Pushing me
आप as good as well killed me
Nowhere left for me
आप were my last thread of faith
Desperate I will fall
I hear my name आप call
As I fall into ecstasy
I have been foresaken
My trust has been taken
आप expect a सेकंड chance
Well return my dignity
Desperate I will fall
I hear my name आप call
As I fall into ecstasy
This has brought me to my knees
I begin to plead
Before आप could say a word
I ended if for this world
Desperate I will fall
I hear my name आप call
As I fall into ecstasy
Your regret is
Overwhelming
No one left is
Understanding
Desperate आप will fall
Only my name आप call
As आप fall right past ecstasy
*guitar solo*
Desperate I will fall
I hear my name आप call
As I fall into ecstasy
Fall into ecstasy
Nothing but ecstasy
And ecstasy welcomes me!
Thank आप if आप read this all. Please टिप्पणी दे with suggestions!!! I'm working on गिटार notes but I'm और of a rock singer so help is welcome!
आप as good as well killed me
Nowhere left for me
आप were my last thread of faith
Desperate I will fall
I hear my name आप call
As I fall into ecstasy
I have been foresaken
My trust has been taken
आप expect a सेकंड chance
Well return my dignity
Desperate I will fall
I hear my name आप call
As I fall into ecstasy
This has brought me to my knees
I begin to plead
Before आप could say a word
I ended if for this world
Desperate I will fall
I hear my name आप call
As I fall into ecstasy
Your regret is
Overwhelming
No one left is
Understanding
Desperate आप will fall
Only my name आप call
As आप fall right past ecstasy
*guitar solo*
Desperate I will fall
I hear my name आप call
As I fall into ecstasy
Fall into ecstasy
Nothing but ecstasy
And ecstasy welcomes me!
Thank आप if आप read this all. Please टिप्पणी दे with suggestions!!! I'm working on गिटार notes but I'm और of a rock singer so help is welcome!
"Emo"
Okay i see many people here trying so hard to be "emo". WTH!! No there is no such thing as a "Emo kid". ईमो means:is a style of rock संगीत typically characterized द्वारा melodic musicianship and expressive. The Real definition for a "Emo Kid" Is "Scene." This is the style the "Emo Kids" Follow after But will call it "Emo" Because there "Emo." All आप have to do is be yourself.And if your "Emo" already cool for आप stay that way, don't change for anyone :) And if your not and "Emo" stay the way आप are. आप don't have to be "Emo", just be yourself!! :) Well I Must go...talk to all of आप later :)
So sue us we are emos,
but आप bitches do not know.
That we are as sharp as broken glass,
we'll kick your stupid ass.
आप say that we are bores,
at least we're not all whores.
आप girls have no brains,
we know who's going to win this game.
Its going to be us cos we're the best,
we're better than the rest.
We are the ईमो girls...
and we're gonna crush your cheerleading world!!!!!!!!!!
Hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!
but आप bitches do not know.
That we are as sharp as broken glass,
we'll kick your stupid ass.
आप say that we are bores,
at least we're not all whores.
आप girls have no brains,
we know who's going to win this game.
Its going to be us cos we're the best,
we're better than the rest.
We are the ईमो girls...
and we're gonna crush your cheerleading world!!!!!!!!!!
Hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!
I wont stop cos I wanna die.
To this world I will say bye-bye.
I'm lying on my bedroom floor.
I don't want to live anymore.
I want my life to come to an end.
My family hates me and I hate them.
My only फ्रेंड्स are emos too.
If आप don't like it then fuck you.
I never learn anything at school.
I hate the kids that are cool.
If आप don't like emos don't talk to me.
If I wanna be an ईमो that's what I'll be.
I self-harm and like doing art.
I like tearing other people's work apart.
I've never been in an actual fight.
I don't like the दिन but I like the night.
I wanna be my own boss when I grow up.
I've promised myself I'll never fall in love.
I'll only be happy when I succeed.
