The Golden Tear part five
Liz कहा "uh uh Eva?" I कहा "yeah it's me Liz oh my goodness Lis
Steve set आप up" and then Steve walked out from behind the counter
and कहा "yea verry good Eva" Liz कहा "um Steve what are आप doing
here आप कहा I needed to getsomething for you" and Steve कहा "yeah
आप need to get Rebecca's kids back to her" and then Rebecca walked
out from the bathroom and कहा "Eva give me my शिशु back" I said
"No never not after what आप did to them" and she कहा "what did I
ever do to them but give them life" I कहा "you no what आप did Rebecca
आप told Mr. Dean that it was okay to kill them as long as her never
hurt आप how could you, आप आप are evil and आप deserve to die"
Rebecca said"I would watch you'r mouth if I were आप I have a gun"
And Liz कहा "So आप and Steve are together now?" "Steve what about
what आप कहा to me that आप loved me and that after we got reed of
Eva we could get marryed and have a family of our own" I कहा "Liz
I always new आप were no go and द्वारा the way if i get out of this alive
then आप are moving out" "And if आप die" कहा Liz "Then The Kids go
to A family friend" then Rebecca butted in "not if all you'r family is
dead!" And Then Liz कहा "Steve I'll be on you'r side let me live" and then
she kissed him on the cheak, and it broke my दिल to see her do that to
me but I did not दिखाना no fear then Liz pulled out a gun and said" ready
to die ......."
Liz कहा "uh uh Eva?" I कहा "yeah it's me Liz oh my goodness Lis
Steve set आप up" and then Steve walked out from behind the counter
and कहा "yea verry good Eva" Liz कहा "um Steve what are आप doing
here आप कहा I needed to getsomething for you" and Steve कहा "yeah
आप need to get Rebecca's kids back to her" and then Rebecca walked
out from the bathroom and कहा "Eva give me my शिशु back" I said
"No never not after what आप did to them" and she कहा "what did I
ever do to them but give them life" I कहा "you no what आप did Rebecca
आप told Mr. Dean that it was okay to kill them as long as her never
hurt आप how could you, आप आप are evil and आप deserve to die"
Rebecca said"I would watch you'r mouth if I were आप I have a gun"
And Liz कहा "So आप and Steve are together now?" "Steve what about
what आप कहा to me that आप loved me and that after we got reed of
Eva we could get marryed and have a family of our own" I कहा "Liz
I always new आप were no go and द्वारा the way if i get out of this alive
then आप are moving out" "And if आप die" कहा Liz "Then The Kids go
to A family friend" then Rebecca butted in "not if all you'r family is
dead!" And Then Liz कहा "Steve I'll be on you'r side let me live" and then
she kissed him on the cheak, and it broke my दिल to see her do that to
me but I did not दिखाना no fear then Liz pulled out a gun and said" ready
to die ......."
A special world for आप and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.
Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.
And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.
If I could have just One Wish
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your दिल beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
when प्यार dies
प्यार is the cause of innocent cries,
As when प्यार dies,
प्यार becomes a lie,
The death of their love,
They mourn,
As their hearts are torn,
Broken hearts drift apart,
As they reminisce on the past,
Of the प्यार they hoped would last,
Tears rot into the ground,
As they mourn what they had found;
A प्यार that made them feel sound,
Their only hope if for their प्यार to unfold,
As without eachother their hearts are cold,
Their only comfort; someone to hold,
Their hopes crushed,
for eachother they no longer lust,
As in eachother they no longer trust,
A thought keeping them awake;
For eachother, should they wait?
या is it already too late?
Can they ever find another,
या were they made for eachother?
Can they withstand not being together?
