i'm a ruin (music video)

Yeah I feel I'm watered down
Whenever he's around
I put on the crown of clowns
And melt slowly to the ground

Yeah I feel it coming on
When I've been static for too long
And an explosion comes in time
Before I go and पार करना, क्रॉस the line

They say आप used to be so kind
I never knew आप had such a dirty mind
Well, I went to the doctors believing
The devil had control over me
I was finding it hard to breath and
Finding it hard to fight the feeling

When my दिल just burst like a glass balloon
And let it fly too high and it shattered too soon
I was the wrong damn girl in the wrong damn room
I broke my glass balloon
I...

Cuckoo (cuckoo)
Cuckoo (cuckoo)
Cuckoo (cuckoo)
Cuckoo (cuckoo)

Ten silver spoons coming after me.
One life with one dream on repeat.
I'll escape if I try hard enough.
'Til, King of the Jungle calls my bluff.

(Oh Lord) Oh Lord,
I have been told, (I have been told).
That I must take, the unforsaken road.

(Forsaken road).

There's a fork in the road,
I'll do as I am told,
And I don't know, don't know, don't know, don't know,
Who I want to be.

Cuckoo (cuckoo)
Cuckoo (cuckoo)
Cuckoo (cuckoo)
Cuckoo (cuckoo)

You say Y-E-S to everything,
Will that guarantee आप a win?
Do आप think आप will be good enough,
To प्यार others...

I lived a lot of different lives.
Been different people many times.
I live my life in bitterness
And fill my दिल with emptiness.

And now I see,I see it for the first time.
There is no crime in being kind.
Not everyone is out to screw आप over.
Maybe and just maybe they just wanna get to know you.

Now the time is here.
Baby, आप don’t have to live your life in fear.
And the sky is clear,
It’s clear of fear.

Don’t wanna live in fear and loathing.
I wanna feel like I am floating,
Instead of constantly exploding
In fear and loathing.

Got different people inside my head.
I wonder which one that they like...

Laid out the दिन inside a lonely bed,
Trying to hide the hole inside my head.
Watching the stars slide down to reach the end.
The sleep is not my friend.

Drinking champagne to forget yesterday
Coz I remember, the way, the way, the way
It ended the day, the day, the day, the day
That I walked away, away, away, away.

Drinking champagne, made द्वारा the angel
Who goes द्वारा the name of Glitter and Gabriel
Drinking champagne made all the angels,
Tears and pain, but I feel celestial.

Elderly stars slide down the morning sky,
Slipping away to find a place to die.
I wonder when the night will reach it's end.
The sleep...

"Guilty"

I was dreaming something dark,
Hiding body parts.
A broken dog, a broken leg,
I left it cold, I left it dead.

Oh I'm a guilty one,
And know what I have done.
Yeah, I'm a troubled one,
And I won't be forgiven.

Guilty on the run,
And I know what I have done.
Guilty on the run,
And I'm never forgiven.

I was just a kid,
That आप could not forgive,
Because it's harder.

I was just a kid,
And all I really wanted,
Was my father.

I killed a dog so smart and rare.
Touched his techni-coloured hair.
I left it bruised and black and lame.
I left it running full of shame.

Oh I'm a guilty one,
And know what I have done.
Yeah,...

Lying on a fake beach, you'll never get a tan,
Baby I'm gonna leave आप drowning until आप reach from my hand

In the night your दिल is full and द्वारा the morning empty
Well baby I'm the one who left आप you're not the one who left me.

When you're around me I'm Radioactive
My blood is burning Radioactive

I'm turning Radioactive
My blood is Radioactive

My दिल is nuclear
Love is all that I fear
I'm turning Radioactive
My blood is Radioactive

Waiting for the nightfall
For my दिल to light up
Oh baby I want आप to die for
For आप to die for my love

In the night your दिल is full
And द्वारा the morning empty
Well baby,...

Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex
Yeah
Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex
(La la la)

Nothing is provocative anymore
Even for kids
No room for imagining
'Cause everyone's seen everything
Question what the TV tells you
Question what a pop तारा, स्टार sells you
Question mom and सवाल dad
Question good and सवाल bad

If history could set आप free (from who आप were supposed to be)
If sex in our society (didn't tell a girl who she would be)
'Cause all my life I've tried to fight what history has दिया me

Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex
Yeah
Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex
(La la la)...

I was dreaming something dark
Hiding body parts
A broken dog, a broken leg
I left it cold, I left it dead

Oh I'm a guilty one,
And know what I have done.
Yeah, I'm a troubled one,
And I won't be forgiven.

Guilty on the run
And I know what I have done
Guilty on the run
And I'm never forgiven

I was just a kid
That आप could not forgive
Because it's harder

I was just a kid
And all I really wanted was my father

killed a dog so small and rare,
touched it's technicolored hair.
i left it bruised and black and lame.
i left it running full of shame.

Oh I'm a guilty one,
And know what I have done.
Yeah, I'm a troubled one,...