Please help ?!

I think that's wrong, I mean, आप can force yourself to act like you're straight, but that won't turn आप straight.
I know people sometimes is very disrespectful with us, and it depends even और of the place आप are in. But I think the only solution is accept yourself the way आप are, there's nothing bad on loving someone of your same gender. Things will get better, just be proud of who आप are. आप don't need to force yourself to be someone else, 'cause you're already amazing.
Whenever आप feel like talking, आप can send me a message :)

Honey NO!!! Just don't do this to yourself. Firstly, it's not gonna work, आप can pretend but आप can't change and it'll only make आप worse. Secondly, आप are perfect the way आप are and आप should be proud of yourself. Unfortunately, आप live on a world full of idiots and it doesn't matter if आप are LGTB या straight, beautiful या ugly, thin या fat, people will ALWAYS find something to judge you. So आप have to learn to प्यार yourself and accept who आप are. There isn't such thing like normal, everybody has its own personality, आप don't need to change who आप are. If someone tells आप something rude या annoying, don't accept it, answer him back, say something smart and they'll understand that आप don't take shit from anyone. I did that and it worked. I have problems of self-esteem, I try to प्यार myself and I understand how hard it can be, but आप don't have to give up. Sorry for answering so late, if आप are ok now this answer is probably useless to आप but nevermind, I hope I helped आप a little bit. :)

Look, I know how आप feel....my older brother is gay and he tried "being straight" and they just broke up a week पूर्व because it didn't work out.....he, then, realized that he needed to stay the way he is and he should trust himself and ignore others.....they are just judgemental....believe in yourself and if आप need an inspiration, try Adam Lambert....he can help you!

I do see that this is two months old, but I'm going to leave an answer just in case आप come back to it... I don't think any of that works at all. I'm sorry you're having such a rough time, but don't think आप have to change yourself. I can't offer much help, but I can wish आप luck.

Woah woah no thats not the answer i say Own What आप Are And Shout It Out.just ignore what they say and say Im gay, bi, या transgender and im proud of it and if u dont like it yall can किस my नितंब, गधा im happy the way i am deal with it.