Cal was driving over to Gillian's . He kept going over and over in his head about what he was going to say to her. He kept thinking about what she was going to say him? What did she need to say? And how exactly was he going to tell her the truth?
"Torres?"
"Yes Loker?"
"What are आप doing?"
"What does it look like?"
"Foster told आप to let it go. Do आप want to lose your job?"
"No."
"Well it looks that way to me"
"Look i just wanna know what is so special about this feather and why Lightman has been अभिनय the way he has. We have a right to know he's our boss"
"Well he won't be for much longer if आप don't stop interfering"
"Look are आप going to help me या just stand there and give me lecture?"
"I'll help but if we get caught i'm blaming it all on you"
"Fine. Let's get to work"
Cal pulled up outside Gillian's house and he sat in the car for a long time. He kept thinking about what would happen if he told her the truth. If they had a fight, everything would be complicated and nothing would go back to normal and he didn't want that. Sure he felt things for Gillian but in the state he is in would he want to ruin their friendship?
"Dad?"
"Hey Em"
"How did it go?"
"What?"
"Your conversation with Gillian?"
"I... couldn't ..."
"You didn't go in?"
"No"
"Why?"
"I just... i couldn't do it...i wanted to... my body was wanting to हटाइए but my head कहा no.. i don't want to wreck our friendship"
"You won't"
"With my current situation and mood swings? One argument and that's it."
"That won't happen"
"And what if it did? It would never be the same"
"Yes it would because आप two are really good फ्रेंड्स and आप would never let anything come between that"
"I suppose......No it can't happen"
"What?"
"It can't happen....ever"
"Dad?"
"Look just leave me alone Em"
Cal went upstairs to his room and shut the door. Emily followed him and waited a moment before entering his room
"Cal..i know आप probably won't get this message until the morning but.... i was just worried आप didn't come over and i was wondering if everything was okay?... Look just call me when आप get this.. please Cal..."
"Dad?"
"I'm in the bathroom"
"You okay?"
"Yeah i'm fine darling"
"You look...awful"
"Thanks प्यार आप too"
They both laughed and Emily went over to check on him. He felt hot and he looked really pale.
"What?"
"Dad let me see your back"
"Why?"
"Please"
"Fine"
Cal lifted his कमीज, शर्ट up and Emily was in shock at what she saw. It was covered in blood and feathers were growing all over it. They had come out even further than before. Emily didn't know what to do. She decided to get a cloth and clean the blood off first.
"Okay just hold still"
"Okay"
"What?"
"When did आप get so grown up?"
"Well i had to learn from mum cause let's face it आप still act like a five साल old"
"I do not"
"Mph....."
"What is it?"
"Nothing"
"No come on darling"
"Can i ask आप something?"
"Yes sure anything"
".......Gillian....."
"Yeah?"
"How do आप feel about her?"
"What?"
"..Do आप प्यार her?"
"I don't have to answer that Em"
"Your deflecting"
"I am not"
"Come on dad आप are so deflecting"
"Look Em just drop it"
Cal got up of the bathroom floor and moved to walk towards the door and go downstairs but Emily followed him
"See.. your doing it again..acting like a five साल old sticking your fingers in your ears hoping that the noise will stop well it won't. This won't go away dad just accept it.."
"I don't have to"
"Yes आप do, आप have accept the fact that their are things आप are going to feel and आप have to deal with that. आप are grown up for blood sake so act like one"
"EM!"
"What? what are आप going to do? Shout at me again, आप seem to be doing that a lot. आप know none of this would have happened if आप went to Gillian. All of your feelings would be out the open and आप wouldn't be so angry with me"
"So what? आप know my feeling better than i do, do you? Well guess what Em आप don't आप are still a little girl and आप won't ever understand how this feels.."
"I am not a little girl anymore i am sixteen years old dad so stop treating me like one. And yes i do know your feeling better than आप do because i can clearly see that आप have feelings for Gillian"
"No i don't"
"Yes आप do just admit it"
"Em"
"Just say it"
"Stop this right now"
"No until आप say it"
"Fine i have feelings for her no wait i'll go one better for you.. i प्यार her is that want आप want to hear? I प्यार her...I...Love ....her"
Cal then stopped to think about what he had just said. He DID प्यार her. He loved her and he wanted to be with her. He wanted to be there for her no matter what happens. He was hopelessly and deeply in प्यार her
"So why don't आप say it to her face"
"I'm scared"
"It's okay to be scared Dad"
"I don't want to lose her Em"
"You won't i promise"
They hugged each other to say sorry and they stayed like this for a while
"Torres just give up we are never going to find anything"
"You don't know that"
"No i don't but it looks pretty likely"
"I guess your right"
"So will आप stop?"
