What does this dream mean?!

The other night, I had this dream that it was back in 1993 when Michael was on trial the first time. Anyway my dream goes like this, I was with Michael when he had to do that strip खोजिए for the police. When it first began, I closed my eyes & started praying for him, & I didn't stop until the officer कहा they were done. When I opened my eyes, I saw Michael run past me; he looked really upset so I was worried & I tried to run after him but I लॉस्ट him. A while later, I was walking past an open room when I heard something. I walked in & Michael was leaning against the bed. I saw he had a bloody चाकू in his hand, but then I noticed something even stranger. He had pierced his hands & feet with the चाकू & then I thought "Wait a minute, this is strangely famliar." When I lifted his shirt, my suspicions were confirmed; he had pierced his side as well. I asked Michael why he'd done this & his answer was "To share Jesus' pain. I've taken up my cross, just like आप always said. I प्यार आप so much." Then he died in my arms. For those of आप who don't know the story, when येशु was sentenced to die on the cross, he first had to make the march through the streets up to Calvary. When he got there, before nailing him to the cross, the roman guards made him strip in front of everyone, which is kinda like what Michael went through with the police. So anyway they nailed Jesus' hands and feet to the पार करना, क्रॉस & just before he died, one of the guards put a spear into his side. Why I dreamed that Michael did this, I don't know. Can anybody make some sense of it?