Every Winter morning I think of you,
Missing the fuffilment of the icy black hole, that once आप used to be my heart.
Every Snowflake that falls from the frosted heavens reminds me of those sweet and special moments I spent with you.
My body aches for your warm, but icy embrace
My eyes yearn to see your smilling face
And now my दिल now sucocmbs to the icy icy pit of loneliness.
Now every step I take, leaves behind a trail of frost and ice. Marking my lonesome presence.
For I wish for one दिन I can be with आप again my love,
just to inhale your calming scent,
to be wrapped in your arms,
To be warm again.
It's so cold here without you.
Every Summer, every Spring, every Autumn feels like the icy किस of Winter.
When the wind blows, and nips my nose, I don't say it's Jack Frost, but it's आप my chilly soulmate.
For when the tiny crystals that fall from the sky and lands on my lashes, I know it's आप wiping away my icy and crystal tears.
I will always remeber those 3 special words you'll say to me everyday.
With every word that आप say makes me stronger in every way.
The way आप पालना me at night, when I had a dream of fright.
I will always cherish those special moments for the rest of my immortal life.
आप were right about what आप asid about loneliness.
" I hate loneliness, but it seems to प्यार me....."
आप were right, my love......


- kisuke urahara


OMG!!!!! I wrote this yesterday while I was watching the last fight of starrk..... when i saw his emotions when he लॉस्ट his dear partner lillynet (I wrote this uncconsiously) I started to tear up, then I noticed the quote at the end, and I was like my OC for Coyote Starrk must've possess me into लेखन this....the no 1 espada only want to escape lonlyness...........