a little sad fic for matt.

Mello had always been your best friend.

The only one to see आप cry, the first to make आप smile when आप arrived, the only one to welcome आप as a friend.

He was the one who whispered 'its okay, i'm here' through the tear filled nights

The one who knew what आप feared,

What made आप laugh,

And what made आप hurt.

The one person that actually cared for आप and आप cared for him.

Like brothers, just closer.

And now that hes gone, you're breaking.

Disappearing in the early morning then not returning.

आप blame yourself.

If आप hadn't लॉस्ट your temper, if आप had just listened to what he was going to say, आप would be with him where ever he is.

आप know आप cant live without him.

The one आप grew to know, like and maybe even love?

A single tear falls from those पन्ना green eyes.

The ones he looked right into that night and promised never would he leave आप alone.

He wasn't usually a liar.

But where is he now?

You're alone.

Again.

Something he promised would never happen.

आप cant take it much more, as आप stand on the balcony.

A faint smile appears through the tears as आप remember the दिन he demanded the चोटी, शीर्ष appartment.

It soon fades though.

Slow drops of rain hit your face, darkening your mood even more.

With another sigh आप give up.

Just another step and its over.

Taking a deep breath, closing your eyes.

आप curse the fact he brought आप to do this.

आप hit the sent button on your phone.

The last message.
'Goodbye Mello.

I will always प्यार you.

Always.

xxxxx'

Knowing he wont read it, why would he?

आप do it.

Taking a last breath.

Taking a last step.

You.

Say.

Goodbye.