When I succed in making everyone's wrists bleed.
I wanna die द्वारा a sharp blade knife.
I wanna put an end to my life.
To this world I will say bye-bye.
I'm lying on my bedroom floor.
I don't want to live anymore.
I want my life to come to an end.
My family hates me and I hate them.
My only फ्रेंड्स are emos too.
If आप don't like it then fuck you.
I never learn anything at school.
I hate the kids that are cool.
If आप don't like emos don't talk to me.
If I wanna be an ईमो that's what I'll be.
I self-harm and like doing art.
I like tearing other people's work apart.
I've never been in an actual fight.
I don't like the दिन but I like the night.
I wanna be my own boss when I grow up.
I've promised myself I'll never fall in love.
I'll only be happy when I succeed.
When I succed in making everyone's wrists bleed.
I wanna die द्वारा a sharp blade knife.
I wanna put an end to my life.
I was walking to school one day.When i saw Jesse,Jim,Adam,Zane.They were talking about me.Then Jim run over to me and walk me to class.Then after school i walked घर alone.Then the अगला दिन Jim walked me to school.Then Jim got in a fight with the another boys.I tried to stop the fight.But Jim कहा Addie don't.I कहा ok.After the fight i took Jim to my house.I cleaned Jim's wounds.Then i took Jim to the hopital.When i got there it was to late Jim was dead.I cried hard on Adam.Adam कहा Addie i know how much आप miss jim.
Every emotion is running through me
My problems go on
Guys
School
Feelings
Parents
It all makes me depressed
These scars don't go away
There are always new ones
What can i do?
I cry
I get emotional
I cut
I tell friends
Nothing helps
All of it is like waves, drowning me
Until no breath is left
या like a person choking me
Still the breath leaves my दिल
My throat
My body
Drowning in thoughts
Lies and love
It's all part of my suffering
The metal that hits my wrist makes me tingle
It's my get away
And yet it's my enemy
It releases the pain that lives inside of me
To all the Emos out there....
Two slits on my wrists
To hide.
Two slits on my wrists
Whose blood subsides.
Leaving two scars on my wrists
Forever left behind.
Blood paints my skin,
As I cut away my sins,
Of hate and depression.
I feel pain for once,
That won't last long,
Because I sing my song,
Of death and pain,
With joy because I gain,
Peace...
I feel no love.
I feel no joy.
Only feelings of
The pull to destroy,
What is left of my soul,
Which is as dark as coal,
And end my life forever.
I toy with the minds,
Of people who find,
That I am not the same,
As I used to be.
And as I explain,
The tragedy,
That led to my change,
They recognize my life,
As unworthy.
So forever I sit,
Alone in this world,
Cutting away,
To my death,
Cutting away,
To my last breath.
Two slits on my wrists
To hide.
Two slits on my wrists
Whose blood subsides.
Leaving two scars on my wrists
Forever left behind.
Blood paints my skin,
As I cut away my sins,
Of hate and depression.
I feel pain for once,
That won't last long,
Because I sing my song,
Of death and pain,
With joy because I gain,
Peace...
I feel no love.
I feel no joy.
Only feelings of
The pull to destroy,
What is left of my soul,
Which is as dark as coal,
And end my life forever.
I toy with the minds,
Of people who find,
That I am not the same,
As I used to be.
And as I explain,
The tragedy,
That led to my change,
They recognize my life,
As unworthy.
So forever I sit,
Alone in this world,
Cutting away,
To my death,
Cutting away,
To my last breath.
Dear Obi,
It has been forever since i seen आप last. When will आप come home?
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Dear Lorrain,
I wish i could tell आप how i feel.
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Dear Obi,
why dont आप answer me back?
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Dear Lorrain,
Its hard to explain, i dont think i can make आप understand.
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Dear Obi,
why what is it आप want to say?
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Dear Lorrain,
I know we were फ्रेंड्स but i think i प्यार you.
