हे Guys, It's me , Ellen.
And here, this is where I feel like I am family.
I feel like I don't ever belong. But when I'm with आप guys, It's like I'm... Welcome.
I think I am hideous but my फ्रेंड्स say otherwise.
I may be the one that tries to cheer everyone up at school but I have my own problems too.
I am going through a really tough time right know and it is a struggle to be OKAY. I am sorry about complaining about my problems like this but it just makes me feel better to tell आप guys. I need to tell आप guys something very important. I may not be the most depressed person but i sure as hell am not the strongest. I am weak and I will acknowledge that but I cannot take in all of the pain and suffering that is going on in your life. I am weak like that. I am incredibly sorry if I offended you. EVER. But i did not come here to point fingers. I came here to say THANK YOU. Thank आप all for putting up with my weirdness (Mallory and Alli) and my complaints, and my stories. Thank आप for being there at my hardest points in time, Thank आप for shedding a tear for me. Thank आप for being my sister या brother when I needed it most. Thank आप for being my guardian एंजल regardless of what i have done. Thank आप for staying द्वारा my side. Thank आप for making me laugh, for making me cry. Thank आप for letting me be me and thank आप for welcoming me. Thank आप for taking me in when it was raining outside. Thank आप for pulling me out of black hole of worries, sadness and depression. Thank आप for standing up for me like an older sibling. But most of all. THANK आप FOR BEING MY DREAM FAMILY. I प्यार you. And Thank you...
Especially Alli, Sydney, Mallory, Annie, SG, and Daniel. I प्यार आप guys and I don't know what i would do without आप in my life.
Sincerly,
A heartfelt Writer. Ellen Love~
And here, this is where I feel like I am family.
I feel like I don't ever belong. But when I'm with आप guys, It's like I'm... Welcome.
I think I am hideous but my फ्रेंड्स say otherwise.
I may be the one that tries to cheer everyone up at school but I have my own problems too.
I am going through a really tough time right know and it is a struggle to be OKAY. I am sorry about complaining about my problems like this but it just makes me feel better to tell आप guys. I need to tell आप guys something very important. I may not be the most depressed person but i sure as hell am not the strongest. I am weak and I will acknowledge that but I cannot take in all of the pain and suffering that is going on in your life. I am weak like that. I am incredibly sorry if I offended you. EVER. But i did not come here to point fingers. I came here to say THANK YOU. Thank आप all for putting up with my weirdness (Mallory and Alli) and my complaints, and my stories. Thank आप for being there at my hardest points in time, Thank आप for shedding a tear for me. Thank आप for being my sister या brother when I needed it most. Thank आप for being my guardian एंजल regardless of what i have done. Thank आप for staying द्वारा my side. Thank आप for making me laugh, for making me cry. Thank आप for letting me be me and thank आप for welcoming me. Thank आप for taking me in when it was raining outside. Thank आप for pulling me out of black hole of worries, sadness and depression. Thank आप for standing up for me like an older sibling. But most of all. THANK आप FOR BEING MY DREAM FAMILY. I प्यार you. And Thank you...
Especially Alli, Sydney, Mallory, Annie, SG, and Daniel. I प्यार आप guys and I don't know what i would do without आप in my life.
Sincerly,
A heartfelt Writer. Ellen Love~
The song of the sparrow -chapter 2 (part 1)
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Ashia grabbed her bags as she headed to Alfea on Nokia's back. Nokia, as her dragon,was apart of her. If he shed a tear then she sheds a tear. Ashia held on tight.Nokia took flight and landed at Alfea safely. Ashia grabbed her bags and walked to Miss.Faragonda.She talks to Miss.Faragonda and goes to her room 43.
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Part1
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Ashia grabbed her bags as she headed to Alfea on Nokia's back. Nokia, as her dragon,was apart of her. If he shed a tear then she sheds a tear. Ashia held on tight.Nokia took flight and landed at Alfea safely. Ashia grabbed her bags and walked to Miss.Faragonda.She talks to Miss.Faragonda and goes to her room 43.
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Part1
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I smile, after being beaten senslessly द्वारा people I once loved.
I smile, when I'm locked outside in the rain for hours
I smile, when my boyfriend lies to me
I smile, as people laugh at me for being different
I smile, when my parents fight
I smile, when I'm called broken
I smile, when I cry
I smile, as people call me names even satan wouldn't dare to say
I smile, as my world crashes down on me
I smile, to hide the sharp pain biting my soul
I smile, for YOU.
Do आप know what this means?
Do आप know how it fells?
Who are आप to to say these things?
For आप don't know there story या life,
आप know nothing.
आप know no pain,
For आप are pain.
आप know no hurt.
For आप are hurt.
And who are आप to say I am no one?
Because I am.
I am me
And nothing can change that...
Fierce & Love
Poem Girl
I smile, when I'm locked outside in the rain for hours
I smile, when my boyfriend lies to me
I smile, as people laugh at me for being different
I smile, when my parents fight
I smile, when I'm called broken
I smile, when I cry
I smile, as people call me names even satan wouldn't dare to say
I smile, as my world crashes down on me
I smile, to hide the sharp pain biting my soul
I smile, for YOU.
Do आप know what this means?
Do आप know how it fells?
Who are आप to to say these things?
For आप don't know there story या life,
आप know nothing.
आप know no pain,
For आप are pain.
आप know no hurt.
For आप are hurt.
And who are आप to say I am no one?
Because I am.
I am me
And nothing can change that...
Fierce & Love
Poem Girl
Within the furthest reaches of the दिल lies those desires whose name one dares no speak. So seductive, so intoxicating, so indulgent, our most private passions burn at the molten core of our being, luring us to the very highest of ecstasy to the depths of despair. Through the ages, the words impassioned प्रेमी have transformed a virginal sheet of paper into a sanctuary for a restless heart. Each of the pages in this journal awaits the expression of your own desires- Unedited, Undiluted, Uninhibited.... Abandon yourself....
~IF आप DARE~
~IF आप DARE~