Did I do something wrong?
Did I make it be like this?
Did I make आप cry like that?
I have too many questions...
Can somebody help me?
Will somebody with their own will?
To take back my weakness?
To not make me feel ill?
I have so many broken peices.
So much pain.
I have nothing left...
I don't feel like I'm sane.
आप turned you're back.
I wish I could cry.
But it's either I'm to strong...
या all I want is to die...
I try to put it, put it in my chest.
I didn't know what to do...
I'm to weak...
To stressed.
I clenched my teeth.
I gripped my fists.
A tear runs down...
To fall on my bed.
I colapse on the floor.
No way to find out.
आप were someone to kill.
Someone not to be found.
आप were no one to care.
No one to love.
आप tore my दिल in two.
I'm nothing right now.
I feel like I'm broken.
I feel so insane.
I feel like it was you're fault...
But it's my fault...my shame.
I hesitate to scream.
I want to yell out.
The tears on my chin.
I felt the need to shout.
'Get out of my thoughts!'
'Get out of my life!'
But what I didn't know...
What I didn't realize.
आप were already gone...
That's what I just found.
आप told me googbye.
I felt a crowd.
A crowd around me.
आप told me to leave.
As much as I wanted to...
I know what I need.
I dropped on the floor.
The tears seround me.
I felt no love.
Something so frightning.
I knew he was wrong.
I had to have met you.
You're the worst thing that happened to me...
Now I know I was wrong too...
I was in love...but i didnt know till it was too late...
It was the first दिन back to school,i was in a new school and in a different state to make things और diffucult.I sat in the back of the room away from everyone else,i had only been there for 7 मिनटों and already i was being made fun of and teased because of my long hair.'Im going to hate this साल i already know it'i thought to myself,but i was interupted from my thoughts when a girl with नारंगी, ऑरेंज and black dyed hair sat अगला to me.She was silent and apperintly was to cought up in doing something on her phone to notice me staring at her in confusion.As i was about to say something to her the घंटी, बेल rang and it was time for class,she got up and left quietly.And that was the दिन i first laid eyes on her,the girl that would soon befriend me and save my life.And not only that but she would also steal my heart,and will become my only reason for living.
It was the first दिन back to school,i was in a new school and in a different state to make things और diffucult.I sat in the back of the room away from everyone else,i had only been there for 7 मिनटों and already i was being made fun of and teased because of my long hair.'Im going to hate this साल i already know it'i thought to myself,but i was interupted from my thoughts when a girl with नारंगी, ऑरेंज and black dyed hair sat अगला to me.She was silent and apperintly was to cought up in doing something on her phone to notice me staring at her in confusion.As i was about to say something to her the घंटी, बेल rang and it was time for class,she got up and left quietly.And that was the दिन i first laid eyes on her,the girl that would soon befriend me and save my life.And not only that but she would also steal my heart,and will become my only reason for living.
