WOW i find my self sayin WOW alot lately in my world where if आप don't हटाइए fast the world moves with out u and ur just stuck as a memory in the back of someones mind so i हटाइए fast so i will never feel the pain that comes in life when u don't want it to so i started to हटाइए fast i stopped cryin and just wrote wat i felt i stopped havein feelings and just had one sad and that never changed i was bored and a lil scared but of wat i would ask my self y i was scared guess it was of slowin down takein time to notice wats in front of me so i started slowin down but at the wrong time so i started to say WOW और so now i only feel nothin i don't know y i want to be sad when i want toi want to cry but i can't bring myself to cry i want to be happy i want to be able to deal with this pain that i feel but im to scared to be hurt द्वारा it to never हटाइए on that it will scare me for life but ill never know cause im not goin to let it hurt me never hear me im to strong to let this brake me down to scare me this is life this is wat i have to deal with but it will never ever scare me its just a chapter of life ill हटाइए on but faster cause i am a strong woman and i will alway be strong for ever i dealt with bigger problems then this and servived but i feel like my emotions where ripped out but ill deal with it ill earn them back soon i feel happy comin back so now im happy !!!!
i realize that i am alone.
या so i think
they say they help me
some of them do
others don't
Thinking about the day
आप met them
that feeling of security
is still there
just its a tighter pull
The best kind of फ्रेंड्स
are always there
no matter what
Realization kicks in
i know that they care about me
i can't help but be mad
that they are being
very protective of me
is it because i am young?
because i have no experience
because i am ignorant
या because i am dumb enough to make the same mistake twice.
या even 4 या 5 times
they were there
they will always be there
and now i know it
They will always be there
its the best
to have the best फ्रेंड्स in the world
cherrish all that they give to you
repect them
because that is what i do now.
WOW i find my self sayin WOW alot lately in my world where if आप don't हटाइए fast the world moves with out u and ur just stuck as a memory in the back of someones mind so i हटाइए fast so i will never feel the pain that comes in life when u don't want it to so i started to हटाइए fast i stopped cryin and just wrote wat i felt i stopped havein feelings and just had one sad and that never changed i was bored and a lil scared but of wat i would ask my self y i was scared guess it was of slowin down takein time to notice wats in front of me so i started slowin down but at the wrong time so i started to say WOW और so now i only feel nothin i don't know y i want to be sad when i want toi want to cry but i can't bring myself to cry i want to be happy i want to be able to deal with this pain that i feel but im to scared to be hurt द्वारा it to never हटाइए on that it will scare me for life but ill never know cause im not goin to let it hurt me never hear me im to strong to let this brake me down to scare me this is life this is wat i have to deal with but it will never ever scare me its just a chapter of life ill हटाइए on but faster cause i am a strong woman and i will alway be strong for ever i dealt with bigger problems then this and servived but i feel like my emotions where ripped out but ill deal with it ill earn them back soon i feel happy comin back so now im happy !!!!
Once
Twice
Three times
I'm Out!!!!
It dies for no reason
there they go....
burning off
piece द्वारा piece
those stitches that held me together
burning off
what was once whole
dead
dying
GONE
they are GONE
why?? why???
WHY ME?!?!?!?!???
what did i do to deserve this?
Does fate not want me to be happy?
Do i deserve to be happy?
what is the wrong that i have done?
I guess its my fault...
i guess that i will never be truly happy
Darkness creeps into my mind and into my dreams
I'll just learn to deal with it somehow
and find a way to fix it
Twice
Three times
I'm Out!!!!
It dies for no reason
there they go....
burning off
piece द्वारा piece
those stitches that held me together
burning off
what was once whole
dead
dying
GONE
they are GONE
why?? why???
WHY ME?!?!?!?!???
what did i do to deserve this?
Does fate not want me to be happy?
Do i deserve to be happy?
what is the wrong that i have done?
I guess its my fault...
i guess that i will never be truly happy
Darkness creeps into my mind and into my dreams
I'll just learn to deal with it somehow
and find a way to fix it
What is death? A word used to decribe the afterlife? Who knows, nobody just another mystery. People say when आप die आप go to heaven, nirvana, they even say that your spirit leaves your body for another. I would feel cheated that I was left there द्वारा my self, not even my soul wants me.