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PS: Its about a boy who loves his best friend but she doesnt प्यार him back. I know its kind of an awkward thing but its just a beginning and i would like to know what आप think.
It has been forever since i seen आप last. When will आप come home?
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Dear Lorrain,
I wish i could tell आप how i feel.
[SEND] [DELETE]
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Dear Obi,
why dont आप answer me back?
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Dear Lorrain,
Its hard to explain, i dont think i can make आप understand.
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Dear Obi,
why what is it आप want to say?
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Dear Lorrain,
I know we were फ्रेंड्स but i think i प्यार you.
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Still I दिखाना No Pain
© Sarah
I don’t scream
I don’t दिखाना no fear
I दिखाना hate
My face was burning
I wanted to die
Pleasure themselves
But torture me
I don’t cry
Not giving them the satisfaction
Smacked around
Beat down
Still I दिखाना now pain
Harder and Harder
Still I दिखाना no pain
Cursing
Still I दिखाना no pain
Inside me
Still I दिखाना no pain
About 2 hours
Felt like a life time
Everything they hoped for they didn’t get
Until I got home
I cried my eyes out
In the shower
I cried my eyes out
On my bed
I cried my eyes out
Best फ्रेंड्स shoulder
I cried my eyes out
When ever I think about it
I cry my eyes out
When someone touches me
I feel it again
Until I’m aware that its someone I love
And I grow comfortable again
Source: Still I दिखाना No Pain, Rape Poems link
© Sarah
I don’t scream
I don’t दिखाना no fear
I दिखाना hate
My face was burning
I wanted to die
Pleasure themselves
But torture me
I don’t cry
Not giving them the satisfaction
Smacked around
Beat down
Still I दिखाना now pain
Harder and Harder
Still I दिखाना no pain
Cursing
Still I दिखाना no pain
Inside me
Still I दिखाना no pain
About 2 hours
Felt like a life time
Everything they hoped for they didn’t get
Until I got home
I cried my eyes out
In the shower
I cried my eyes out
On my bed
I cried my eyes out
Best फ्रेंड्स shoulder
I cried my eyes out
When ever I think about it
I cry my eyes out
When someone touches me
I feel it again
Until I’m aware that its someone I love
And I grow comfortable again
Source: Still I दिखाना No Pain, Rape Poems link
I know it's cheesy, but i have no other way to put it
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आप see me cry,
आप see me bleed,
आप see my hurt,
so why wont आप talk to me?
आप see me look at आप when आप walk by,
when you're not looking, i sit and cry.
How does it feel,
when the one आप love,
thinks you're a freak?
You're the person,
that makes me smile,
but also make me sad,
and when आप smile,
at that other girl,
why does it hurt so bad?
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Tell me, are आप in प्यार with someone who thinks you're weird? Tell me..... Please, because when he walks द्वारा me, I feel like my world is falling apart because he doesnt even like me back :'(
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आप see me cry,
आप see me bleed,
आप see my hurt,
so why wont आप talk to me?
आप see me look at आप when आप walk by,
when you're not looking, i sit and cry.
How does it feel,
when the one आप love,
thinks you're a freak?
You're the person,
that makes me smile,
but also make me sad,
and when आप smile,
at that other girl,
why does it hurt so bad?
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Tell me, are आप in प्यार with someone who thinks you're weird? Tell me..... Please, because when he walks द्वारा me, I feel like my world is falling apart because he doesnt even like me back :'(
(The Ones I love) My Family
I remember when we first met
And I remember आप smiling
Can it be true?
That one day
आप would be my everything
I remember growing up
I remember the laughter that we shared
And remember आप taught me
to seize the moment
and one दिन I will prove to आप and me
Can't be right
All m life you've been there for me
And I don't know what I'll do
When आप leave me in the end
But I wish we could just
Stay together forever
But I know that one day
You'll have to leave me all the same
I wonder if आप know
How much I प्यार you
And beleive that every word is true
You've watched me grow up strong
And I know it might seem wrong
But you've earned your rest
So rest your head and dream for me
Can't be right
All my life you've been there for me
And I don't know what I'll do
When आप leave me in the end
But I wish we could just
stay together forever
But I know that one दिन
You'll leavev me all the same
I remember when we first met
And I remember आप smiling
Can it be true?
