Don't get it wrong. I still प्यार all the Moonwalkers and Michael. I don't want to explain everything that much. Just let आप know. Okay. For start I want to say "I didn't become his hater या disliker. I still like and respect Michael. I still प्यार you, Moonwalkers" Just I felt that I have to stop. I took off all my MJ stuff in my room. I threw out a lot of it. I unjoined all his क्लब्स here in fanpop. I unsubscribed all his themed channels on youtube. I deleted all my printerest boards with his pics. Just because I didn't want to be his प्रशंसक anymore. I understood that being a प्रशंसक of dead person is not good for me. All this crying, wanting to die to meet him. Sadness. It is not for me. Slowly I लॉस्ट my interest of him. Stopped to listen to his music, watch his videos. I am planning to change my banner and आइकन in my club. I started a new life - being a प्रशंसक of a lot of different things. फिल्में - Me before you, The notebook, Fault in our stars. A lot of others. (I will post pic of my new दीवार decorations so आप can see what I like now). I was MJ प्रशंसक a साल and four months. It's enough for me. Sorry if someone is angry to me या something else like that.