This is a little thing I put together about what happened, and I never want to happen again...
She smiles,
So beutiful,
But not in her eyes,
For every day,
I count
One
Two Three.
Three new marks,
That cover her arms,
And I pleadd
No no, please your so much better!
But she dosn't listen,
And it makes me sick
That she dosn't see the beauty
Blonde hair
Blue eyes
But not just on the outside
She'll never tell आप she loves baseball
And can sing,
Like she was born too
And she has a pretty heart
With an amazing soul to match
I beg and beg because she dosn't realize
She has everything
That i have ever wanted
But the अगला दिन she comes back
One
Two
Three
Four
Five
When will it stop!
Because she dosn't know how much it hurts
Like she's not cutting her arm
But my heart
One
Two
Three
Four
Five
Six
Eventually it will break
And so will I
Sometimes I hate how much I care
Because I get crushed too much
I wish I could care for every soul
But it would be broken
One
Two
Three
Four
Crack
Crack
Snap
Maybe I should stop caring
But I can't
Because if I don't
Wh will?
Bullies
The Bullied
There's barely any median,
Exept for me,
And I'm not alone,
But it hurts knowing आप try so hard and it's never enough
Because every cut,
Every word and I feel
Crack
Crack
Crack
When will it snap?
And leave me
All
Alone
In this
Big
Lonely
World
She smiles,
So beutiful,
But not in her eyes,
For every day,
I count
One
Two Three.
Three new marks,
That cover her arms,
And I pleadd
No no, please your so much better!
But she dosn't listen,
And it makes me sick
That she dosn't see the beauty
Blonde hair
Blue eyes
But not just on the outside
She'll never tell आप she loves baseball
And can sing,
Like she was born too
And she has a pretty heart
With an amazing soul to match
I beg and beg because she dosn't realize
She has everything
That i have ever wanted
But the अगला दिन she comes back
One
Two
Three
Four
Five
When will it stop!
Because she dosn't know how much it hurts
Like she's not cutting her arm
But my heart
One
Two
Three
Four
Five
Six
Eventually it will break
And so will I
Sometimes I hate how much I care
Because I get crushed too much
I wish I could care for every soul
But it would be broken
One
Two
Three
Four
Crack
Crack
Snap
Maybe I should stop caring
But I can't
Because if I don't
Wh will?
Bullies
The Bullied
There's barely any median,
Exept for me,
And I'm not alone,
But it hurts knowing आप try so hard and it's never enough
Because every cut,
Every word and I feel
Crack
Crack
Crack
When will it snap?
And leave me
All
Alone
In this
Big
Lonely
World
Dear Self
What if आप don’t wake up tomorrow?
What if this is your last दिन on this earth?
What if that two मिनट conversation आप had with your mother two hours ago, was the last time आप ever spoke to her?
What if आप never ever would hear him laugh, see his smile या talk to him ever again?
What if आप later this night take your last breath?
What then?
Would आप be proud of the life आप have lived?
Will आप regret something that आप did या did not say?
Would आप be proud of how people would remember you?
Would आप regret not taking और chances, या not telling him what आप really feel for him?
I see a world of darkness and my hands are shaking..
My legs are numb..
My eyes heavy..
My दिल racing..
Blacking out..
Will pills in my hands..
Hoping that they'll end the pain and I'll sleep forever..
Maybe this will be my last goodbye..
My final breath..
What if आप don’t wake up tomorrow?
What if this is your last दिन on this earth?
What if that two मिनट conversation आप had with your mother two hours ago, was the last time आप ever spoke to her?
What if आप never ever would hear him laugh, see his smile या talk to him ever again?
What if आप later this night take your last breath?
What then?
Would आप be proud of the life आप have lived?
Will आप regret something that आप did या did not say?
Would आप be proud of how people would remember you?
Would आप regret not taking और chances, या not telling him what आप really feel for him?
I see a world of darkness and my hands are shaking..
My legs are numb..
My eyes heavy..
My दिल racing..
Blacking out..
Will pills in my hands..
Hoping that they'll end the pain and I'll sleep forever..
Maybe this will be my last goodbye..
My final breath..