That one day
आप would be my everything
I remember growing up
I remember the laughter that we shared
And remember आप taught me
to seize the moment
and one दिन I will prove to आप and me
Can't be right
All m life you've been there for me
And I don't know what I'll do
When आप leave me in the end
But I wish we could just
Stay together forever
But I know that one day
You'll have to leave me all the same
I wonder if आप know
How much I प्यार you
And beleive that every word is true
You've watched me grow up strong
And I know it might seem wrong
But you've earned your rest
So rest your head and dream for me
Can't be right
All my life you've been there for me
And I don't know what I'll do
When आप leave me in the end
But I wish we could just
stay together forever
But I know that one दिन
You'll leavev me all the same
I only just started cutting and I haven't told anyone about it yet.....I don't want people thinking I'm doin it for attention I'm doing it because of stuff that happened with my mum and dad...I'm also doing it because this boy that I like that did like me has apparently been using me and he's been breaking me दिल द्वारा saying he loves me but then he went to my best friend...this one guy has made me cry so much and now I'm doing this to my self I don't want to do it but I cant help it. I just don't want people thinking that I'm doing this for attention I don't even want to tell anyone but I don't just want to keep it inside me I need to tell my best friend but I don't want to hurt her because she does cut as well and it really hurt me when she told me she cut and know I do it 😞😢
I Remember
© Jennifer
I remember the way it felt
when आप where on चोटी, शीर्ष of me
It was like आप controlled me
Your forced yourself in
So I gave up & let आप win
I remember the way आप looked at me
when I कहा NO
It was like आप wanted to दिखाना आप were in control
आप pushed harder
and I tried to say no again
आप covered my mouth
so I gave up & let आप win.
I remember the sounds आप made.
It was like आप enjoyed it too much to care.
there were other people there
I should of yelled for them
But I was too ashamed; too afraid
they wouldn't believe me
या say it was my fault
I remember everything आप did
But don't worry your secrets safe
I'm still afraid.
Nobody will believe me
So I give up and I guess आप win.
© Jennifer
I remember the way it felt
when आप where on चोटी, शीर्ष of me
It was like आप controlled me
Your forced yourself in
So I gave up & let आप win
I remember the way आप looked at me
when I कहा NO
It was like आप wanted to दिखाना आप were in control
आप pushed harder
and I tried to say no again
आप covered my mouth
so I gave up & let आप win.
I remember the sounds आप made.
It was like आप enjoyed it too much to care.
there were other people there
I should of yelled for them
But I was too ashamed; too afraid
they wouldn't believe me
या say it was my fault
I remember everything आप did
But don't worry your secrets safe
I'm still afraid.
Nobody will believe me
So I give up and I guess आप win.
Sanctuary
Fate has caused me all this pain
Inside I bare these scars
That will not heal
Please help me feel
All the प्यार I was denied
I've tried to find sanctuary in myself
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise या will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
This curse inflicted upon my heart
Has gone and left me all alone
No one can justify
The cruelty i've known
Will I ever be the same again?
I've tried to find the sanctuary in myself
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise या will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
Is this the answer to all thay is real?
Can pain really be love?
Is life too cruel to feel?
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise या will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
Fate has caused me all this pain
Inside I bare these scars
That will not heal
Please help me feel
All the प्यार I was denied
I've tried to find sanctuary in myself
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise या will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
This curse inflicted upon my heart
Has gone and left me all alone
No one can justify
The cruelty i've known
Will I ever be the same again?
I've tried to find the sanctuary in myself
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise या will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
Is this the answer to all thay is real?
Can pain really be love?
Is life too cruel to feel?
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise या will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
