i.
a girl’s feet will tangle yours under sheets आप just bought for a night like this. the price tag is still glued to the plastic wrapping stuffed underneath the bed. her feet are frigid and feel like frostbite against your legs when आप fall asleep, but they’re like mittens roasted over a आग when the sun blinks through the curtains.
ii.
a girl’s legs are taut and thick. they’re flexible and enclose आप in a straightjacket at 2 am when they knot around your waist and pull आप just a little closer. if she’s still sleeping, it’s even better.
iii.
her thighs will make आप forget about your calculus homework and your french exam. they will make आप forget about your father’s affair या your best friend’s disorders. they will make आप forget your name and they will make आप forget who आप are without them. hold them as tight as आप can. i promise, she loves it.
iv.
when आप were in fourth grade, they taught आप stop, drop, and roll at the sign of a fire. when you’re in her bedroom on the सेकंड floor, her quivering hips will trick-start a similar आग in your teeth, and you’re going to want to listen to your fourth grade teacher, but don’t. if आप stop, whatever it may be that you’re doing, she might kill you.
v.
so in health class, they’re supposed to teach आप that your hands will never fit somewhere like they will on a girl’s waist. it doesn’t matter if it’s wide and soft, या small and hard. your hands will adapt to her waist like the दिल to your blood. they’ll feel as natural as fingers on an instrument.
vi.
sometimes आप can see her ribs; sometimes आप can’t. they flicker like an old grainy movie under her skin, and they feel like sharp magma in your palms. they’re structure — they protect her. hold her there if आप want her to feel like this house isn’t caving in on herself.
vii.
her chest. promise her you’d never want anything और या anything less. if आप don’t mean it, stop reading, and find someone else.
viii.
taste her collarbone. dip in the crevices and valleys and plant trees at the bottom. root down, cherish the nature, and never ever underestimate a girl’s collarbones. they’re a place to sleep when its -11 outside. write scripts on her collarbone. they are forever.
ix.
if आप don’t know blueprints to her neck with your eyes closed from tracing it with your mouth, you’re doing it wrong. learn it. memorize it. आप better know her pulse like counting with your dominant hand. किस it like it’s her mouth. her neck will change over time, yes. but make sure आप can change with it.
x.
किस her before she brushes her teeth. make fun of her morning breath. किस her after, and make fun of the flavor of her toothpaste. किस her when she’s angry and throwing the vase your mother bought her, and किस her when she can’t stand and she bubbles over with tears like hot water. किस her if she’s laughing and tell her it’s because she makes आप happy. किस her if she won’t stop talking because आप want to taste her voice. किस her when she isn’t talking because आप miss it. किस her in the शावर, शॉवर and किस her everywhere. if it’s raining, किस her, and किस her again when she calls आप a cliche. किस her in public because आप want them all to know, and किस her in private because आप don’t need them to either. god, just किस her on the mouth. nothing else matters. just fucking किस her
a girl’s feet will tangle yours under sheets आप just bought for a night like this. the price tag is still glued to the plastic wrapping stuffed underneath the bed. her feet are frigid and feel like frostbite against your legs when आप fall asleep, but they’re like mittens roasted over a आग when the sun blinks through the curtains.
ii.
a girl’s legs are taut and thick. they’re flexible and enclose आप in a straightjacket at 2 am when they knot around your waist and pull आप just a little closer. if she’s still sleeping, it’s even better.
iii.
her thighs will make आप forget about your calculus homework and your french exam. they will make आप forget about your father’s affair या your best friend’s disorders. they will make आप forget your name and they will make आप forget who आप are without them. hold them as tight as आप can. i promise, she loves it.
iv.
when आप were in fourth grade, they taught आप stop, drop, and roll at the sign of a fire. when you’re in her bedroom on the सेकंड floor, her quivering hips will trick-start a similar आग in your teeth, and you’re going to want to listen to your fourth grade teacher, but don’t. if आप stop, whatever it may be that you’re doing, she might kill you.
v.
so in health class, they’re supposed to teach आप that your hands will never fit somewhere like they will on a girl’s waist. it doesn’t matter if it’s wide and soft, या small and hard. your hands will adapt to her waist like the दिल to your blood. they’ll feel as natural as fingers on an instrument.
vi.
sometimes आप can see her ribs; sometimes आप can’t. they flicker like an old grainy movie under her skin, and they feel like sharp magma in your palms. they’re structure — they protect her. hold her there if आप want her to feel like this house isn’t caving in on herself.
vii.
her chest. promise her you’d never want anything और या anything less. if आप don’t mean it, stop reading, and find someone else.
viii.
taste her collarbone. dip in the crevices and valleys and plant trees at the bottom. root down, cherish the nature, and never ever underestimate a girl’s collarbones. they’re a place to sleep when its -11 outside. write scripts on her collarbone. they are forever.
ix.
if आप don’t know blueprints to her neck with your eyes closed from tracing it with your mouth, you’re doing it wrong. learn it. memorize it. आप better know her pulse like counting with your dominant hand. किस it like it’s her mouth. her neck will change over time, yes. but make sure आप can change with it.
x.
किस her before she brushes her teeth. make fun of her morning breath. किस her after, and make fun of the flavor of her toothpaste. किस her when she’s angry and throwing the vase your mother bought her, and किस her when she can’t stand and she bubbles over with tears like hot water. किस her if she’s laughing and tell her it’s because she makes आप happy. किस her if she won’t stop talking because आप want to taste her voice. किस her when she isn’t talking because आप miss it. किस her in the शावर, शॉवर and किस her everywhere. if it’s raining, किस her, and किस her again when she calls आप a cliche. किस her in public because आप want them all to know, and किस her in private because आप don’t need them to either. god, just किस her on the mouth. nothing else matters. just fucking किस her
The one girl in my life,
the one who I dream.
She takes away the knife,
no matter how much it seems.
At the moment my दिल is in one piece,
It would be broken the मिनट आप leave.
I would die for you,
but would आप die for me?
I could never be warmer inside आप see..
The one girl in my life,
the one who I dream.
She takes away the knife,
no matter how much it seems.
So I might walk away..
I heard it might not be the same..
I often wonder what's the truth,
what's a lie and what to do.
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok?
I will continue hope to see what happens this Saturday..
The one girl in my life,
the one who I dream.
She takes away the knife,
no matter how much it seems.
When a दिल breaks, it wouldn't break even,
I am only just alive! I am barely breathing!
If आप are this girl,
I couldn't of asked for someone better than you, Dinu...
the one who I dream.
She takes away the knife,
no matter how much it seems.
At the moment my दिल is in one piece,
It would be broken the मिनट आप leave.
I would die for you,
but would आप die for me?
I could never be warmer inside आप see..
The one girl in my life,
the one who I dream.
She takes away the knife,
no matter how much it seems.
So I might walk away..
I heard it might not be the same..
I often wonder what's the truth,
what's a lie and what to do.
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok?
I will continue hope to see what happens this Saturday..
The one girl in my life,
the one who I dream.
She takes away the knife,
no matter how much it seems.
When a दिल breaks, it wouldn't break even,
I am only just alive! I am barely breathing!
If आप are this girl,
I couldn't of asked for someone better than you, Dinu...