"Yeah i guess so"
"Good now lets get out of here go get something to eat like normal people do"
"We are not normal"
"Doesn't mean we can't try to be"
"True"
The अगला दिन at work Cal was ready to tell Gillian how he felt he wasn't too sure how he was going to do it but he knew that he was ready and that he wanted this
"Come in"
"Hey"
"James?"
"Hey Gillian"
"What are आप doing here?"
"I was in the city and i thought why not come and see you"
"That's nice of you"
"So is it Gillian या do आप still go द्वारा Ann?"
"Oh yeah it's Gillian now"
"I always like your first name"
"I remember आप saying that"
"It's good to see you"
"You too"
James went in and hugged her and she hugged him back. He wrapped his arms around her waist and she put hers around his shoulders. Cal then walked right into her office without knocking as usual and was a little taken aback about what he had seen
"Cal?"
"Hey Foster. I don't remember hiring आप though mate."
"Cal this is James he's one of my childhood friends"
"Funny how you've never talked about him before"
"Well i'm sure she had good reasons.Well it's good to meet आप Cal"
"Dr Lightman too आप buddy"
"Okay Cal can talk to आप in the hallway for a second"
"Sure"
"What is your problem?"
"Nothing"
"Then why act like a total नितंब, गधा to James when आप don't even know him"
"I just don't get a good vibe from him"
"Why? Because he was hugging me?"
"No"
"Then what?"
"Never mind"
"Why did आप walk straight into my office without knocking? आप don't normally do that unless it's something important"
"It doesn't matter anymore"
Cal turned and walked away from her. He kept thinking about what he saw in the office. He could tell from the hug that they used to be intimate. So why was he back here and why was she hugging him like that. Well there was one thing he knew for certain. Foster had made a choice
"Torres?"
"Yes Loker?"
"What are आप doing?"
"What does it look like?"
"Foster told आप to let it go. Do आप want to lose your job?"
"No."
"Well it looks that way to me"
"Look i just wanna know what is so special about this feather and why Lightman has been अभिनय the way he has. We have a right to know he's our boss"
"Well he won't be for much longer if आप don't stop interfering"
"Look are आप going to help me या just stand there and give me lecture?"
"I'll help but if we get caught i'm blaming it all on you"
"Fine. Let's get to work"
Cal pulled up outside Gillian's house and he sat in the car for a long time. He kept thinking about what would happen if he told her the truth. If they had a fight, everything would be complicated and nothing would go back to normal and he didn't want that. Sure he felt things for Gillian but in the state he is in would he want to ruin their friendship?
"Dad?"
"Hey Em"
"How did it go?"
"What?"
"Your conversation with Gillian?"
"I... couldn't ..."
"You didn't go in?"
"No"
"Why?"
"I just... i couldn't do it...i wanted to... my body was wanting to हटाइए but my head कहा no.. i don't want to wreck our friendship"
"You won't"
"With my current situation and mood swings? One argument and that's it."
"That won't happen"
"And what if it did? It would never be the same"
"Yes it would because आप two are really good फ्रेंड्स and आप would never let anything come between that"
"I suppose......No it can't happen"
"What?"
"It can't happen....ever"
"Dad?"
"Look just leave me alone Em"
Cal went upstairs to his room and shut the door. Emily followed him and waited a moment before entering his room
"Cal..i know आप probably won't get this message until the morning but.... i was just worried आप didn't come over and i was wondering if everything was okay?... Look just call me when आप get this.. please Cal..."
"Dad?"
"I'm in the bathroom"
"You okay?"
"Yeah i'm fine darling"
"You look...awful"
"Thanks प्यार आप too"
They both laughed and Emily went over to check on him. He felt hot and he looked really pale.
"What?"
"Dad let me see your back"
"Why?"
