My life so far has been...different. My dad left me and my mom when I was two. But something great came out of that I got an amazing new dad named Bill who we now know has dementia but we'll make it through...My brother is a junior in collage and I can't believe I'm saying this but I प्यार him so. My mom is a nurse she's been married twice before Bill there going to get married lets hope soon! I प्यार जानवर but I don't have any right now because my kitten got run over द्वारा a car two days before my birthday..I found out she died the दिन after my birthday...all I wanted that साल for my birthday was to she her again.I have had ten मछली what can I say there not a real pet but I guess I'm the मछली killer! Now let me tell आप a little और about me...
Love- I प्यार my फ्रेंड्स here on फैन्पॉप
Alli I hope आप never stop wrighting and believing in yourself आप are Beautiful brown hair in all! आप great soul and I hope that boy या your फ्रेंड्स don't break it...P.S आप tell them that I कहा that and maybe he'll remember to say HI!
Maria You've been through a lot so haven't I but you'll make it through all the pain and hurt and दिल break...you are strong and no one can break you! Your beautiful and one दिन आप will see the light behind the darkness
Hate- When people talk bad about other people...it makes me sick! I've been bullied,called names. But the then that I hate most and the worst I've every been talked about is द्वारा parents...Yes parents not kids. When I didn't know about my whole eye problem I had bad balance and I was a bad dancer...they would talk about me in the waiting room at dance about how I wound never be as good as the daughter या how I wound never be a good dancer. But look at me now...I'm on a dance team making my way to a solo! And I want those moms to know something...
I Heard Every Word...
Now think about that before आप talk bad about something because the person your talking about always ends up hearing it.
Love/Hate- My life and how I look. I don't believe that I'm that pretty. When I look in the mirror I see a girl with big blue eyes and thick eye brows, and pale skin with a couple of freckles. A sort of big nose...and big round lips the go down like a frown. And I see uunmanageable hair that goes ten different ways. प्यार the color of my hair ever changing but I just wish it wasn't so fluffy and big! I प्यार how I'm creative and stuff but sometimes people take avantage of me with my drawings.
My life has been filled with amazement and gifts but is also been a cruse...But somw say all that pain makes आप stronger...
I've been working on my Book series The Quest For Nova now for six months. I believe that I'm in every character on every page I'm there. I believe that I'm most like Artista because growing up I really wasn't aloud to be myself and we both have Artistic side of us! I believe I'm Viva because of her dark past. But I can't wait to share many और great ideas with my फ्रेंड्स here and I hope your ready for Book to of The Quest For Nova called Wanted...and maybe there's going to be a book three? Find out soon...
This poem means a lot to me so I hope आप like it
A Dancers Dream Ruined
I slip on my shoes
and फीता them up.
Knowing that this is the last time.
I step onto the floor,
And stroll to the center.
I look in the mirrors surrounding me.
And think how could I have messed up?
I was only trying to be perfect.
What did I do wrong? I was only doing what the others did.
I find the courage to do my dance one last time.
With people watching me and starting to cry,
I start to feel a tear run down my face.
But then I saw one little girl.
Who reminded me of me.
so I smiled and put on a happy face.
I didn’t want her to give up on her dream.
So I did my dance gracefully,
Better than I have ever done before.
Then when it was over and the light,
Was no longer shining bright.
and,
I लॉस्ट control.
My dream of being in that dance was over.
I tried so hard to be perfect, that
I had damaged my dream.
द्वारा not seeing what was happening to me.
At first I thought this dream had damaged me
But now I see this dream is still with me…
But I live it thought in a new way.
Fierce & प्यार
Malmcd या Mallory McDonald
Love- I प्यार my फ्रेंड्स here on फैन्पॉप
Alli I hope आप never stop wrighting and believing in yourself आप are Beautiful brown hair in all! आप great soul and I hope that boy या your फ्रेंड्स don't break it...P.S आप tell them that I कहा that and maybe he'll remember to say HI!
Maria You've been through a lot so haven't I but you'll make it through all the pain and hurt and दिल break...you are strong and no one can break you! Your beautiful and one दिन आप will see the light behind the darkness
Hate- When people talk bad about other people...it makes me sick! I've been bullied,called names. But the then that I hate most and the worst I've every been talked about is द्वारा parents...Yes parents not kids. When I didn't know about my whole eye problem I had bad balance and I was a bad dancer...they would talk about me in the waiting room at dance about how I wound never be as good as the daughter या how I wound never be a good dancer. But look at me now...I'm on a dance team making my way to a solo! And I want those moms to know something...
I Heard Every Word...
Now think about that before आप talk bad about something because the person your talking about always ends up hearing it.
Love/Hate- My life and how I look. I don't believe that I'm that pretty. When I look in the mirror I see a girl with big blue eyes and thick eye brows, and pale skin with a couple of freckles. A sort of big nose...and big round lips the go down like a frown. And I see uunmanageable hair that goes ten different ways. प्यार the color of my hair ever changing but I just wish it wasn't so fluffy and big! I प्यार how I'm creative and stuff but sometimes people take avantage of me with my drawings.
