This is and open letter to the 9 ladies from an unknown SONE who recently passed away form a terminal illness.Full credit goes to the efforts of the various writers and translators,who took the time and effort to bring this piece of extremely thoughtful literature to the attention of the International SONE community.Kamsahamnida.
(Please read it and ponder the words of the original writer because it certainly puts into perspective the प्यार that us SONEs दिखाना to the 9 ladies).
The verbatim post in full:
"Last Words of a SONE to SNSD"
The following is a blog/diary entry द्वारा a terminally ill SONE in July 2011,just weeks before SNSD's solo concerts.
To:Girls'Generation
आप will probably never know who I am...
And आप will probably never be able to read this..^^
But there's someone who always diligently reposts my words so perhaps there is a chance.
I first saw आप ...September 2007...such a long time ago,right?
I bet आप guys must also cringe at how आप were back then...
Up until now,I had never been a प्रशंसक of anything...
So how did I end up liking आप so much?
I became addicted to cigarettes despite having been in ill-health and I came to like आप guys so much that I began to regret this,
When the first SONE fanclub was open...I wondered what the point of going that far would be.
To this day,I regret not joining....and last साल I could not because I came down with a sudden illness...
I regret so much that I couldn't be और active in supporting you.
I realised too late how amazing it is to hang out with people,SONE,who loved आप and thought dearly of आप as much as I did...
And 2008,when joy became horror...I had nobody to console या to be consoled by
But I stoically waited for you.And when it passed...and I saw the teaser for Gee
I cried silently.
Thank you.Thank आप so much.Thank आप for returning to our side..
But as आप began your activities and I came to see आप और often...
I began to forget to take care of my own body...
This would have been the first time,and last,solo संगीत कार्यक्रम that I could have attented..
I'm sorry..sorry that I don't even have the strength to attend them now.
From the begining to the end...I प्यार आप all...I wanted to see you....
I have never said"Right now,it's Girls'Generation" to you....
And so from now on,as long as my eyes are open and I still breathe,I will keep regretting...
I am not sad that I may have to go to America...
आप guys are really famous now...no matter where I go,I can still hear news about you.
To you....I am just one of the hundreds of thousands of SONE...
In a संगीत कार्यक्रम arena,I am just one of the hundreds of SONE chanting for you....
On your birthday,I am just one of the hundreds of SONE लेखन letters to you...
Despite all that,I still like it all...
Because I feel your love...
I feel myself thinking so dearly of you,loving you...
Have I ever been a प्रशंसक of anything this much in my life?
In the precious little time I have left,will I stop being this much of a fan?
I don't think so.
आप know,even if I'm just one of
Hundreds of thousands...hundreds...I don't mind.
SONE who say"I प्यार आप all forever"....
These really are the amazing people...
I don't know if anyone else will see me like this,too....
But however I appeared...but SNSD!You...all आप need to know is this:
No matter where आप are,no matter what आप do...
We will be cheering आप on.
Congratulations on your सेकंड solo concert...and I hope that आप will stay healthy this year,too.
From,
a SONE among hundreds of thousands
