whats the meaning of प्यार when आप end up hearbroken?

when i saw आप चुंबन her my दिल stopped and my eyes filled with tears i felt like my world was nothing anymore without you

when आप saw me आप just stared looked down and walk away.and i just stay there hoping that everything was a dream a nightmare.i closed my eyes and when i opened them i realised that it was true आप left me.

now आप dont talk to me anymore आप just stare at me with those green eyes and i feel my दिल be eradicated

आप shouldnt have कहा i प्यार आप आप shouldnt broke आप shouldnt make me sad आप shouldnt make me cry.

ALL i asked for was प्यार and it was definatelly not what i expected from आप ....