14. Look what आप made me do

I hoped it was over
I hoped no one would try to put me through that again
I suspected a lot of people
But आप were not one of them
You were my only friend
When I was at the bottom of my desperate mind
And I had the climb out to see the light
and clear my mind to finally realize

That it was आप all along
You’re the reason why things went wrong
I believed आप saved me from drowning
But all this time आप held me under water
You’re a very good manipulator
How could I ever see आप as my savior
You might as well just say goodbye
‘Cause I’m not in for your lies

I found my way through the traffic
I found a...

I'm pretending to be untouchable
I'm playing to be unbreakable
I'm अभिनय to be capable
Of forgetting what आप do to me
But on the inside it's killing me

If you'd stab my eyes out I would still see you
If you'd cut my ears I would still hear you
If I'd be लॉस्ट आप would still reach me
And it's killing me
That no matter what you'll do
I could never प्यार anyone else but you

I'm saying words not coming from my heart
I'm making a totally different start
I'm अभिनय like it doesn't tear me apart
When I try to forget about what आप do to me
But on the inside it's killing me


If you'd stab my eyes out I would still...

It's the way आप walk
It's the way आप talk
It's the way आप make me dizzy
It's the way आप smile
That turns me on for a while
Making आप see me won't be easy

It's the way आप are
It's the way आप drive your car
It's the way आप get me dreaming
It's the way आप rush
That makes me fall in a crush
And I'll never stop believing

In a future of आप and me
Though I know it won't be easy
If आप would just stand द्वारा my side
And tried to read the signs
'Cause आप and me together
Is the way I picture us forever
If आप would just look into my eyes
You'd see the प्यार I can't hide

It's the way आप lay in your bed
It's the way...

आप don't need to be clever to figure this one out
It took a while,but now I know what you're all about
I've shed a million tears just because of you
But now I see what I can be without you

We all got one single life
And I'm not gonna waste mine to your tears and filthy lies

You said:
'Please,forgive me
I know I should've been strong
But I didn't know what was going on'
You said:
'Please,believe me
I didn't know what to do
So,I didn't tell आप the truth'

It shouldn't take much to make this one clear
But you're the only who doesn't seem to hear
You might wanna take a flight someday
'Cause when I'm stepping up...

What do आप feel now you're standing here
You really wanna make me believe you've changed
If I didn't know better,I would say it's allright
We can give it another try
But we both know that's not gonna happen

You can cry a river,it won't hurt my soul
I'll just leave you,crawling on the floor
'Cause I don't care for आप anymore

Don't chase after me
'Cause I'm already gone
Don't try to convince me
'Cause I'll never forget what you've done
Don't pretend,don't defend
Don't say you've changed your ways
'Cause unlike God I can't hear your prayers

How should I feel now you're back in my life
You really expect I'm...

I'm funny,I'm cheerful,I can make आप smile
I'd do anything for you,I'd walk a thousand miles
But आप killed the sparkle in my eyes
When आप started to tell all your lies
So grab your stuff and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice

Turn around and take a very close look
'Cause you'll never see me again
You can give it your very best shot
But I'll never let आप in
So walk away and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice

I'm broken,I'm sad,I wanna make आप cry
I'm a mess,I confess,I want आप to tell me why
I wanna push आप through hell like आप did with
I wanna cause आप pain,so bad आप couldn't...

She's got eyes like the devil
She's a demon from hell
The way she came into
I could never tell
All the words she's spoken
I can easily recall
All the promises she's broken
They will make her fall
She will fall

Pretty lies in her eyes
Pretty lies in her head
All the things that she thought
All the things that she said
She won't try it again
She won't hurt me twice
I can still hear the sound
Of all her pretty lies

She's got hair like a banshee
She's got a दिल of stone
She's living free
But she's all alone
She's like a ghost
I don't know what's worst
She's got no reason to smile
'Cause she'll be cursed
She'll be...