Berry,

I've never been good with apologies, so I definitely won't start now, but can I just ask आप this: How many chances did Hudson have with you? Plus one और after I left. आप forgave him so many times, so why can't आप do the same with me?

Despite what आप and your फ्रेंड्स may think, our whirlwind summer romance was real. And आप have to understand, that the only reason I didn't come back after what I did is because I knew आप were strong enough to pick up the pieces, and that he'd be there to help you.

What I'm coming to realize though, is that if I just believed in myself as much as I believe in you, things might not have ended the way they did.

I miss you, Berry, and your sweaters and ability to initiate lengthy conversations about nothing. I'm just a phone call away, आप know, and आप can call me anytime. (Because I’m sure that आप haven't deleted my number yet.)

I hope to see आप soon.

St. James