My life has been filled with amazement and gifts but is also been a cruse...But somw say all that pain makes आप stronger...
I've been working on my Book series The Quest For Nova now for six months. I believe that I'm in every character on every page I'm there. I believe that I'm most like Artista because growing up I really wasn't aloud to be myself and we both have Artistic side of us! I believe I'm Viva because of her dark past. But I can't wait to share many और great ideas with my फ्रेंड्स here and I hope your ready for Book to of The Quest For Nova called Wanted...and maybe there's going to be a book three? Find out soon...
This poem means a lot to me so I hope आप like it
A Dancers Dream Ruined
I slip on my shoes
and फीता them up.
Knowing that this is the last time.
I step onto the floor,
And stroll to the center.
I look in the mirrors surrounding me.
And think how could I have messed up?
I was only trying to be perfect.
What did I do wrong? I was only doing what the others did.
I find the courage to do my dance one last time.
With people watching me and starting to cry,
I start to feel a tear run down my face.
But then I saw one little girl.
Who reminded me of me.
so I smiled and put on a happy face.
I didn’t want her to give up on her dream.
So I did my dance gracefully,
Better than I have ever done before.
Then when it was over and the light,
Was no longer shining bright.
and,
I लॉस्ट control.
My dream of being in that dance was over.
I tried so hard to be perfect, that
I had damaged my dream.
द्वारा not seeing what was happening to me.
At first I thought this dream had damaged me
But now I see this dream is still with me…
But I live it thought in a new way.
Fierce & प्यार
Malmcd या Mallory McDonald
Within the furthest reaches of the दिल lies those desires whose name one dares no speak. So seductive, so intoxicating, so indulgent, our most private passions burn at the molten core of our being, luring us to the very highest of ecstasy to the depths of despair. Through the ages, the words impassioned प्रेमी have transformed a virginal sheet of paper into a sanctuary for a restless heart. Each of the pages in this journal awaits the expression of your own desires- Unedited, Undiluted, Uninhibited.... Abandon yourself....
~IF आप DARE~
~IF आप DARE~
Shadowing Eternity...
A special place for आप and me,
An undying bond to guide us free.
Loneliness blocking the day,
Our प्यार lighting the way..
Your gentle touch,
Your smiling face.
There is no corner,
No dark place..
Our passion flowing in the waves,
My दिल stands still.
Awaiting your pace..
Your प्यार is my destiny,
your दिल is like the soul of God..
Our love, withstanding time,
Diminishing doubt, in our mind.
There is no place I rather be…
Than in your दिल and in your dreams...
-Beyal
A special place for आप and me,
An undying bond to guide us free.
Loneliness blocking the day,
Our प्यार lighting the way..
Your gentle touch,
Your smiling face.
There is no corner,
No dark place..
Our passion flowing in the waves,
My दिल stands still.
Awaiting your pace..
Your प्यार is my destiny,
your दिल is like the soul of God..
Our love, withstanding time,
Diminishing doubt, in our mind.
There is no place I rather be…
Than in your दिल and in your dreams...
-Beyal
13 year old me..
Wrath
I am one of the deadly sins,
For I am the one that makes आप feel angry,
And may lead आप to do wrongful things.
I blind you,
And mask the truth from you;
I hide your actions,
And make them unaware to आप until
आप realise what just happened.
I am a curse,
For I blind आप from the truth,
And make आप unwilling to accept that truth,
Because I am anger,
Which makes your rage come true,
Which brings about your wrath,
Which is my true name,
And with it comes a grudge.
I am a curse,
And आप do not want me,
But honestly,
It is fun for me to see
आप hurting other people,
Even though आप don't intentionally do it,
या even if आप are blinded द्वारा the truth.
For I am Wrath,
And I take amusement from your anger,
And the pain आप inflict on others,
And I am from the fiery pits of hell.
Beware of your human instincts,
For I am one of them,
And I may दिखाना up in your fiery head.
I am one of the deadly sins,
For I am the one that makes आप feel angry,
And may lead आप to do wrongful things.
I blind you,
And mask the truth from you;
I hide your actions,
And make them unaware to आप until
आप realise what just happened.
I am a curse,
For I blind आप from the truth,
And make आप unwilling to accept that truth,
Because I am anger,
Which makes your rage come true,
Which brings about your wrath,
Which is my true name,
And with it comes a grudge.
I am a curse,
And आप do not want me,
But honestly,
It is fun for me to see
आप hurting other people,
Even though आप don't intentionally do it,
या even if आप are blinded द्वारा the truth.
For I am Wrath,
And I take amusement from your anger,
And the pain आप inflict on others,
And I am from the fiery pits of hell.
Beware of your human instincts,
For I am one of them,
And I may दिखाना up in your fiery head.
Vertonica Bond: seven years old with the dark dirty blue hair also at the first foster home
