Duncans P.O.V

I sat down eating my breakfast on a no-challenge दिन with the sun shining on my face. I sighed.
"Whats wrong Duncan?" Beth asked me.
"i miss her." I said,
"You mean Courtney?" she asked, i nodded.
"But आप voted her off" She कहा with disbelief.
"I know but,*sigh* I cant stop thinking about her, and besides...She can live her life happily without me dragging her down." I said. Beth was about to say something when Chris came in and कहा "Duncan some people are here to see you, and they have a video thing they need to दिखाना you."
"Ok" i कहा as i got up. i walked outside and emideatly got yelled at.
"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?!" Bridgette and Gwen yelled at me at thew same time.
"What?" I कहा CLEARLY confused.
"Come with us! NOW!!!" They both yelled angrilly again. They took me to a room in Chris' trailer and put a video in his tv. It showed Courtney walking into the रसोई, रसोईघर and getting a knife. she slide to the floor crying. SHE CUT HERSELF!!! she कहा "I deserve this! I dont know what i did wrong but i shouldn't be here! I should be dead!"
Then Gwen and Bridgette came in and gasps as she cut herself.
Authors note!! Ok so im just gonna skip to the end cuz i dont wanna repeat this stuff
It cut to the end, and i was so close to crying. I felt the Lump in my throat, and i could NOT swallow. I looked at Gwen and Bridgette and they were looking at me angrilly crying.
"Look at what आप caused!!!" Bridgette कहा between crys. I thought for a minute. She loves me? But then Gwen broke into my thoughts and said
"We checked on her this morning. She has cuts all the way from her hand to where her elbow is, ON BOTH ARMS!!" She could barley say any of she was crying so much. "Yea and now she's off to wherever the hell shes going." Bridgette cryed.
"Well i didn't mean for this to happen!" I कहा Almost crying.
"WELL IT DID!!" They yelled at me at the same time.
"Hey! I didnt PURPOSLY do this! I didnt think this was going to happen and i didnt want it either!! If anything आप shouldnt even be yelling at me! I should be crying और than आप two!" I yelled. I was sad and mad at the same time.
"THEN WHY ARENT YOU?" the yelled.
"I cant!" I said. I ran. I ran to my trailer and locked the door. I layed face आगे on the बिस्तर and cryed.

MeanWhile

Courtneys P.O.V

I got in the limo to go to town and the driver asked "Where to Miss. Courtney?"
"Just To downtown and i'll call आप to pick me up later." I कहा politly.
"Yes ma'am" he कहा with a smile. About ten मिनटों later he stopped and let me out. "Thank you" I said.
"Your welcome" He कहा once और with a smile.
I walked around for a little bit til i got to a clothes store. I walked in and bought all black, red, and purple clothes. I changed into a pair of black skinny jeans with a black shirt. On the black कमीज, शर्ट it कहा 'Slowly dieing inside.'
I got to a hair salon and died my hair black with purple and red streaks. As soon as that got done i went to a tattoo parlor and got a tattoo in the middle of my boobs. Its a Dark red broken heart.
After that i walked back to downdown and called the driver. A Few मिनटों later he showed up. I got in and he कहा "Nice Look Miss.Courtney"
"Why thank you" I said. Ten मिनटों later we got back and i got out. "Thank you!" I said. I gave him a 50.
"Oh Miss.Courtney I cant accept this!" He said
"Well to bad your keeping it!" I कहा playfully.
"No Miss.Courtney"
"A,a,a, Nope u keep it!" i कहा playfully again but ran away before he could say anything. I walked in and everyone gasped. My mood changed from happy to anger.
"What?" i कहा irritated.
"What the hell did आप do?!?!" Someone asked. I couldn't tell cuz everyone was asking me stuff. I couldn't take it.
"JUST STOP! STOP! SHUT UP!!!" I yelled and went to the रसोई, रसोईघर and made my self a sandwich. I was in middle of eating it when Gwen and Bridgette came in.
"Ohmigosh!" They both कहा at the same time.
"What did आप do?" Bridgette asked.
"I changed duh!" I said
"I Luv It!" Gwen said
"Well i hate it" Bridgette almost yelled.
"Whatever, Dont listen to her Courtney. आप look great" Gwen said.
"Uh thanks Gwen." I said. My phone rang.
"Well i gotta take this so cya" I said. i walked to my room and answered the phone
"Hello?" I said
"Uh हे Courtney."
I gasped.
Its Duncan.