ईमो

I feel dizzy,
But no pain,
My दिल is racing,
But I can't feel a thing,
The blood drips,
From my wrists to the floor
I begin to stumble,
आप reach the door,
Walking inside
आप see me bleeding,
आप want to help,
But I'll deny,
Saying:
Don't save me,
I want to die,
आप can't believe,
The words I just spoke,
But आप walk away,
Hurt,
आप return,
I'm still alive,
आप could help me,
But I cry,
I still don't want you
I never did,
Now leave me be,
I'm better off dead,
आप leave again,
Tears in your eyes,
आप loved me,
And आप were letting me die,
An घंटा later,
आप walk back in,
I'm lying on my bed,
Eyes staring blankly,
I watch you,
आप could have saved me,
If आप wanted to...