-o-or
Don't need makeup, to cover up,
Being the way that आप are is eno-o-ough" 

        Ive heard this song quite a bit on the radio before, and I like it. I just have no idea who sings it. Oh well. It's not like I need to know anyway. I just listened to the rest of the song, tapping my foot to the rhythm. द्वारा the time the song ended we were home. I got out of the car ran inside. I got my iPod and plugged in the earbuds and listened to JB. I listened to all of his songs so then I went to YouTube and watched his funny moments. Later I went to गूगल to खोजिए something about JB. (author's note: I can't remember what it was and it's driving me crazy that I can't remember!) This website called Fanpop.com came up and it had the सवाल I asked. I clicked on it and I got my answer but I continued to explore fanpop. I found it pretty interesting so I created an account. My यूज़रनाम is BrittanyBieber3. I just stayed on फैन्पॉप for a while. Then I went outside and practiced my cheering. I'm captain of my school's cheer squad. I stayed outside for about an घंटा then I went back inside and went on फैन्पॉप again. I checked my अपडेट्स and there was a video that was facts about Justin Bieber. I already knew pretty much everything about JB but I decides to watch it anyway. There was on fact that caught my eye. It कहा "More than half of the Beliebers left Justin for One Direction because he started dating Selena."  Who is One Direction?, I thought. They can't possibly be better than JB. The people that left JB are just not true Beliebers. So I went to YouTube( I don't know why I didn't do to google) and typed in "One Direction." I watched ALL of the videos. Their songs. I recognized one of their songs as the one I like on the radio that I didn't know who sang it. Their funny moments. Wow they are HILARIOUS! The video diaries. After watching all of the video diaries I took a liking to Louis. He was the funniest. I really like boys that are funny. So yeah Louis was my favorite. I spent the rest of the दिन listening to their songs. That night I was laying in बिस्तर humming a One Direction song. Suddenly I sat up quickly in bed. The realization just hit me. I couldn't believe I was saying this to myself but... I loved One Direction और than Justin Bieber.

Author's note: yeah this part was pretty boring but it will get better later on in the story. Just keep reading.

Diary Entry #2 coming soon!!