When आप bleed आप can start dying
आप can finally stop denying
There's no reason for आप to keep on trying
Just admit that you've been lying
आप better find a place to play hide and seek
'Cause the things I'll do will make आप weak
Remember all the things that आप have said
'Cause I can't get the revenge out of my head
Soon you'll be dead
One दिन I'm coming back
I'm getting ready for the attack
I'll fight आप like before
आप won't hurt me anymore
आप better start to run and find a place
'Cause a lying कुतिया, मतलबी like आप has no saving grace
Remember all the things that आप have done
'Cause my revenge will give आप a reason to run
Soon you'll be gone
And आप kept thinking I was your friend
Guess you're not the only one who can pretend
I hided all my sorrows inside
But now it's my time to fight
आप better wipe that grin of your face
I don't want anymore time getting wasted
Think of all the things that I can say
'Cause my revenge is coming your way
Soon आप will pay
And now I'm lying in my bed
My tears are making me wet
But why would आप bother
आप never care about another
आप better stop whispering in my ear
The words only the devil's supposed to hear
Think of all the things that I can tell
I would finally get my revenge as well
Soon you'll be in hell
And when you're in hell I can start living
I can finally start believing
That my lives not over yet
'Cause my revenge has lead आप to your dead
आप can finally stop denying
There's no reason for आप to keep on trying
Just admit that you've been lying
आप better find a place to play hide and seek
'Cause the things I'll do will make आप weak
Remember all the things that आप have said
'Cause I can't get the revenge out of my head
Soon you'll be dead
One दिन I'm coming back
I'm getting ready for the attack
I'll fight आप like before
आप won't hurt me anymore
आप better start to run and find a place
'Cause a lying कुतिया, मतलबी like आप has no saving grace
Remember all the things that आप have done
'Cause my revenge will give आप a reason to run
Soon you'll be gone
And आप kept thinking I was your friend
Guess you're not the only one who can pretend
I hided all my sorrows inside
But now it's my time to fight
आप better wipe that grin of your face
I don't want anymore time getting wasted
Think of all the things that I can say
'Cause my revenge is coming your way
Soon आप will pay
And now I'm lying in my bed
My tears are making me wet
But why would आप bother
आप never care about another
आप better stop whispering in my ear
The words only the devil's supposed to hear
Think of all the things that I can tell
I would finally get my revenge as well
Soon you'll be in hell
And when you're in hell I can start living
I can finally start believing
That my lives not over yet
'Cause my revenge has lead आप to your dead
I’m quiet on the outside
An all-wrecking, raging storm on the inside
I can’t speak,
Because I fear I can only produce inhuman cries
But my inner screams overwhelm any external sound
I don't blame आप for not seeing behind my hollow eyes
I don't blame आप for not hearing anything but silence
And I don't blame आप for not feeling my दिल breaking in my chest, over and over again
But I wish आप would just hold me, and tell me I'll be okay.
That somehow, this all-consuming pain is not going to kill me.
That I will come out of this, stronger.
I wish I could distance myself from this destruction,
But I belong in the center of the hurricane
Because I need this pain, like I need oxygen
So, let my ravel in my agony,
Without it I am nothing
An all-wrecking, raging storm on the inside
I can’t speak,
Because I fear I can only produce inhuman cries
But my inner screams overwhelm any external sound
I don't blame आप for not seeing behind my hollow eyes
I don't blame आप for not hearing anything but silence
And I don't blame आप for not feeling my दिल breaking in my chest, over and over again
But I wish आप would just hold me, and tell me I'll be okay.
That somehow, this all-consuming pain is not going to kill me.
That I will come out of this, stronger.
I wish I could distance myself from this destruction,
But I belong in the center of the hurricane
Because I need this pain, like I need oxygen
So, let my ravel in my agony,
Without it I am nothing
Chapter 1:The begaining
It started with the fighting,the endless fighting.It was mid Febuary 2001 when a couple with a small boy and another child on the way,split.They had been aurguing for hours on end and the husband,Jason,decided to leave and live with a friend for a while.While the wife,Sandra,cried and wept to no avail Jason left.Jason had contracted pnemonia and was placed in a hospital only days after his fight with Sandra.Sandra was also in the hospital but for a different reason,she had दिया birth to a girl named Emily.And that was the begaining of Emily's life,a life full of sadness and missery that will come to a halt and be cut short द्वारा the evil hands of fate and the mind.
It started with the fighting,the endless fighting.It was mid Febuary 2001 when a couple with a small boy and another child on the way,split.They had been aurguing for hours on end and the husband,Jason,decided to leave and live with a friend for a while.While the wife,Sandra,cried and wept to no avail Jason left.Jason had contracted pnemonia and was placed in a hospital only days after his fight with Sandra.Sandra was also in the hospital but for a different reason,she had दिया birth to a girl named Emily.And that was the begaining of Emily's life,a life full of sadness and missery that will come to a halt and be cut short द्वारा the evil hands of fate and the mind.
A silhouette standing alone,
Amongst a field of arid snow,
Waiting for something still unknown,
Not any further from the tombstone.
