Maybe आप died 'cause everybody ask me where आप at
I try to channel आप in hopes that I could steer आप back
But it's like every intersection we just missed each other
आप got your प्रशंसकों waiting tell me आप ain't 6 feet under
And tell me that you're coming back that आप just took a break
Maybe I blamed आप for everything that was my mistake
In hindsight I loved your rawness and I loved your edge
'Cause it was आप who talked me down from jumping off the ledge
Your earrings bamboo, your long nails too
Your बी एम डब्ल्यू every time आप came through
आप was the braveheart
आप चुरा लिया wayne heart
आप never switched it up
आप played the same part
But I needed to grow
And I needed to know
That there were something inside of me that I need to show

So I just deaded you
Left आप in all black
But dear old Nicki
Please call back

[Chorus]
आप told me you'd come when I needed you
And आप कहा it so sweetly I believed you
But I'm standing here calling I can't see you
But I am holding you, holding you, holding आप to that

[Verse 2]
Yo, did I chase the glitz and glamour
Money, fame and power
'Cause if so that will forever go down my lamest hour
I should've kept आप with me getting at them nameless cowards
There was no match for you, couldn't defeat your powers
I had to make them changes, I hope आप understood
आप see for every bad, I did a ton of good
But आप was underground, and I was mainstream
I live the life now, that we would daydream
My only wish is आप come enjoy it with me
Get on them conference calls, go meet the lawyers with me
The money came, yeah, tripled and quadrupled it
But I still miss us when we was just on some stupid shit
And it's still fuck the media
They ridiculed you, never believed in you

They just deaded you
Left आप in all black
But dear old Nicki
Please call back

[Chorus]
आप told me you'd come when I needed you
And आप कहा it so sweetly I believed you
But I'm standing here calling I can't see you
But I am holding you, holding you, holding आप to that

And yes I'm holding you, holding you, holding you
Oh, yes I'm holding you, holding you, holding you
And yes I'm holding you, holding you, holding you
To that

And yes I'm holding you, holding you, holding you
Oh, yes I'm holding you, holding you, holding you
And yes I'm holding you, holding you, holding you
To that