[ Because]
When प्यार dies,
Everything turns to lies,
Because when प्यार dies,
We fall apart inside
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प्यार is the cause of innocent cries,
As when प्यार dies,
प्यार becomes a lie,
The death of their love,
They mourn,
As their hearts are torn,
Broken hearts drift apart,
As they reminisce on the past,
Of the प्यार they hoped would last,
Tears rot into the ground,
As they mourn what they had found;
A प्यार that made them feel sound,
Their only hope if for their प्यार to unfold,
As without eachother their hearts are cold,
Their only comfort; someone to hold,
Their hopes crushed,
for eachother they no longer lust,
As in eachother they no longer trust,
A thought keeping them awake;
For eachother, should they wait?
या is it already too late?
Can they ever find another,
या were they made for eachother?
Can they withstand not being together?
[ Because]
When प्यार dies,
Everything turns to lies,
Because when प्यार dies,
We fall apart inside
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Drip Drop, Drip Drop,
I can hear his tears Hitting the Floor,
A प्यार that was once strong,
Has Fallen apart,Has been Ripped apart from its Core,
I knew this relationship wouldn't last long,
But for a moment, i thought that i still had प्यार for him in store,
but i was wrong,Maybe im just somewhat of a hoare
i picked up his heart,and tore,
now hes suffering, he feels so torn,
now i dont know what to do,
is it time for us to go
Ive torn someone in two and dont know what to do
Would आप know what to do,
would आप know what to say,
would आप know how hed feel,
would आप see how hes sad,
would आप understand his pain,
and let the tears rain,
does what आप do fix things
या make them worse,
for the better या for the worst,
this प्यार must have been cursed
I can hear his tears Hitting the Floor,
A प्यार that was once strong,
Has Fallen apart,Has been Ripped apart from its Core,
I knew this relationship wouldn't last long,
But for a moment, i thought that i still had प्यार for him in store,
but i was wrong,Maybe im just somewhat of a hoare
i picked up his heart,and tore,
now hes suffering, he feels so torn,
now i dont know what to do,
is it time for us to go
Ive torn someone in two and dont know what to do
Would आप know what to do,
would आप know what to say,
would आप know how hed feel,
would आप see how hes sad,
would आप understand his pain,
and let the tears rain,
does what आप do fix things
या make them worse,
for the better या for the worst,
this प्यार must have been cursed
Tears of goodbye
Tears of fear
holding onto आप
it consumes your heart
it rushes to your head
आप shake and cringe
आप stare and आप wave
आप grab your chest
as if it is now hollow
आप whisper a note
आप whisper a love
आप turn to walk
but find आप can't move
आप take some breathes
and count to 10
आप hold on to chest
once again
आप start to calm down
आप start to see
आप find a mirror
and see what he now see's
आप whisper soft
but yet still clear
आप take one और breath
and start to quiver
आप shake away the fear
and begin to trust
'how come i could प्यार आप and still it was never enough?'
what happens अगला is very suprising
your sure its just a dream
because a girl with a broken heart
just stopped crying her fears
and its then that आप realised
आप were और than enough
and आप always had been
it wasn't आप
it wasn't आप and him
it was him that आप didn't see
who played आप along
and then who broke apart such a beautiful song.
Tears of fear
holding onto आप
it consumes your heart
it rushes to your head
आप shake and cringe
आप stare and आप wave
आप grab your chest
as if it is now hollow
आप whisper a note
आप whisper a love
आप turn to walk
but find आप can't move
आप take some breathes
and count to 10
आप hold on to chest
once again
आप start to calm down
आप start to see
आप find a mirror
and see what he now see's
आप whisper soft
but yet still clear
आप take one और breath
and start to quiver
आप shake away the fear
and begin to trust
'how come i could प्यार आप and still it was never enough?'
what happens अगला is very suprising
your sure its just a dream
because a girl with a broken heart
just stopped crying her fears
and its then that आप realised
आप were और than enough
and आप always had been
it wasn't आप
it wasn't आप and him
it was him that आप didn't see
who played आप along
and then who broke apart such a beautiful song.