Some say thats the feeling of alone is the worst feeling of all, I say a feeling is a feeling that is better than nothin at all. Nothin is to me the only pain anyone can really have nothin just simpley nothin.
Some talk about what आप think when आप die, they say that your life flashs in front of you. I would think of what is about to happen, i'm going to be nothin thats all just nothin, that is the worst pain.
But that is just what people belive but to me it's just another mystery never to be solved.
Writen by, Connor
Some say thats the feeling of alone is the worst feeling of all, I say a feeling is a feeling that is better than nothin at all. Nothin is to me the only pain anyone can really have nothin just simpley nothin.
Some talk about what आप think when आप die, they say that your life flashs in front of you. I would think of what is about to happen, i'm going to be nothin thats all just nothin, that is the worst pain.
But that is just what people belive but to me it's just another mystery never to be solved.
Writen by, Connor
What does the word life mean to you? Is it a clock counting down the time आप have here on earth? या is it a word that gives feeling, emotion, sadnes.
What would आप do if आप had a life of no joy, sadnes, feelings, emotions. Some say a life that only dreams can reach. Some say a life wearth aiming for, Me? I think life as a word used to cover the reason were here and why is that? The resaon were here is like the reason for all things, its a mystery never to be solved and never can be solved.
So now आप know what I think when I here the word life, just another mystery never to be solved.
Writed by, Connor
What would आप do if आप had a life of no joy, sadnes, feelings, emotions. Some say a life that only dreams can reach. Some say a life wearth aiming for, Me? I think life as a word used to cover the reason were here and why is that? The resaon were here is like the reason for all things, its a mystery never to be solved and never can be solved.
So now आप know what I think when I here the word life, just another mystery never to be solved.
Writed by, Connor
if u dnt like my लेखन then why the hell are u पढ़ना this?
Dying on the inside
Screaming my head off every night doesn't help
i don't cry anymore, i can't cry anymore
The pain.. it never leaves burning at the stitches on my once whole heart
Burning
waiting for those last few stitches to burn off completely
Burning Burning Burning
My eyes are red & burning from the tears that just won't come
I can't cry, i won't cry
the blood that runs through
my veins once again
runs down my arm
leaving behind my story,
un shed tears, and blood
I don't have much longer to live
I will sit and wait
until my दिन comes
red eyes and red arms
awaiting that दिन to just come
I shall not fear death for
my time will come
and i will FINALLY
be at peace with everything and everyone
Dying on the inside
Screaming my head off every night doesn't help
i don't cry anymore, i can't cry anymore
The pain.. it never leaves burning at the stitches on my once whole heart
Burning
waiting for those last few stitches to burn off completely
Burning Burning Burning
My eyes are red & burning from the tears that just won't come
I can't cry, i won't cry
the blood that runs through
my veins once again
runs down my arm
leaving behind my story,
un shed tears, and blood
I don't have much longer to live
I will sit and wait
until my दिन comes
red eyes and red arms
awaiting that दिन to just come
I shall not fear death for
my time will come
and i will FINALLY
be at peace with everything and everyone
how could आप say we're bffs
and now your an नितंब, गधा who
would pick her over me
i always was loyal to u
as afriend
and आप pick that कुतिया, मतलबी ova my
i pay for your moves we
under stand each other
better
but that कुतिया, मतलबी knew आप
long so i got the boot
and now your happy
with your old bff
and now i have no sholder to
lean on i guess ill alway
be lonely i hate my choise of
bffs y try any और
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
fuckem all fuck the world
thats my story i hat my bff
so now im searching for a new
bff ahhhhhhhhh
new bff need
and now your an नितंब, गधा who
would pick her over me
i always was loyal to u
as afriend
and आप pick that कुतिया, मतलबी ova my
i pay for your moves we
under stand each other
better
but that कुतिया, मतलबी knew आप
long so i got the boot
and now your happy
with your old bff
and now i have no sholder to
lean on i guess ill alway
be lonely i hate my choise of
bffs y try any और
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
fuckem all fuck the world
thats my story i hat my bff
so now im searching for a new
bff ahhhhhhhhh
new bff need
I would go to the ends of the Earth for you
My love
My heart
My life
My Martha
No one else can have आप but me
me and only me
Sure आप don't want me
but i want आप
forever and ever
My Martha...I प्यार You
आप are my reason to
wake up every morning
and to go to school
and to cheerleading practice
When i see आप
all the dark, bad, तस्वीरें
and clouds and thoughts go away
But once आप leave those
clouds and thoughts and images
come right back to me
They haunt me everyday
every सेकंड of my life.
