I lie awake driving myself crazy thinking of you. I made a mistake when I let आप go. I drive myself crazy, wanting आप the way that I do.

You've still been avoiding Randy as much as possible, yet yearning for him और as days pass by. It's been a महीना since आप and Randy haven't कहा a single word to each other.

**Randy's POV**

I'm such a mess! Look at me! Tossing and turning in my bed. It's been 5 hours since I've tried to go to sleep. **gets up and goes to the living room, watching TV** Ugh all these stupid soap operas. Isn't there anything good on? ...man...I was such a fool. How good was...

After a few weeks pass, you've been getting much sicker. आप can feel it and आप can see it. Whenever आप look in the mirror, आप see a pale face, small dark circles, and white lips. Your rosy cheeks have turned to paleness and nothing but paleness. You've been feeling much weaker and you've been sucking at बास्केटबाल, बास्केटबॉल, बास्केट बॉल lately. Your coach notices and he talks with आप about it.

Coach: So Jamie. How is it?
Jamie: ...you should know coach...I'm losing it.
Coach: What can आप do Jamie? आप need to rest. आप can't play.
Jamie: What? But...but I प्यार playing. I can't just stop.
Coach: Then at least you...

Chapter 11: Baby Boom

Jamie was nine months; Landon was working at a drug store and going to school.

One दिन Jamie walked to her father 's house.

Jamie knocked on the door and Camilla opened the door.

"Hello Mrs. Carter" कहा Camilla

"Hello Camilla आप look nice today" कहा Jamie

"Thank you, your dad have been waiting for, please come in," कहा Camilla

"Thank you" कहा Jamie entering the house.

Jamie looked around the house some things changed and some things remained the same.

Jamie looked at the रसोई, रसोईघर there was Hegbert making सूप for lunch.

Jamie moved and she stands there watching her father...