Awaiting a sign of life and hope,
Letting out a deep sigh,
“It’s not getting any easier to cope”
A whisper carried द्वारा the wind.
The stars: my aspirations,
But city lights in the distance,
Taunted it from their foundations,
Caustic lights ending its existence.
An unattached shadow standing in solitude,
Amongst a field of caustic cold,
Tired of waiting, wanting to end,
I was everything untold.
Amongst a field of arid snow,
Waiting for something still unknown,
Not any further from the tombstone.
Awaiting a sign of life and hope,
Letting out a deep sigh,
“It’s not getting any easier to cope”
A whisper carried द्वारा the wind.
The stars: my aspirations,
But city lights in the distance,
Taunted it from their foundations,
Caustic lights ending its existence.
An unattached shadow standing in solitude,
Amongst a field of caustic cold,
Tired of waiting, wanting to end,
I was everything untold.
tell me why do आप pretend
to let the agonizing memories
of your damaged past let आप
be the person that आप are
now,
please let your body,
mind, heart, soul,and
feelings escape the
tragic night-mares and
feel my: "etreindre de'
amour" around आप for-
ever.
my etreindre de' amour
is what i can offer to you,
through this time that you
will feel from me.
will आप feel my ever-
lasting touch of प्यार as
आप grieve over the लॉस्ट
memories and moments
that आप never gotten back.
let me take your
emphasized wounds
and give them to the
crumbling world that
never lets आप feel the
प्यार that आप need to
feel in your life now.
but आप look for my
casual-words that will
give आप strength that
आप need to go on with
your life.
your endless obession
for living this lie trying
to get past this pain, that
will forever remains inside
your soul now.
to let the agonizing memories
of your damaged past let आप
be the person that आप are
now,
please let your body,
mind, heart, soul,and
feelings escape the
tragic night-mares and
feel my: "etreindre de'
amour" around आप for-
ever.
my etreindre de' amour
is what i can offer to you,
through this time that you
will feel from me.
will आप feel my ever-
lasting touch of प्यार as
आप grieve over the लॉस्ट
memories and moments
that आप never gotten back.
let me take your
emphasized wounds
and give them to the
crumbling world that
never lets आप feel the
प्यार that आप need to
feel in your life now.
but आप look for my
casual-words that will
give आप strength that
आप need to go on with
your life.
your endless obession
for living this lie trying
to get past this pain, that
will forever remains inside
your soul now.
My anger came that day,
i tried to stay calm through
it all but my emotions just
gave way without me telling
them too.
She saw my frustration
taking shape and took
me in her loving arms
and told me it would be
okay.
I knew that my personal
emotions would show,that
i would pretend not to be
upset, and playing them
off as casual-words and not
the hurtful words as to what
they sounded to me.
I wanted to barricade
myself inside my head
and listen to those supposed
hurtful words that were being
कहा about me,
The thoughts that raced
through my mind were not
the words that i heard coming out
of his mouth that day,
All i can say to आप is
that i accused him of
being wrong and that
was unfair for me to do,
i tried to stay calm through
it all but my emotions just
gave way without me telling
them too.
She saw my frustration
taking shape and took
me in her loving arms
and told me it would be
okay.
I knew that my personal
emotions would show,that
i would pretend not to be
upset, and playing them
off as casual-words and not
the hurtful words as to what
they sounded to me.
I wanted to barricade
myself inside my head
and listen to those supposed
hurtful words that were being
कहा about me,
The thoughts that raced
through my mind were not
the words that i heard coming out
of his mouth that day,
All i can say to आप is
that i accused him of
being wrong and that
was unfair for me to do,
I look out my window the rains pouring down
I can't seem to turn this frown upside down
आप moved far out of town
Now I have no one around
I used to प्यार आप
Sadly आप don't प्यार me too
Pain and agony runs through me
So much आप can see
But not you, आप only look for my happiness
but I'm out and in distress
आप want the green fresh from the press
I just want to be better than the rest
Attention is what I want
But all आप give is a load of taunt
Are आप ready for love
Not really, so I'll get a dove
A dove's the bird of passion and feelings
But आप left me to rot like a banana's peelings
Sweet lover, I miss आप
Do आप miss me too?
Sweet Lover, give me your all
Don't let it fall
Give me a call
I get nothing at all
Sweet love, Goodbye
I will प्यार आप always *sigh*
Signed,
Your Sweet Lover
I can't seem to turn this frown upside down
आप moved far out of town
Now I have no one around
I used to प्यार आप
Sadly आप don't प्यार me too
Pain and agony runs through me
So much आप can see
But not you, आप only look for my happiness
but I'm out and in distress
आप want the green fresh from the press
I just want to be better than the rest
Attention is what I want
But all आप give is a load of taunt
Are आप ready for love
Not really, so I'll get a dove
A dove's the bird of passion and feelings
But आप left me to rot like a banana's peelings
Sweet lover, I miss आप
Do आप miss me too?
Sweet Lover, give me your all
Don't let it fall
Give me a call
I get nothing at all
Sweet love, Goodbye
I will प्यार आप always *sigh*
Signed,
Your Sweet Lover
