Michael

It was another दिन without Michael. Wait until it's a year. My phone rung "Hello. This is depression you're calling. What आप want?" I groaned "Hey , single lady. It's Danny." He answered. I quickly hung up the phone. It rung again "What do आप want from me?" I moaned "I got something for आप , babe." He कहा as I quickly woke up "First. I'm not your babe. Secondly. What did आप get?" I asked as he chuckled "I'm coming over today." He whispered as I looked at the phone like: The fuck. I hung up and stayed in बिस्तर drinking a glass of Whiskey as the door opened "Danny , what have आप brought...

Night was coming quickly , so was Michael's dangerous side "Michael , are आप done in the शावर, शॉवर yet?" I knocked the door. He's been in there for an घंटा "I'm right here." he chuckled as I looked confused "Then whose in the bathroom?" I asked as Isis answered "Me." I knew it. I went to the other bathroom and took a शावर, शॉवर and suddenly Michael was leaving "Hey , Nesha. I gotta go take care of some business. I'll be back okay?" I wrapped my body in a towel "Wait where आप going?" I asked as he kissed my lips "Only God knows." He winked as I kissed him back. I let him go and started to think...

The अगला दिन , I woke up to a phone call "Hello?" I कहा "Hey Nesha , it's me , Michael." I filled my spirit with life "Hey Michael. How आप doing?" He giggled at my excitement "I'm doing good and you?" Michael sounded so sweet "Good. Just got up and I'm ready for the world. Just need to brush my teeth." I joked as he laughed "You're so silly." he कहा as I laughed "Are आप coming over today?" I desperately needed to know "Hmmm. Yeah I'll come over today." He कहा as we कहा goodbye and hung up. I still felt तितलियों in my stomach "I'm so in love." I कहा to myself as my phone rang and...

That night i was up all night crying my eyes out I just couldn't believe this was happening to me i had just लॉस्ट my best friend what was I going to do
The अगला morning i had to get ready for work which i was not ready for i wanted to just call in sick but i knew that i couldn't do that i had to put this thing behind me until later when i could go to his house and talk to him.
as soon as i got to the record store i got to work so i could talk to Michael afterword.
while at the register counting the money my phone rang
"Hello." i कहा hoping it was Michael
"hey Baby." it was Jackie
"Hey babe whats...

Once I finally made it out to the truck my dad look at me with a questioning frown
"where have आप been im ready to go घर what took आप so long?" He asked me.
"Sorry daddy I was talking with Michael and लॉस्ट track of the time." I कहा hoping he wouldn't be mad at me for takeing so long cuz I know how my dad gets if he has to wait to long im just glad he didn't leave me here.
On the drive back घर I wondered if it was a good idea to tell my dad I had a तारीख, दिनांक with Jackie. ive never been on a तारीख, दिनांक before and im not sure how he would react cause I know how my dad gets when me and my mom talk about...

January 4, 2014,

I have been a complete emotional wreck ever since I found out that Damien wants to fight me for custody of Carter. Part of me wants to believe that it's because he's a changed person and wants to be a father to Carter; but I know in my दिल that that isn't the truth! Never in 1 million years did I think Damien would do something like this!

I had spent all morning in my bedroom and had not come downstairs in days! Kyle came upstairs and sat down अगला to me on the bed. He asked "are आप okay? I've never seen आप cry so much before!" I कहा "I won't be okay until this whole Damien...