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 I लॉस्ट a bet...
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I लॉस्ट a bet with my brother... and this is my end of the deal.. ha, ha, ha sorry Ellen
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posted by BooBooBear981
Mourning souls of the disappearing
Slowly thoughts fill my mind
As my end seems to be nearing

I knew this दिन would come someday
But why right here and now?
And leaving soon, to my dismay

As tears streak down my face
I finally whisper good-bye
As i feel like a rose, clocked in black lace

As I tried to cover my depression
In which I truly lacked
It's very hard to break
Something that has already been cracked

As if my sadness came alive
I still have और to dread
They always कहा "Time will heal all wounds"
But what if I'm already dead
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What we see on the outside is nothing like what's really going on inside...
We all have storys and secrets we never या don't want to tell...
Like the girl who crys herself to sleep every night and cuts herself...

Anna

I hear him calling out my name in the night whispers,
I was so पोस्टेड to die he says to me
And I'm beginning to believe him.
I didn't do anything to help
I sat back and watched he slowly fad away
And now I'm sitting here crying over him wishing I was him and he was me...
Because these scars prove that my life is coming to an end

Or what about the girl who's beaten and won't tell anyone......
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posted by allicyn1234
He can't see me
He can't feel me,
Touch me,
Kiss me,

I am gone,
Without
His touch,
His kiss,
Lost forever,
In this never ending maze,
I wander,
Alone,
Forever,
Lost,

He cannot see me,
He can't feel me,
Touch me,
Kiss me,
Anymore,

But I can see him,
And he cries over my lifeless forgotten body,
He knows the pain I've felt,
When I did walk the ground,

I can see him
He must हटाइए on,
He tells himself,
Good.

He must हटाइए on,
My work is done,
Forget me,
leave me,
Abandon me,
Walk...
Away....

And years pass,
Tears fade,
Confidence grows,
And spirits heal,
Just as I fade away...

And he walks away,
A new girl at his side,
Pain...
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posted by malmcd
Beautiful
Angle
Hurt
Pain
Love
Heartbroken
Shine
Peace
Harmony
Joy
Truth
Death
Silence
Hate
Gay
Care
Kind
Forget
Forgive
Amazing
Potential
Interests
Changing
Violent
Alone
Corruption
Crime
Disappointed
Rejected
Loveless
Feared
Hunted
Inspired
Twisted
Life
Memories
Jerk
Heartless
Hell
Heaven
Never
Leave
Hope
Abused
Cracked
Kiss
Tired
Fat
Harm
Scared
Fear
Murder
Killer
Tears
Blood
Scars
Nothing
Gone
Lost
Forever
Ended.

What do these words mean to you?
What do they make आप fell?
Do आप know pain?
Because I do.
And what gives आप the right to say that आप have when आप haven't?
Because real pain is hard to get over?
If you'd felt pain you'd know how I fell...

Fierce & Love
Poem Girl
It disappoints me how people think
it's demeaning and disgusting for one
to प्यार their own gender. How we
are encased and suffocated द्वारा the
chains of society's realms.

We have been brought up to believe
that a problematic equation would
be a gender in addition to the same
gender – that it is ''weird'' for one
to embark on a relationship with
the same gender because it screams
and shrieks of abnormality.

I despise how people refer to being
''homosexual'' या a ''lesbian'' to be
disgraceful. The irony strikes me that
for a society that claims to be ''accepting,''
we have not made any progress
whatsoever in terms...
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posted by malmcd
Here's a song!


~It starts with a soft piano~


~A girls voice~

I'm not a stranger,
No I am yours.
I'm crippled with anger,
As the tears drip on the floor
Of happy never ever ending's begin.

I'm a fragile frame aged,
With misery.
And when are eyes meet,
I hope that you'll see what pain I'm in.

~Chorus~

I'm tired of felling afraid,
I do not want to die inside just to breath in.
I'm tired of felling so numb.

I believe,
A live of pain a no worry.
Exist when,
I am,
Cut,

~Piano~

................
.........
....
..
.

I may seem crazy या painfully shy,
But these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you'd just look me in the eye.

I fell...
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posted by allicyn1234
1. Falling in love

2. Laughing so hard your face hurts

3. Hot showers... :)

4. No lines at the movies!

5. A 'special' glance

6. Getting mail from my homies in Texas:D

7. Taking a drive on a pretty road

8. Hearing your प्रिय song on the radio

9. Lying in बिस्तर listening to the rain outside

10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer... After the hot शावर, शॉवर >:)

11. चॉकलेट milkshakes

12. Bubble baths

13. Giggling!!! ^^

14. दिवास्वप्न to the point, आप don't realize you've been sitting there for hours,

15. The beach

16. Finding a बिना सोचे समझे 20 dollar bill in your pocket

17. Laughing at yourself

18. Looking into...
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posted by malmcd
Slowly
Steady
Drip and Drop
My blood falls from
My Arm
दिल Break
दिल Ach
Dreams slowly begin to disappear
As my head fells dizzy
And my mind is clear
All my thoughts and fellings are but aside
To see what it fells like on the other side.
Slowly
Steady
The light begins to fad away
From my purple blue eyes
Memories haunt me
Never letting go
Promise's are broken as tears fall on the floor
Slowly
Steady
I see the end is coming soon...
Slowly
Steady
I fear no light lives on the side I'm going to...
Slowly
Steady
I promise not to forget to say I प्यार you...
Slowly
Steady
I mit be dark yet light and confussing but please don't give up on me...
Drip...
Drop...
Drip...
Drop...
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"Goodbye Sasha," Sinseta opens the box and the purple lights flow through me terror makes me vision blur but the it's gone. All black.

I throw myself up, breathing hard and I look around. The same walls of Cloudtower greet me. Great, a dream. I hug my knees close to me and then another disturbing thought comes to mind. What if it's not a dream? I push that thought away and slowly place my feet on the floor. Walking up to the window the terror of the dream starts to wear off and I peer up at the night sky. It always seems to calm me, expessially when the moon is at it's fullest like tonight....
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They wind blow across his face making his skin fell like ice. He looked at his sister in her winter कोट all bundled up and with her boats tied up.
    “Emma remember even if they don’t pick me and they pick आप don’t make a fuss about it just go.” His voice sounded so serious but in the inside he was praying that it would come to that.
    “But I don’t want to go with out you!” Her eyes began to look watery and sad. He could look in her eyes because those eyes would be the end of him and he would give in.
    “But you...
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This is a song that’s based of off Darkanthia the kingdom of dark magic



~In the beginning there;s a पियानो and a little girls voice talking~


Have आप ever thought of a place with no light and filled with darkness and evil. I have and this place is real...will आप शामिल होइए me?


~Dark voice singing~



I invite आप to a place where there is no such thing as light
And every creature and person try’s to change your state of mind
And the girl who took the Gem shot the ऐरो and trimmed the Rose
Has created her own mad world that will eat her whole

I dare आप to stand outside your comfort
And see see how darkness...
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