JJ sat nervously on the jet. She knew she had to tell Will, but she didn't know how. She kept having all these सवालों go through her head. What if he leaves? What if he just can't do it? What if he abandons the baby? She immediately shook her head trying to relieve herself from additional anxiety. She knew she had to tell the team, too, but right now wasn't the moment. She wanted Will to be the first one to know, and she wasn't going to let anything get in the way of that. She glanced over at the team.
Emily had been लॉस्ट in yet another mystery novel, and both Derek and Spencer were fast asleep. A soft smile formed on JJ's face as she heard quiet snores coming from Derek. *He never looks so innocent.* she thought as she stared at him, his mouth open and head cocked to the side as the संगीत played from his headphones. The smile grew slightly as she saw Spencer peacefully in dreamland. For a bit, she actually had a chance to get her mind off telling Will about the baby. She couldn't get over how adorable the boys looked. That was until the queasiness hit her again. Keeping her composure, she casually walked to the पाकगृह area and made herself some और tea.
While making the tea, it all came back to her. She closed her eyes trying not to let unshed tears escape. That was when she realized she couldn't do this without Will. The job she had was hard enough, but the thought of leaving a defenseless and helpless little human behind every other दिन for work was a thought she couldn't bare. She had to tell him regardless of his reaction. If he were to leave her, she made a promise to herself to do what she thought was best for HER. She didn't know what that was yet, but she knew she'd find out over time. She loved that man with all her दिल and soul, but she couldn't bare the other thought of losing him, especially over roles they'd have to prepare for very quick. She noticed her चाय had steeped long enough and moved the चाय bag ever so slightly before going back to her seat.
Holding her coffee mug, she couldn't help but feel slightly thankful Hotch and Rossi were on another case of their own in Boston. *THAT would've not been good.* she thought, reflecting on how she knew how Hotch was. ALL the team knew how Hotch was. HE would've sensed something in an instant. JJ wiped that thought from her head as soon as it entered. She looked out the window and saw a water colored painted sunset sky before her. Calling Will was a must, but she didn't have the emotional energy to do it right now. She knew she had to, though, and there was no putting it off. She hoped Will would be there for her and the baby. She sat back and and started praying for a positive outcome, and even a miracle.
Emily had been लॉस्ट in yet another mystery novel, and both Derek and Spencer were fast asleep. A soft smile formed on JJ's face as she heard quiet snores coming from Derek. *He never looks so innocent.* she thought as she stared at him, his mouth open and head cocked to the side as the संगीत played from his headphones. The smile grew slightly as she saw Spencer peacefully in dreamland. For a bit, she actually had a chance to get her mind off telling Will about the baby. She couldn't get over how adorable the boys looked. That was until the queasiness hit her again. Keeping her composure, she casually walked to the पाकगृह area and made herself some और tea.
While making the tea, it all came back to her. She closed her eyes trying not to let unshed tears escape. That was when she realized she couldn't do this without Will. The job she had was hard enough, but the thought of leaving a defenseless and helpless little human behind every other दिन for work was a thought she couldn't bare. She had to tell him regardless of his reaction. If he were to leave her, she made a promise to herself to do what she thought was best for HER. She didn't know what that was yet, but she knew she'd find out over time. She loved that man with all her दिल and soul, but she couldn't bare the other thought of losing him, especially over roles they'd have to prepare for very quick. She noticed her चाय had steeped long enough and moved the चाय bag ever so slightly before going back to her seat.
Holding her coffee mug, she couldn't help but feel slightly thankful Hotch and Rossi were on another case of their own in Boston. *THAT would've not been good.* she thought, reflecting on how she knew how Hotch was. ALL the team knew how Hotch was. HE would've sensed something in an instant. JJ wiped that thought from her head as soon as it entered. She looked out the window and saw a water colored painted sunset sky before her. Calling Will was a must, but she didn't have the emotional energy to do it right now. She knew she had to, though, and there was no putting it off. She hoped Will would be there for her and the baby. She sat back and and started praying for a positive outcome, and even a miracle.