I will प्यार आप forever and always
To आप I mean another "stalker"
but remember I was your first
and will always be at the
चोटी, शीर्ष of आप "stalker list"
As long as i am on the चोटी, शीर्ष of that list
i will be your friend. but
still
I प्यार YOU!!
My love
My heart
My life
My Martha
No one else can have आप but me
me and only me
Sure आप don't want me
but i want आप
forever and ever
My Martha...I प्यार You
आप are my reason to
wake up every morning
and to go to school
and to cheerleading practice
When i see आप
all the dark, bad, तस्वीरें
and clouds and thoughts go away
But once आप leave those
clouds and thoughts and images
come right back to me
They haunt me everyday
every सेकंड of my life.
I will प्यार आप forever and always
To आप I mean another "stalker"
but remember I was your first
and will always be at the
चोटी, शीर्ष of आप "stalker list"
As long as i am on the चोटी, शीर्ष of that list
i will be your friend. but
still
I प्यार YOU!!
why laugh at my anger why get angery at my happenese why have emotions if u can
never express ur self
why try to fit in when they laugh at u
why? why? why? try any और than
being myself because myself is not good
enough for my sick twiced world
where your brother take a hoes side
over his sisters and when your happy with your प्यार ones it gone in 1 सेकंड and your the
one who loves themthe most but
your just the smart youngest sister that
ever one hates
in my world guy like u and your best फ्रेंड्स but he to scard to ask uout and आप open your big mouthand mess it
all so go head laugh at my anger
get angery at my happiness i don't care any और just want to die in peace and haooiness
so il put up with it go head laugh.
never express ur self
why try to fit in when they laugh at u
why? why? why? try any और than
being myself because myself is not good
enough for my sick twiced world
where your brother take a hoes side
over his sisters and when your happy with your प्यार ones it gone in 1 सेकंड and your the
one who loves themthe most but
your just the smart youngest sister that
ever one hates
in my world guy like u and your best फ्रेंड्स but he to scard to ask uout and आप open your big mouthand mess it
all so go head laugh at my anger
get angery at my happiness i don't care any और just want to die in peace and haooiness
so il put up with it go head laugh.
Sometimes I think of the goodtimes of memories
and say आप know Im lucky.I mean like think about it the good is what makes आप in a great healthy way ,heck without happyness...We would be like heartless people.I got good friends,nice home,food,clothe and more.also think enjoy the life before your an adult I mean I'm 11 Im enjoying. So even if this doesn't make sence Im just happy Im makeing it!So don't worry be happy now, and be your cheerful person!
Without us the world would be nothing without are happyness.so be happy and enjoy!
and say आप know Im lucky.I mean like think about it the good is what makes आप in a great healthy way ,heck without happyness...We would be like heartless people.I got good friends,nice home,food,clothe and more.also think enjoy the life before your an adult I mean I'm 11 Im enjoying. So even if this doesn't make sence Im just happy Im makeing it!So don't worry be happy now, and be your cheerful person!
Without us the world would be nothing without are happyness.so be happy and enjoy!
Its like आप just ran out of life and आप can't get anymore back.You look out the window and say आप don't live forever its a small period of life in you.Take your worries and thrown them back...No don't it will come back somehow.The world is just not always fair so...be happy while it lasts,because your life is not so good.
But.....maybe there are some good...at least... its like the weight of your life when its good your happy when sad your as dead as a heartless..I don't see why we do all this.It makes और problems as are life ocntinues.
But.....maybe there are some good...at least... its like the weight of your life when its good your happy when sad your as dead as a heartless..I don't see why we do all this.It makes और problems as are life ocntinues.