I HATE THE MEDIA!!!!

there are times like this...when my eyes are clouded द्वारा tears and all I can say is:

PLEASE... STOP TORTURING HIM! please...stop hurting him.. please stop...

I know how आप feel... I hate when people make those type of lists & countdowns of celebrities... Like there was one on a website the चोटी, शीर्ष 20 ugliest celebrities...... and I seriously wanna cry just thinking about it but they had the nerve to put MJ on that सूची at the very top... and they called him all kinds of names and talked about him like he was an alien या something, like he was not human at all..... They judge him द्वारा appearance & don't bother to see whats really going on. They act like he went from a 12 years old to 50 years old over night... I hate to say it & I hate feeling this way but sometimes I almost expect MJs name to be brought up on certain topics just because I know how most people think of MJ, but I don't think the same as they do... They just don't know या even bother to think that it hurts people, they just dont care... But that type of stuff is so hurtful to me too, yeah I'm a प्रशंसक and honestly when I hear negative stuff कहा about MJ I feel like that stuff is being कहा about me and it just really hurts, I feel so bad, it's so personal to me, makes me wanna cry.... But most people will never understand why या how I can feel that way...

i do too! i threw my phone @ mi tv and i ripped apart this magazine i get soooooooo stressed out when i hear the media speaking bad about mj when my eyes r full of tears i say ''i wish for the best for mj'' but sometimes it doesnt happen :(