As आप know, I live in New Zealand, a place abundant with clouds, mountains, and भेड़ (I know, right!!!). This means that whenever we go on a school trip we're seeing lakes, या mountains, or, and this is my personal favourite, झाड़ी, बुश ('cause that never gets old). This time it was Mount Holdsworth.
After the trip we were asked to write some कविता that the झाड़ी, बुश had inspired. There was all that "If beauty could speak" cr*p, and some "Listen to the whisper of the trees", आप know, all that. This is what it inspired for me...
ATTEMPT #1
The water running over the rocks,
makes me want to pee,
I think of Niagra falls,
The pee trickles down my knee.
ATTEMPT #2
The wind whistles in my hair,
makes me want to itch,
I scratch my hair a little bit,
Whoops, there goes a flying nit.
ATTEMPT #3
The bird chirping in the trees,
Makes my ears real sore,
Dad pulls a gun from his bag,
BOOM! Birdy chirps no more.
After the trip we were asked to write some कविता that the झाड़ी, बुश had inspired. There was all that "If beauty could speak" cr*p, and some "Listen to the whisper of the trees", आप know, all that. This is what it inspired for me...
ATTEMPT #1
The water running over the rocks,
makes me want to pee,
I think of Niagra falls,
The pee trickles down my knee.
ATTEMPT #2
The wind whistles in my hair,
makes me want to itch,
I scratch my hair a little bit,
Whoops, there goes a flying nit.
ATTEMPT #3
The bird chirping in the trees,
Makes my ears real sore,
Dad pulls a gun from his bag,
BOOM! Birdy chirps no more.
Drift apart, this world is an art.
How so many people can come together as one,
and they learn to have fun.
It's amazing how, in times of need,
we all can overcome, and be one indeed.
No one wants to remember the bad times,
but those things can rule our lives.
Happiness is all that matters
until the happiness is shattered.
All we really need is each other
to grow and प्यार another.
I think too much time is spent being sad,
when all we really should be is glad.
We have light, color, beauty, sound!
So why are people sad when no one is around?
It's the thought that counts, that's what people say,
so we'll be fine as long as we keep them in our hearts everyday.
How so many people can come together as one,
and they learn to have fun.
It's amazing how, in times of need,
we all can overcome, and be one indeed.
No one wants to remember the bad times,
but those things can rule our lives.
Happiness is all that matters
until the happiness is shattered.
All we really need is each other
to grow and प्यार another.
I think too much time is spent being sad,
when all we really should be is glad.
We have light, color, beauty, sound!
So why are people sad when no one is around?
It's the thought that counts, that's what people say,
so we'll be fine as long as we keep them in our hearts everyday.
P1 - I swear i stil do
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I कहा was true.
And when I कहा I प्यार you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought आप would be there through the times that I needed आप the most.
I thought आप would be there to help me
When your प्यार was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking आप would be there catch me.
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I कहा was true.
And when I कहा I प्यार you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought आप would be there through the times that I needed आप the most.
I thought आप would be there to help me
When your प्यार was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking आप would be there catch me.
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Dream Of My प्यार So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
चुंबन and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This प्यार is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But और dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see आप someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
Dream Of My प्यार So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
चुंबन and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This प्यार is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But और dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see आप someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
I don’t think I could ever प्यार someone like I loved you
आप are my first and last प्यार
आप go I go
आप stay I stay
And आप might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way प्यार is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
आप will always find your self coming back.
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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So आप can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains आप can be my shelter.
I will tell आप my feelings and आप will tell me yours.
We can laugh and किस and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
आप can take me home
I will let आप hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch आप give me
I will be satisfied.
आप are my first and last प्यार
आप go I go
आप stay I stay
And आप might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way प्यार is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
आप will always find your self coming back.
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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So आप can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains आप can be my shelter.
I will tell आप my feelings and आप will tell me yours.
We can laugh and किस and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
आप can take me home
I will let आप hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch आप give me
I will be satisfied.