"Please"
"Fine"
Cal lifted his कमीज, शर्ट up and Emily was in shock at what she saw. It was covered in blood and feathers were growing all over it. They had come out even further than before. Emily didn't know what to do. She decided to get a cloth and clean the blood off first.
"Okay just hold still"
"Okay"
"What?"
"When did आप get so grown up?"
"Well i had to learn from mum cause let's face it आप still act like a five साल old"
"I do not"
"Mph....."
"What is it?"
"Nothing"
"No come on darling"
"Can i ask आप something?"
"Yes sure anything"
".......Gillian....."
"Yeah?"
"How do आप feel about her?"
"What?"
"..Do आप प्यार her?"
"I don't have to answer that Em"
"Your deflecting"
"I am not"
"Come on dad आप are so deflecting"
"Look Em just drop it"
Cal got up of the bathroom floor and moved to walk towards the door and go downstairs but Emily followed him
"See.. your doing it again..acting like a five साल old sticking your fingers in your ears hoping that the noise will stop well it won't. This won't go away dad just accept it.."
"I don't have to"
"Yes आप do, आप have accept the fact that their are things आप are going to feel and आप have to deal with that. आप are grown up for blood sake so act like one"
"EM!"
"What? what are आप going to do? Shout at me again, आप seem to be doing that a lot. आप know none of this would have happened if आप went to Gillian. All of your feelings would be out the open and आप wouldn't be so angry with me"
"So what? आप know my feeling better than i do, do you? Well guess what Em आप don't आप are still a little girl and आप won't ever understand how this feels.."
"I am not a little girl anymore i am sixteen years old dad so stop treating me like one. And yes i do know your feeling better than आप do because i can clearly see that आप have feelings for Gillian"
"No i don't"
"Yes आप do just admit it"
"Em"
"Just say it"
"Stop this right now"
"No until आप say it"
"Fine i have feelings for her no wait i'll go one better for you.. i प्यार her is that want आप want to hear? I प्यार her...I...Love ....her"
Cal then stopped to think about what he had just said. He DID प्यार her. He loved her and he wanted to be with her. He wanted to be there for her no matter what happens. He was hopelessly and deeply in प्यार her
"So why don't आप say it to her face"
"I'm scared"
"It's okay to be scared Dad"
"I don't want to lose her Em"
"You won't i promise"
They hugged each other to say sorry and they stayed like this for a while
"Torres just give up we are never going to find anything"
"You don't know that"
"No i don't but it looks pretty likely"
"I guess your right"
"So will आप stop?"
"Yeah i guess so"
"Good now lets get out of here go get something to eat like normal people do"
"We are not normal"
"Doesn't mean we can't try to be"
"True"
The अगला दिन at work Cal was ready to tell Gillian how he felt he wasn't too sure how he was going to do it but he knew that he was ready and that he wanted this
"Come in"
"Hey"
"James?"
"Hey Gillian"
"What are आप doing here?"
"I was in the city and i thought why not come and see you"
"That's nice of you"
"So is it Gillian या do आप still go द्वारा Ann?"
"Oh yeah it's Gillian now"
"I always like your first name"
"I remember आप saying that"
"It's good to see you"
"You too"
James went in and hugged her and she hugged him back. He wrapped his arms around her waist and she put hers around his shoulders. Cal then walked right into her office without knocking as usual and was a little taken aback about what he had seen
"Cal?"
"Hey Foster. I don't remember hiring आप though mate."
"Cal this is James he's one of my childhood friends"
"Funny how you've never talked about him before"
"Well i'm sure she had good reasons.Well it's good to meet आप Cal"
"Dr Lightman too आप buddy"
"Okay Cal can talk to आप in the hallway for a second"
"Sure"
"What is your problem?"
"Nothing"
"Then why act like a total नितंब, गधा to James when आप don't even know him"
"I just don't get a good vibe from him"
"Why? Because he was hugging me?"
"No"
"Then what?"
"Never mind"
"Why did आप walk straight into my office without knocking? आप don't normally do that unless it's something important"
"It doesn't matter anymore"
Cal turned and walked away from her. He kept thinking about what he saw in the office. He could tell from the hug that they used to be intimate. So why was he back here and why was she hugging him like that. Well there was one thing he knew for certain. Foster had made a choice