It was midnight when आप decided to stood up from your bed. You’ve been toss and turning for about an घंटा now and sleep hasn’t been part of the plan of your neurons in your brain. आप walked down the hall only to find peace just द्वारा looking at a door at the end of the lonely pavement, a feeling you’ve been trying to find for several days now. आप limped towards the doorknob, making sure not to disturb anyone near you. आप stopped, knowing the woman behind the door might not want and need you. It took आप a couple of मिनटों before आप set yourself that this will be the night that will change everything both of आप shared.

Your breath was caught up द्वारा the view in front of you. She’s there. Silently seated with a book wide open to further add the knowledge आप undeniably admire. “Hi,” she greeted as her head turned to look at you. Her eyes almost lifted your soul out of your body and it was surprising that आप could still respond with her greeting and was able to stand in front of her after she did the same. Her eyes were speaking words like yours, words that were ought to be कहा since the दिन आप met but both of आप were coward enough to admit. As the adage goes, “eyes never lie” indeed it never do because tonight no speech is needed to proclaim how आप and her wanted this moment to go on since those stares you’re currently exchanging, प्यार is in the air.

आप hate melodramatic moments but still आप found yourself saying, “I प्यार you.” She didn’t say anything in return. Suddenly, fear ran down your veins as the image of what आप hallucinated about the two of आप began to flashed in your eyes. You’re afraid she finally knew about it and worst thing, her leaving you, might happen but it was snapped away when she palmed your neck just like what she did, in your hallucination, a दिन before आप got in Mayfield.
“I know आप do,” she कहा with a smile, “and I do प्यार आप too.”

आप gave out your most genuine smile as आप slowly leaned down to किस her. Her eyes were locked on your lips that only met Vicodin for years before she closed it as आप did with yours to savor the moment you’ve been waiting for. Lips and tongue finally collided before it resides in the mouth of the other. The first contact brought sparks to your groin region and आप could tell she felt your erection the moment she gasped under your breath. Your loose hands slowly ran down on her back that only pulled her closer. There were no moments of separation except when आप two tilted your heads the other way for the comfort of your tongues while her hands were playfully roaming behind your back.

The hallucination was reenacted. आप pulled her blazer off as she bit your bottom lip; her कमीज, शर्ट was being pull up and your rough hands finally meet her bare soft skin. Little did आप know, आप were moaning too while she discard your कमीज, शर्ट to meet her garments on the floor. Pants and ढीला पतलून, ढीला were undone before आप heavily, but carefully, pushed her on the nearest सोफ़ा, सोफे as possible. The heat was so intense that आप went directly to lick her now exposed clit as she twisted her body in pleasure with hands rubbing your cock up and down.

आप don’t know what you’re hurrying up to या why, maybe it’s because of the longing आप had for her. With a glint in her eyes, आप know she wanted आप too, in fact, she needed you. It was a cue that made आप stayed between her legs, to finally push almost all yourself in…which आप did.
Her head was thrown back as आप enjoyed the feeling of tightness surrounding आप at the bottom. आप looked at her, eyes were shut, sweats running down like drizzle, nipples swelled and abdomen contracted. आप can’t deny, आप प्यार the view. Your tongue met her throat where आप felt her larynx vibrate while every moan was released as आप lick down to one of her nipples. आप latched, teased it just the way आप know she likes while आप hip was moving in a slow, fast, slow motion like it has its own mind to do so.
God, Cuddy, damn आप for feeling so good, आप thought, damn you. आप buried your face on her shoulder as the thrusting goes on. Your panting brought her smell in your nose. Her smell, is so Cuddy that आप would want to have her close to आप every single मिनट of your life after this. The familiar shape of her curves that were just ones before your eyes are now under your palm that seemed to stay in your hand lines forever.

आप know आप can’t hold on no longer as आप open your eyes to look at her and knowing आप were the one who cause her रस to flow down, it almost brought आप to your own release. She tightened around आप as your name came out of her mouth, begging आप to slow down या she’ll burst but आप didn’t follow. It took another five thrust before she felt your own seeds swimming inside and आप collapsed on चोटी, शीर्ष of her with head landing back on her shoulder. Heavy breathing owned the room as आप felt your cock slowly softening inside.
“House,” she uttered after she calmed down before आप lifted your head to look at her and your eyes widened the moment your stare landed on her face.
Maybe it’s just आप या maybe it’s every man’s experience, that post-orgasmic phase not only let आप meet your बिस्तर at once but it also wakens आप up to what reality really held आप at, either way it sucks. “Audrey?” आप uttered the name आप couldn’t even think आप could. आप pulled out as the thought of having sex with Cuddy was also being pulled out from your being.

Audrey looked at आप with such confuse looks that आप can’t even looked back at her unlike what आप did earlier as आप pulled your boxers, trousers and pants on again. आप first stammered knowing another mistake was brought up in your life’s list, “I’m so sorry,” was all आप could say.
आप hate to admit it but आप knew आप only used Audrey to satisfy your sexual and emotional yearning for the woman आप प्यार but nobody could blame you, आप thought she was Cuddy at the first place. The smell, the shape of her curves, the breasts आप held was actually wasn’t her. Maybe it’s your default विवरण of a woman that made आप think it was Cuddy before you.

She tried to convince आप it was okay but for you, it was a sin (for the first time in your life, sex was a sin in you). आप repeated the words, “I’m sorry” for about three times और until she figured out what was really in your head. आप ran away towards the door hoping this thing could also run away as easy as that. The door was close tightly behind आप and there आप started to hear sobs. आप knew आप hurt Audrey but her tears and the sex can not and will never be the reason to replace the woman आप really are in प्यार with.