आप don't now how much it hurt when I heard आप say"yea, im going out with___". While आप कहा those words my दिल broke, I felt like i'd been slaped in the face. All I could do was leave because if I stayed I know that I would've broken down and cried with आप standing there. आप know what hurted the most though? It wasn't that आप had forgotten what i had told आप the दिन before, about how much I liked आप and how if आप asked again we could give it a try, no that was part of the pain.What hurt the most though was that आप saw the hurt and anger in my face and आप just didn't care आप acted as if आप didn't give a fuck about me या wat i thought. As I cried in the bathroom I though about all the funny and special moments we'd shared and debated weather you're even worth all the pain. Now i don't now wat to do should I just forget about आप and हटाइए on या should I fight for your love. I seriously don't now anymore, आप always make me laugh but at the same time आप cause me a lot of pain. I do now one thing though, I still प्यार आप and I think I always will.
---Michelle♥
